Chapter 16: Self-blame

"Dangdangdang...... Surprised...... "Sanshui popped out of the corner on the side.

"Well, it looks like I don't have to cook my own tonight. Mom said calmly.

"Don't look like this, give a little reaction......" Sanshui said coquettishly.

"Wow! My son is so amazing! So touched! Moved to tears...... Hehe......" Mom sat down, picked up the dishes and chopsticks and ate: "However, the craftsmanship has declined, and the taste is not as good as before!"

If the special effect were to appear at this point, you would definitely be able to see three black lines on his forehead!! a flock of crows floating over his head......

After eating, Sanshui cleaned up the mess, and suddenly saw his mother taking two pills and eating them.

"Mom, what's wrong?" Sanshui asked worriedly.

"It's okay, it's just that my chest has been uncomfortable recently, I'll take a few pain-relieving tablets and raise them for two days!"

But she didn't develop Sanshui at this time with a shocked and unbelievable expression.

"It shouldn't be! It's obviously five years away! It's impossible, how can you do it......" Sanshui kept muttering to himself......

"What are you talking about?" Mom saw Sanshui, who was slightly lost and depressed

"It's okay, that's right, Mom! I may have something wrong with my stomach after losing weight these days, and it hurts every day, so you can accompany me to the city for a gastroscopy tomorrow!"

"Oh, go ahead, and then sell you clothes! And stomach pain, tell you not to eat spicy food, you don't listen, should!" said the old mother with worry in her eyes, but her mouth was fierce

At night, Sanshui didn't sleep all night, he thought hard, obviously did not destroy all the trajectory, and followed the timeline as much as possible, why, it felt like it was out of control little by little?

The next day, the mother and son came to the hospital by car early, and when his mother went to register him for a gastroscopy, he also quietly hung up a number.

It is really not easy to do gastroscopy, Sanshui drank an anesthetic, and after thirty seconds, he basically lost his articulation, fixed his mouth, and a very long thick tube stretched in, pulled it out and pulled it out, and tossed it for more than 20 minutes.

Finally, in the end, I came to the conclusion that there was nothing wrong with it, and it was painful before, just because it was stimulated by eating. Sanshui knew, of course there was nothing wrong, and he would have thought of individual excuses if he knew it.

Seeing that Sanshui was fine, my mother was also relieved, and just wanted to leave, but was pulled aside by Sanshui:

"Mom, aren't you uncomfortable in your chest, doesn't it hurt? Just go take a B-ultrasound and take a look......" Sanshui took out the list in his pocket, and couldn't help but say, so he pulled his mother to do B-ultrasound!

"It's still a malignant tumor in the end, why is this happening...... Although it is not so late, but this time is at least a year in advance, what should I do......" Sanshui sat in the corner, frowning.

Both of them were very dull on the road, although it was detected early, but it was cancer after all!

In the end, he could only receive treatment, and Sanshui asked the doctor what the treatment effect would be

"Although the treatment effect is there, but after all, this is a medical problem, and it cannot be said that it is a radical cure, if the effect is good, it can be extended for ten or eight years!"

Sanshui looked irritable and didn't want to talk to anyone,

Then I went through the hospitalization procedures, and called the head teacher to ask for leave for an unknown amount of time: "Teacher, I want to ask for leave"

"What kind of leave?"

"Uh...... There was something going on at home......"

"How long?"

"I don't know...... It's probably going to take half a month!"

"Oh, well, come back and ask me for a vacation!"

"Well, thank you, teacher! Thank you......"

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Finally, the operation was successful, half a month of recuperation, has recovered well, as long as you come to check regularly and cooperate with the treatment!

And Sanshui is also ready to go back to school, after all, he hasn't been back for more than half a month, Sanshui has almost arranged it, so he bought a ticket to go back to school.

He didn't want to stay here anymore, it wasn't his fault, but it was his fault, and wouldn't it be more hopeful if it had been resolved on the day he woke up a few months ago?

Sanshui kept blaming himself, he regretted it, he knew everything, but he couldn't change anything, it could be changed, why did it still happen later!

Sanshui kept asking himself, but he couldn't forgive himself, and he was depressed and finally got on the bus back to school.

No one knew the car, and no one noticed a boy sitting at the back of the train, holding his head underneath, twitching slightly............