The bamboo incense still stayed.

After Yan Erya came in with the decoctioned fetal medicine and let Zhuxiang take it, Yan Liu, who knew that there was a guest at home, appeared, and knew that the other party had shared hardships with his daughter when he was abducted, so he naturally gave the most sincere feelings of retention.

Even when Yan Shunhua said that people had their own places to go and didn't need them, Yan Liu's first time scolded her in front of people, and settled the matter in one fell swoop, so that Zhuxiang could live as long as she wanted.

"Just treat our home as your home, you're welcome, if you don't feel well, feel free to come to me, and tell me what you want to eat. Don't hold back, it's not good for the child in your womb. To be a parent is to be strong, since the child has found you, it is destined for you, and you must take care of your own body. Don't kneel on the floor next time, it's too cold and it's not good for your health. Got it?"

The warm words like spring breeze and rain soon moved Zhuxiang to tears, Yan Shunhua knew that it was useless to say anything this time, so he couldn't see it and went back to the room without saying a word.

It was her mother in this life, and now she was pregnant with a child, and she could not speak out to challenge the authority of her mother. Although in her opinion, Yan Liu's has never been really tough.

It's just that this also annoys her enough, not that she is really afraid that there is no surplus food at home to raise bamboo incense. In fact, the ten taels of silver that he had just received before was enough to support the other party for a few years.

Even if she has already handed it over to her parents, she still has other scattered pieces of silver totaling five taels of silver, all of which are spent, and she can afford Zhuxiang for three years.

But the sky is unpredictable. People have good and bad luck. Everything is safe, if the other party gives birth because of the young age and hurts the body, or the child born is weak and sick. Will she save it or not?

If she stays, she must not stand idly by, but if she is fully responsible for Zhuxiang and the child, she asks herself that she does not have the ability and determination yet, or even if she has that ability, she is not willing to take care of such a mess.

At the end of the day, her kindness is limited. She doesn't mind reaching out without harming her family and her own lives. Pull the other person. But she is unwilling to bear the responsibility of Zhuxiang and the unborn child all the year round.

She is not a monk who sees through the red dust. With compassion as his heart, he is not a doctor who rejuvenates the common people with his own responsibility, and he can't see death without help.

Thinking far, Yan Shunhua couldn't help but be annoyed. She silently took out a pen and paper. Yan Mo took the pen and wrote a few big characters, but he still couldn't calm down, and wrote several pages of Buddhist scriptures in a row, and then he slowly exhaled a breath and eliminated the inexplicable unhappiness in his heart.

Let it be, why do you want to do so much? Anyway, now that she has spare energy, Zhuxiang has to recommend herself as a maid. Because of Yan Liu's family, she can't drive people away, so why stay behind?

It's good to do a good deed every day. No matter how bad it is, wait for people to give birth to a child safely, and then let people find another job after their bodies recover.

It's just that I don't know if it will be more difficult to do when the time comes, after all, this person has lived for a long time, even if he has no feelings now, he will have some affection in the future.

And in this world, the most difficult thing to do is the love thing.

Yan Shunhua washed a cold face and decided not to think about it anymore, anyway, the people have already been left by the elders, and it is useless to think about it.

"Why bother? If you want to keep it, if you don't want to use it at that time, you can sell it or give it away with some money. ”

The boy sensed her discomfort and finally opened his mouth.

Yan Shunhua lay down and pulled the quilt on, and then refuted.

"My family has never used a maid, not in the whole village. What do you think it would be like to keep her? This precedent has been set, and I don't know if there will be any trouble in the future. Even if her character is reliable, she can't stop gossiping. Why should I make trouble for my own family?"

An unmarried woman who is pregnant, even in modern times, is subject to slander and even sneering in person, not to mention the current world. She is full of food and support to want to step into such a muddy water.

"I see what you mean. An unidentified child without a father is not much different from a child who has a father but is equivalent to a child without a father, and the situation will be very difficult. In that case, tell her that if she really wants to stay, just get rid of the child who shouldn't have come, and if she doesn't want to, go away on her own, and you can give her some money and do your best. ”

She immediately rolled her eyes.

Let's not say that Zhuxiang is unwilling, even she can't open this mouth.

Even if it is not yet formed, it is a living human life. It's hard to say whether to leave her as an outsider, but I know that no matter what, it should ultimately be decided by Zhuxiang, the mother.

She couldn't talk about such a proposal at all, even if it was really for the sake of Zhuxiang, who was only fourteen years old, she couldn't mention it.

As for the reason why she said it so truthfully before, it was only because the other party came to the door and wanted to stay, so she honestly said that she wanted Zhuxiang to figure it out.

In particular, she still feels that there is no need to talk about the supremacy of life and the creation of equality with teenagers.

He is an authentic ancients who regard the maid as dispensable, can be given away or even bought and sold at will, different times and different concepts, she can't force or change, but she can still use the previous statement to block him.

"Do you think that my family's money is the same as yours, and it is blown by a strong wind? My mother and sister-in-law will have children next year, and the family's expenses will increase, but the income has not increased, do you want to sit and eat nothing? It is not difficult to reward her with a mouthful of food, anyway, there is no shortage of rations for one or two people at home, and the question is what if she gets sick?

Even if you can afford it, the child still needs to be taught carefully to grow from a small seedling to a towering tree, and you want to stand by and watch it grow without watering or fertilizing, just waiting for it to grow up and then bear fruit, whimsical.

This is the most practical problem. And the accompanying gossip is annoying enough. In Yanjia Village, my Yan family is the actual person in charge, and everyone will give some face, but who can guarantee that others will not chew the root of their tongue in private?

We can't just reason with the villagers because of this, saying, 'The fourth room of my Yan family is a family of goodness, doing good deeds, and saving a poor and innocent person from fire and water. ’

Listen, is that like a word?"

The young man was silent, and Yan Shunhua lay inward and curled up.

"I'm not a good person, and I'm not a good person with a lot of love. It doesn't hurt to be able to save what I can do, but I can't do anything to help for a long time, and even carry the livelihood and lives of others. Even if I could, I didn't want my family to take on such a responsibility for no reason. ”

"Because I'm afraid of causing trouble to my family, you don't want to help me send the jade pendant out, even if it's just a gesture?"

"Yes. I don't want to take on this responsibility, especially because you look like you're in trouble, and I really don't think it's for your good, her good, everyone's good. Who knows if there will be something earth-shattering involved, and if this little gesture causes disaster to my family, then I will be deeply responsible. ”

Yan Shunhua is very calm, unwilling is unwilling, even if he speaks again, or even makes a promise, she will not agree to this matter.

"Am I not your friend?"

Yan Shunhua at this end came up sleepy, and his voice was a little lazy.

"Forget it, we've shared so many tribulations together. But that doesn't mean I have to help you, right? If I also ask you to do something that is difficult for others and may even have a bad impact on your family, won't you refuse it? So, young man, don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself. ”

He wanted to say that his personal jade pendant would not cause her to be killed, but when he thought about it, he knew that if it was exposed, trouble would be indispensable, so he stopped.

Responsibility is easier said than done. To protect your family, sometimes you really need to be like her, with a heart as hard as iron and cold as a knife. (To be continued......)