"Because, I'm not hypocritical. ”

This time, Chen Xiaoxi did not push back.

"I face my heart. When I think that the lights of death are extinguished and the ritual is futile, I really think so, and therefore I really don't need a memorial service to comfort myself. I only think of her from time to time in my heart, reminiscing about the time we went through together.

Rituals, for the weak. And I, am strong. ”

Zhu Beini clearly feels that Chen Xiaoxi is narcissistic.

However, for the sake of him seriously helping him solve his problems, she didn't criticize him for anything.

There is not much time, which requires departing to the train station.

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At the end of December, at six o'clock in the evening, the city was already lit up and bright.

After a light meal at the entrance of the community, I boarded the No. 104 bus to the South Square of Shanghai Railway Station.

The only vacant seat left in the car, Chen Xiaoxi gave Zhu Beini to sit, and he stood beside Zhu Beini. There were many noisy people in the car, and the two did not talk much.

When he arrived at the south square of the railway station, Chen Xiaoxi bought a platform ticket.

It was the train and there was still an hour to go.

Zhu Beini is used to being at home, but once she goes out, she is curious about everything.

She looked around and looked at the bustling flow of people in front of the station. A few wanderers slept on the concrete floor wrapped in quilts in sheltered from the wind, many middle-aged women numbly asked passers-by if they wanted cheap accommodation, and even the hurried travelers looked different......

Zhu Beini entered the Grand View Garden like Grandma Liu, and her eyes were not enough to see. Chen Xiaoxi cautiously suggested that it should be spent in the waiting room.

"What if the train departs early. He said.

Zhu Beini was very weird about Chen Xiaoxi's "what if", but she still obediently went to the waiting hall.

I didn't expect the departure station to be able to enter the station half an hour earlier.

After finding their own bed and placing their luggage, the two of them rubbed on the side of the bed for a while, seeing that there were still twenty minutes before the train left.

Twenty minutes is used to separate, which seems too long for Zhu Beini and Chen Xiaoxi.

Chen Xiaoxi's caution made him feel that he shouldn't have sat in the car and waited—what if the car had left early;

"You lie down and go, you have to earn back the cost of the sleeper. I replied. Chen Xiaoxi said.

Chen Xiaoxi hugged Zhu Beini, but because the people on the upper bunk were staring at them with burning eyes, they had to "kiss goodbye" something, so they had to do it in their hearts.

Zhu Beini, who was standing in the corridor of the car, saw Chen Xiaoxi walking towards the exit without looking back through the glass window.

For a moment, Zhu Beini seemed to see the figure outside the window running up, chasing the train at an accelerated pace. Rubbing his eyes and looking at it again, Chen Xiaoxi clearly walked with an eye.

It turned out to be a hallucination.

The familiar station, the same farewell situation, reminded her of a boy who was reluctant to run after the train reluctantly.

When he returned to his lower bunk, he heard a male voice calling his name.

Thought it was auditory hallucinations.

The sound source is clearly resounding overhead.

As soon as I looked up, I saw a big smiling face with a grin that reached the root of my ears: "Zhu Beini! Qiao! Qiao! Qiao! What a coincidence! I am your Senior Brother Zhu." ”

Zhu Beini wants to say: You are clearly Xu Wenheng's Senior Brother Zhu, okay.

"I'm a father! My son Xiaotuanzi is full moon! Show you the picture!" Senior Brother Zhu's happiness when he meets an acquaintance turns out to be here!

Zhu Beini looked at the photos of N more hairy heads on Senior Brother Zhu's mobile phone.

"We met you and your friend at the maternity and children's hospital that day, when my wife was 6 months old.

By the way, is your friend okay?

Xiao Xu is getting married, do you know? His future father-in-law dug him from the bank to the family business and gave him a subsidiary to cultivate him. Oh. That kid has risen to prominence and has become a myth among the disciples of our academy. When are we going to get him back, we will have an internal lecture on the topic: how to hug the thighs.

The guy who gave you just now is your boyfriend? Why does it feel perfunctory? But thinking about it, it's true love to come out and send it so coldly.

Also, Zhu Beini wants to take the Ph.D. exam, how is the revision? Do you want me to find a fellow brother and sister of yours to introduce you?

……”

Senior Brother Zhu's words undoubtedly exposed the potential of tuberculosis.

There is no need for Zhu Beini to echo at all, and the automatic topic skipping and continuous broadcast functions are super powerful.

Zhu Beini pursed her lips, held her head high, squinted her eyes, and listened with a smile. In fact, she only listened to one sentence: Xiao Xu is getting married......

The car shook and the train started.

Suddenly, someone shouted, "It's raining." ”

The world fell silent suddenly.

Zhu Beini turned her head sideways and saw large raindrops slanting against the train window, and the water droplets flowed down the glass window, like tears on a sad face.

It's just that with the noisy Senior Brother Zhu here, Zhu Beini can't find a feeling of sadness.

"Do you want to change the bed with the person next to me, we can talk?"

Poof—that's some kind of advice. Have you spontaneously erased your gender when you are married and have children, and you have also erased the gender of others?

Fortunately, the upper bunk opposite him was a strong man with a very fierce face. The strong man roared, "It's noisy", and Senior Brother Zhu automatically lowered the volume by three levels. The lower bunk opposite Zhu Beini is a young mother traveling with a baby. The little doll doesn't like the inside of the car and is noisy. Senior Brother Zhu was busy feeling sorry for the child for others, and came up with ideas to coax the baby, but he didn't have the energy to pull Zhu Beini to idle anymore.

Zhu Beini leaned against the window of the car, her arm propped up on the small table.

In the mobile phone, Chen Xiaoxi said that he was wandering in the South Square and didn't want to go home, and he was full of blood of longing, and decided to let himself go with some blood.

"What do you mean?" asked Jubeni. Shopping? Eating a big meal?

"Donate blood to go. Chen Xiaoxi replied.

A photo of a mobile blood collection vehicle is also attached. The background flow of people from south to north, the station sign of 104 is faintly visible, and it is indeed taken from the south square of the railway station.

Zhu Beini thought it was incredible. Chen Xiaoxi, who has always been good at analyzing inputs and outputs, went to donate blood, like a small landlord who was a slammer and suddenly gave alms.

Chen Xiaoxi said that every time he saw the blood donation vehicle, he felt an impulse in his heart.

I want to get a full scholarship in the United States that year, and I want to give back to the United States.

As a poor and white student, when he had nothing to repay, he happened to see a blood donation vehicle in the United States. With a heart of reciprocation, he finally found a way to repay! So he went to donate blood.

People seriously asked if they had a driver's license. Xiao Chen Xiaoxi replied that he only had a student ID. As a result, the people were very polite, saying that they could not donate blood without identification.

Xiao Chen Xiaoxi was hit: Baba doesn't want to donate blood. Drag.

Seeing this, Zhu Beini, who was holding her mobile phone on the speeding train, couldn't help but laugh.