Chapter 030: You'll Be Good
"Qingqing-" Zhu Beini lightly called Yang Qingqing, who was like a lost soul, and a bold idea came out unprecedentedly. Does Yang Qingqing have a crush on Xu Wenheng? Otherwise, why would he compare himself with Liang Fang so carelessly?
"Are you-" Zhu Beini hesitated to ask if it was, Yang Qingqing hurriedly denied it, she waved her hand and shook her head: "No! No! Don't think about it!"
It's good not to deny it so fiercely, but the more obvious the denial, the more like there is no silver here. Zhu Beini was stunned by her sudden discovery. When did it start? Did it start in college? Did you specialize in chess because of your crush? Did you go to Shanghai away from home alone? Did you keep in touch with yourself? Do you care so much about Liang Fang's ability?
"She wants to ask if you're hungry and if you want to have dinner together. Chen Xiaoxi stopped the elevator and motioned for everyone to go in, while calmly and gently playing the round.
Yang Qingqing suddenly blushed: "I'm not hungry." Thank you. ”
Zhu Beini was a little disturbed by the shocking discovery.
Zhu Beini and Yang Qingqing awkwardly entered the elevator, only Chen Xiaoxi was calm and had a happy expression. Fortunately, the further down the elevator, the more people came in, relieving the embarrassment between her and her.
When she got out of the elevator, Yang Qingqing pulled Zhu Beini and wanted to explain, but found that she couldn't speak. It is true that people didn't ask any substantive questions, and they can only blame themselves for their lack of heart, and they took the lead in denying it in a hurry. How do you get round now?
Yang Qingqing sighed first, pretending to be "finally not bothered", smiled reluctantly, and said to Chen Xiaoxi and Zhu Beini: "I'm really tired today, and I'm really hungry." The statement that I was not hungry was false. I want to have dinner with you, but I'm worried that I'm a distraction. ”
"My own classmates, I can't ask for it. Let's go, let's go!" Chen Xiaoxi's heart was clear, and his face was bright.
Yang Qingqing naturally grabbed Zhu Beini's arm: "Recently, I have been like a camel carrying a heavy burden in the desert, and Xu Wenheng fell ill, like the last straw that crushed me. Before, I desperately denied the evaluation of my leaders and colleagues, thinking that I was just not good at patting horses, and I still had the ability.
As soon as I accompanied the patient, coupled with Liang Fang's comparison, I really found that there was indeed a problem with my ability. I'm so flustered, I'm afraid I'll be fired, I have no money, I can't pay the rent, I'm hungry...... I'm still afraid that you will know all this, originally I was lower than you, but now I know that I am lower than I imagined, and I look down on me even more in my heart......
As soon as you ask me if there's anything bothering me, it's like I'm about to lift the fig leaf, and I can't really say anything other than 'no, absolutely nothing.'"
As the elevator went down, I thought calmly, if I can't tell you the truth, then I really have no one to say. Now, I've told you everything. Please don't despise me, don't dislike me, don't be friends with me. ”
Yang Qingqing said it sincerely.
Zhu Beini was dumbfounded.
It turned out that Yang Qingqing was suffering from a workplace dilemma! No wonder she was so flustered! Zhu Beini regretted her guessing and thinking. When she first joined the company, she also deeply experienced the lack of self-confidence of newcomers in society. That kind of deep doubt about one's own ability can best crush a person's mentality and rhythm of doing things! The days of being mired in the quagmire of doubt are extremely torturous and destructive. Didn't you almost get lost in the undercurrent of falling off the list and "falling out of love"?
Because I have experienced it, I understand it.
Zhu Beini was full of pity, if it weren't for being on the street, she really wanted to hug Qingqing and cheer her on: There are ups and downs in life, I am born to be useful, don't be discouraged.
At this point, though, one look is enough to say it all.
Zhu Beini's glance full of concern and pity made Yang Qingqing sincerely relax. She nodded, overjoyed: "I knew that you weren't like others." ”
"You are not like others", a few simple words, praised Zhu Beini's heart as sweet as honey. It's like they've met each other's confidants, and the eyes of the two people looking at each other have become different.
Chen Xiaoxi watched from the sidelines as if he was falling into a fog. When Yang Qingqing took Zhu Beini's arm and spoke, her voice was very soft. Chen Xiaoxi walked on the other side of Zhu Beini again, and couldn't hear what Yang Qingqing said at all, but could only see that the more Zhu Beini looked at Yang Qingqing, the more intimate her eyes became. hasn't picked the Ruyi hotel yet, and the two girls who were awkward with each other just now are already like the closest girlfriends.
After everyone found a satisfactory hotel and sat down one after another, Chen Xiaoxi could hear the conversation between the two people normally. At this time, it was the opposite of the beginning, Zhu Beini was talking, and Yang Qingqing was listening.
I saw Zhu Beini look intoxicated, talking about her friend from her graduate school: "Honey is silly and cute, but she claims to be a rare smart girl; Honey has always wanted to have a boyfriend, and wants to go to see the sea with her boyfriend, Qiaoqiao looks like a well-behaved and sweet deception, and there have always been unknown boys to chase, but she hates ordinary people the most, and she can't look down on any of them. I miss the time we spent together. ”
"Where did they go after graduation?" Yang Qingqing asked at the right time.
"Honey went to a key middle school in Shenzhen, and Qiaoqiao went to the best university in Guangzhou to continue her doctoral studies. They all have their wishes come true, but I am a little nondescript. Talking about herself, Zhu Beini sighed.
"If you have a teacher, you will be very good. Chen Xiaoxi didn't want to see Zhu Beini depressed, so he immediately answered.
"Well, my spoken English, please leave it to you!" Zhu Beini said to Chen Xiaoxi seriously.
Yang Qingqing's eyes were shining and she looked back and forth at Zhu Beini and Chen Xiaoxi. She dared to conclude that one of the two opposite had already moved her heart. It's just another one, and I think it's very good after knowing it.
Sometimes Chen Xiaoxi and Yang Qingqing accidentally looked at each other, exchanging glances as if they were talking. Yang Qingqing smiled narrowly, and glanced at Zhu Beini from time to time. Chen Xiaoxi was unexpectedly calm, with a decent expression, and did not accept any intention from Yang Qingqing. He seems to just enjoy the process of taking care of the girl silently, so much so that Yang Qingqing has to doubt himself: Is it because he has a crush in his heart, it looks like everyone is in a crush?
Yang Qingqing put her heart in her stomach steadily: Fortunately, she solved Zhu Beini's suspicions. As for the two people opposite, whether someone is really moved as she guessed, anyway, it has nothing to do with her, it doesn't matter if it's true or not. Yang Qingqing grinned on her face, thinking so in her heart.