After crying for a long time, someone handed her a tissue, she took it with a sob, wiped her tears and snot away, and then stood up. She saw a beautiful girl standing in front of her. The girl looked about her age, was bright and delicate, and her clothes and jewelry looked very valuable. Yue felt that this girl was so familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it, and of course she wouldn't know that this girl was Xiang Bing'er, who was about to join the Jin family.

"Did you encounter any difficulties?" asked Xiang Bing'er with a smile and a soft voice. Even if she hated eating the moon in her heart, she still showed a kind and kind appearance on her face.

Yue shook her head, after all, it was a stranger, how could she talk to a stranger about her predicament? What's more, only money could solve her dilemma, how could a stranger help her think of a solution to money?

"Thank you for your kindness. With tears in her eyes, Yue squeezed out a smile at Xiang Bing'er.

When Bing'er saw her turn to leave, she said, "Maybe I can help you?"

Yue stopped and turned to look at the girl in front of her, who had a determined smile on her face, as if she knew her troubles.

"If you don't say it, how can I help you? You said, maybe I can help you?" Bing'er further said.

Yue Shen sighed for a moment and said, "I need money, three hundred thousand." ”

Xiang Bing'er didn't answer immediately, just looked at her fixedly, and smiled faintly. The smile seemed to Yue to contain more scrutiny, she felt that she seemed to want to see her embarrassed appearance, to see her ugly appearance, to see her helpless appearance, although she and she did not know her, but Yue felt that her smile was full of this meaning, so she said lonely: "I can't help, right? Tell you, it will not help." ”

Yue was about to leave, but heard Xiang Bing'er say, "Although I can't give you 300,000, I can tell you a way to earn 300,000 quickly." ”

Yue was shocked, and immediately came to the spirit, "Then tell me quickly, what is the way to make 300,000 yuan quickly?"

Xiang Bing'er handed Situ Yue a business card and said: "This is my friend, who works as a mother's sister-in-law in a five-star hotel's KTV, you can go to her, and she will show you a clear path." Xiang Bing'er said and turned to leave without waiting for Yue to react.

Yue held the business card in her hand, and watched in a daze as Bing'er gracefully walked across the zebra crossing and across the street, her figure disappearing into the bustling flow of people. It took her a long time to come to her senses, put the business card in her satchel, and took a hesitant step. She was going to the hospital to see Ah Chuan first.

Because of chemotherapy, Ah Zhuang's hair fell out very badly, and he also had a low-grade fever and nausea and vomiting. The first time she went to the bathroom, she combed her hair with a comb and touched it with her hands, but she felt a lot of hair falling out of her scalp, and she screamed. Lan Qing, who was standing outside the toilet door, kept banging on the toilet door, but Ah Yan just wouldn't open it. After a long time, she came out of the toilet, like no one, and continued to be expressionless. Lan Qing was not at ease, but she couldn't see anything wrong with her, she had always had a violent temperament.

Because Ah Yan's chemotherapy had a violent reaction, Liu Ningbo invited Director Fang to perform traditional Chinese medicine conditioning on her. Originally, Ah Yan's bed in the hematology department was also arranged by Director Fang, and when he first moved in, he was an extra bed, and later the leukemia patient in the VIP room was transferred to the provincial hospital for bone marrow transplantation, and Director Fang gave Ah Zhan a relationship and lived in the VIP room. The VIP room is much more expensive than the ordinary ward, and Lan Qing wants to save some money, but Liu Ningbo takes into account Ah Yan's physical condition and insists on changing the ward for her. Because the hospitalization fee was paid by Liu Ningbo first, Lan Qing felt that he had no right to speak, so he pushed it halfway. On this day, Liu Ningbo delivered food to Ah Yan and Lan Qing as usual. Ah Hui is a leukemia patient who needs to eat high-protein nutritious meals, but after chemotherapy, his gastrointestinal dysfunction caused Liu Ningbo to only provide liquid food three times a day. She prepared steamed egg custard and radish, and prepared rice and braised pork ribs for Lan Qing.

