Fourteen continued: "It was also from that time that I learned about your position in my heart, and also learned that your feelings for starlings are far from being as simple as I thought, I have been awkward for a long time, I don't want to see you, and I don't even want to see starlings, until today, starlings have reached this situation, I see that your family is still so calm and warm, and my heart is relieved, whether it is you or starlings, you are all people I value, and now you are both living well together, that's enough, it's like you follow me, And then it's much better if the three of them are not happy. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info is just in time for Huang Ama to let me go to the west, I think this may be a compensation from God. Lose you and get the love of Huang Amma. Now I don't have any ideas, I just hope that you and Starling will be well, and wait for me to come back in triumph, and I will definitely make you happy in the future. ”

I heard Fourteen's solemn promise, I felt unusually warm in my heart, the sky treats me well, I crossed here, harvested love, got love, and had such a precious friendship, I knew that Fourteen may not be able to fulfill his promise, because his ending was not much better, but this friendship is enough to make my life more courageous, more cherish everything I have now, I didn't feel tears down, I gently wiped away my tears, and raised my glass to Fourteen: "I remember your words, Yinzhen, You will always be the most important person in my life and Yinxi, so for our sake, you must also take care of yourself. ”

When he saw me like this, his eyes were a little red, but he still pretended not to care and said, "Look at your useless appearance, what did you do crying before I left?" Curse me, don't you? ”

I quickly wiped away my tears and exclaimed, "A crow's mouth! Don't talk nonsense like that again. ”

Fourteen suddenly leaned over and hugged me gently. I was stunned, but I didn't refuse, we hugged for a while, and when we parted, the past was clear, and now there is only a strong sense of farewell. We drank late that night.

Before leaving, Fourteen said to me: "Don't send it when I leave, I don't want to see you crying when I leave, bad luck!" You just have to remember to be yourself. ”

I nodded: "Got it, it's still so wordy!" ”

He glared at me, turned away, and the moment he turned, I could see tears streaming down his face.

On the day Fourteen left, I didn't go to see him off, I was afraid of that kind of separation, I was afraid of really crying, like Fourteen said, bad luck. After Fourteen left, Kangxi suddenly had more time with the fourth master, and many people were a little unclear So, I am like Spiegel in my heart, the drunkard's intention is not wine, and Fourteen is this glass of wine.

Kangxi's method of confusing the world is better than others. In later generations, it was often rumored that the fourth master got the throne because the words of the fourteenth son in the edict were changed to the fourth son, and I used to be superstitious about this rumor. Only then did I know that this possibility almost did not exist, because the Manchus have always written something in Manchu and a Chinese, and the Chinese can be changed, how can the Manchu be changed? Besides, whenever their edicts refer to the people among the emperor's heirs, the title of the person must be preceded by an imperial character, so it seems that tampering with the edict is even more nonsense. Therefore, I am even more convinced that Kangxi promoted the fourteenth to protect the fourth master, and the prince in his heart is also the fourth master. 's own son has to be fortified everywhere, I think Kangxi's life as an emperor he may be successful, but as a father is really a failure and dereliction of duty.

Since that night I sent Xiaoyun to the fourth master's house, the fourth master really accepted Xiaoyun, when there is a party, he will take Xiaoyun, and he shows thoughtfulness everywhere, everyone says that it is unbelievable that such a cold person as the fourth master is fascinated by a girl who is outstanding, but I understand that he is doing it to me. As for what he did to Xiaoyun after the human, I have no way of knowing. I have seen Xiaoyun a few times in the party, and when she saw me, her attitude was the same as before, but it was less casual than we used to, and her expression was very sad, and when she saw me, she was ashamed, and I responded to her calmly, like any concubine. I thought to myself: I am afraid that she will have to bear the condemnation of conscience for the rest of her life. I don't have the ability or the extra mood to enlighten her again, so why haven't I gained anything for her? Isn't being able to stay by the side of the fourth master exactly what she has always dreamed of? If you are willing to give up, you can only get if you are willing to give up, I think she should have seen through it.

Yinci's body finally got better, and my mood improved a lot. Kangxi seemed to feel that the previous behavior of scolding Yinci was a bit excessive, and his attitude towards Yinci had improved slightly, but now no one cares about whether it is good or bad. Kangxi's body was terminally ill, and he couldn't even participate in the family banquet later. In the spring of the second year, Kangxi was already in a coma regularly, and it was estimated that there were only a few days left. One day, someone suddenly came to the palace saying that Kangxi wanted to see the princes, and Yinci hurriedly entered the palace, and I knew that the situation was not good. It just so happened that Kangxi had been ill for a long time at this time, and the painter had long been useless, and the painter also had plans to return to China, and I said my intention and responded to him a sum of money, he also liked Binqi and Hongwang, so he gladly agreed to return to China with two children.

The departure time is the next afternoon, the ferry ticket has been set, the money in my hand is for the two children, now I can't take out the extra money to the painter, hesitated a few times, the time is urgent, finally I decided to find the Beatitude, now only she can help me.

I concisely explained to her the intention, she actually took a thousand taels of silver to me boldly, I don't want so much, but she said emotionally: "You take it, you are for the descendants of the eighth master, no wonder he is in his heart, all he reads on his lips is you, who can think so thoughtfully, during this time, the situation in this house is not as good as before, and the expenses on weekdays are large, I don't hide it from my sister, and there is no spare money in the house now." This money was brought over by my mother's family, and my sister took it, and I don't want to mention more about the past.

I have a strong nature, I can't tolerate other people around the eighth master, I believe my sister will understand, and then I think about it, I suppressed the eighth master, and I also suffered myself, why bother? Now I don't fight for anything, I just want my family to live in peace. Although I know that this may not be possible, I have never had children in my life, and these two children are both his children and mine. Don't say it, you should hurry up and do something, I see that the situation has been wrong in the past few days, don't delay. ”

In the past, it was only superficial to say that the Eight Blessings were superficial. After listening to this speech, I realized that it was me who was superficial, who was not selfish in terms of feelings? (To be continued.) )