Lan Qing was eating, Ah Yan had already drunk the custard, she asked Liu Ningbo, "Is the sun outside?"

Liu Ningbo was sitting on the sofa chair reading the newspaper, listening to Ah Yan's words, she looked up from the newspaper room curiously. Because of illness and chemotherapy, Ah Yan is no longer the beautiful and lovely little girl she was before, although she is blind, her face has become very ugly, and her whole body exudes a yin aura that makes people stay away.

Liu Ningbo looked back at the window, the weather outside the window was fine, although the weather was getting cooler day by day, and the sun was becoming weaker, but it was always a good day. So, he said, "Okay, the sun is good." ”

"Can you take me out for a walk? I want to soak up the sun. "Ah Remnant.

Lan Qing immediately stopped chopping rice, put down the rice bowl and got up, "Where are you going, I'll accompany you." ”

"No, I don't want to be with you all the time, it's been more than twenty years, I'm only with you, can I change someone?" Ah Yan's tone was cold, and there was a desperate coldness.

Although Lan Qing is used to Ah Cripple's desperate words, she still feels sour every time she sounds it. Liu Ningbo saw that her eyes were red again, so he quickly got up from the sofa, found a coat for Ah Yan, and said to Lan Qing: "Auntie, you haven't finished your meal yet, Ah Yan also wants you to rest more, she knows that you have been taking care of her and are very tired, I'll take Ah Yan out to bask in the sun!"

Ah Yan got up from the hospital bed, stood quietly, and let Liu Ningbo dress her, she rarely behaved and did not refute Liu Ningbo's words, but asked, "Is there a hat on the coat?"

Liu Ningbo was stunned, his eyes fell on her thinning hair, and he said sneeringly: "Yes." ”

"Put it on me, I feel cold. ”

Liu Ningbo helped Ah Yan put on the hat attached to his coat, and she couldn't figure out whether Ah Yan's original intention of asking to wear a hat was because he was afraid of the cold or because he was afraid of ugliness. The appearance of Ah Yan, who was wearing a hat, was a little cute, and his face was exactly the same as Yue's, with a pair of black hollow pupils, which really made Liu Ningbo sad. Liu Ningbo handed the automatic cane to Ah Zhan, rested Ah Zhan's other hand on his arm, patted Lan Qing's shoulder, and led Ah Zhan out of the ward.

When I entered the elevator, I met Director Fang, who came down from the internal medicine department on the fifteenth floor. Director Fang greeted Ah Yan diligently: "It looks good!"

Ah Yan didn't say anything. Director Fang didn't care, he had been in the hospital for decades, and he was used to seeing all kinds of strange patients, and he had long been surprised. Ah Yan ignored him, so he turned his gaze to Liu Ningbo: "When will I have surgery? It doesn't have to be Beijing, the bone marrow transplant in the provincial capital is also doing well." ”

"Well, I know. Liu Ningbo replied softly.

I heard her attending physician say that she had already contacted the hospital in the provincial capital and was waiting for you to be transferred! Don't delay too long, this disease can't be delayed. ”

Liu Ningbo nodded lightly. Director Fang suddenly had an epiphany and said, "Didn't you raise the surgery fee?"

Liu Ningbo was silent, but Director Chong Fang frowned and motioned him not to ask again. The elevator went down to the first floor and said goodbye to Director Fang, and Liu Ningbo led Ah Yan to the green belt of the hospital. Ah Yan's cane tentatively probed on the ground, and finally touched the bench in front of him, and Ah Yan stopped. Liu Ningbo laughed and said, "Yes, bench, sit down!"

The palm trees were properly spaced apart, and the sunlight was transmitted to Liu Ningbo and Ah Yan through the spacing, which was a little warm.

"Will it be cold?" asked Liu Ningbo.

"There is sunshine, it is not cold. Ah Yan always speaks in a crisp and neat tone. She stretched out a hand as if to catch sunlight in the air, and the sunlight leaked through her open fingers.

Liu Ningbo stopped talking, just sat quietly with her. She originally wanted to talk a lot to Ah Yan, tell her how much Yue and Lan Qing love her, tell her how much Lan Qing has suffered for her, and tell her if she can be kind to Lan Qing, even if it is a little bit of tenderness, it will be a consolation to her more than 20 years of suffering. But these words are like an egg in his chest, Liu Ningbo can't say it, it is a bit too cruel to ask a blind person who has leukemia and has no medical expenses to ask her to give warmth and charity to others.

Suddenly, Ah Yan opened his mouth to break the silence, and his breath was no longer as resolute and ruthless as before, but dejected, as if he was deflated for the first time, and said desolately: "I'm very sick, right? What is a bone marrow transplant?"

Liu Ningbo shuddered, remembering that although Ah Yan didn't speak in the elevator just now, he had already firmly remembered Director Fang's words. She didn't know how to answer Ah Yan for a while, so she could only remain silent.

"You need a lot of money to see me, don't you?" asked Ah Yan continued, her question more like talking to herself.

"It doesn't take a lot of money, you can have surgery very quickly, and you will be cured very quickly. ”

"But in any case, I can't cure my eyes, and even if I do, I'm still blind, and if I could, if I could see, I'd rather live a day. ”

Ah Yan's words made Liu Ningbo's heart feel like a fist was hit hard, for a person who was born in a dark world, she couldn't empathize, she couldn't appreciate her pain, loneliness and despair, no matter how hard she tried, there was always a vast darkness in front of her, like a person falling into the icy sea, and even the struggle became extremely fragile and powerless.

"So, stop saving me!" said Ah Yan firmly.

Liu Ningbo was shocked.

Ah Yan continued: "Don't spend unjust money for me, it's a burden for you, and for me, why not? Smelling the smell of potion in the hospital every day, I don't feel that I am close to the world of the living, but I feel that I am close to the world of the dead, and I feel that death is close at hand. Blood draws, injections, pain that you don't have to understand if you're not sick, and it's accompanied by a boundless fear......"

It was the first time to hear Ah Yan say so many words, Liu Ningbo was very shocked. Her gaze fell on Ah Yan's face in a daze, Yue is no matter what, she would not have such a strong heart as Ah Yan. For the first time, Liu Ningbo felt that Ah Yan had unfathomable power.

"So, by all means, please stop!"

Liu Ningbo patted Ah Yan's shoulder, she didn't respond to her, she just said in her heart: Ah Yan, I will save you no matter what, I know your desire, you are more eager to live than anyone else.

When Yue came to the ward, she didn't meet Ah Yan, but only saw Lan Qing washing dishes on the sink.

"Mom, what's going on with the remnant?" asked Yue.

Ning Bo took her to bask in the sun. Lan Qing didn't look up, so she didn't notice the tears under the moon's eyes. Yue will not tell her what happened to her today, she was fired by "Xiangyangfang", she lost her job, but she must find a new job immediately. She took out the salary that Boss Li calculated for her from her clothes pocket and handed it to Lan Qing, "Mom, give you the money." ”

Lan Qing looked up at her, then at the money in her hand, and said, "You paid your salary again so soon? You just gave me last month's salary." ”

"Hmm. Yue snorted and stuffed the money into Lan Qing's pocket, Lan Qing turned off the faucet and took the washed dishes to the ward. Yue followed up and found a towel for her to wipe her hands.

"Yue, there is still no way to pay for Ah Yan's operation, right?" Lan Qing asked tremblingly, she was a useless mother, so she was particularly unconfident when she spoke.

Moon nodded.

Lan Qing continued: "Then what did Ruozhao say?"

"Mom, Ruozhao said that he would find a way, but I don't want to force him, after all, it is a bit difficult for him to raise such a large amount. ”

"Isn't his family very rich?" Lan Qing's voice couldn't be lower, and she felt a little ashamed when she asked this.