My sister is hospitalized for surgery, and there is no second shift at night, so I'm going to the hospital now, sorry. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

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Only when she lay on the bed did Bai Yue know how tired she was. The bones of the whole body were like falling apart. The bed is a hard wooden bed, the marriage bed of my parents when they got married, it has a history of twenty or thirty years, the paint has peeled off, it has been polished by time to be smooth and round, and the color is also dull black and purple. Mom said that when she and Dad got married, the bed was still fresh orange and red. Now, on this bed lies her. Her boudoir is on the third floor, her father and mother live downstairs, and her sister Hongyun lives upstairs. She is like a pick, carrying her parents and sister on both ends of her shoulders.

There are two guzheng in the space of the boudoir, and one is leaning against the wardrobe vertically. All the clutter was piled up in the corner of the room to make room for the zither as much as possible, because that was the tool for Bai Yue to make a living. Those few guzheng allowed her to support her parents and sister at both ends of the pick. Dad was originally an erhu player in the city's art troupe, and Mom has been a housewife for decades, taking care of housework, firewood, rice, oil and salt. Now, my parents are lying sick on Simmons on the second floor. Dad had a heart attack, and Mom's eyes couldn't see again. Surgery, all have to be operated. So Bai Yue offered those guzheng as Buddhist shrines, and she had to rely on them to earn her parents' surgery fees. On weekends, at eight o'clock in the morning, Bai Yue teaches students until ten o'clock in the evening. Take an hour break at noon for cooking and eating. Mom felt sorry for her, she couldn't see with her eyes, and she had to help stir-fry. My sister also felt sorry for her, my sister had just given birth to a child for a few months, and her body was still recovering, and she was all kinds of haggard. But as soon as the child is asleep, she helps with household chores.

Bai Yue lay on the bed and turned over. Her bed was next to the window, and the square window was made up of four smaller, boxy panes of glass that had been moth-eaten beyond recognition because of their age. The curtains were not closed, and the vast sky was pasted with a large, round white moon, which was printed on the pane along with the distant sky. The white moon on the bed stared at the white moon in the sky, and inexplicably felt a sense of loneliness. Downstairs are her parents, upstairs are her sister and niece, but Bai Yue feels boundless lonely. She took a hard breath, sucking the loneliness back. Downstairs came from Dad's coughing voice, he was old, and even the cough seemed hesitant and muddy. Within seconds, Mom was coughing. The sound of coughing passed through the dilapidated floor to Bai Yue's eardrums, and the sound tugged at her heartstrings. She wanted to get up and go downstairs to have a look, but she was too tired to even get out of bed. Fortunately, her parents' coughing finally stopped after a flurry, and her hanging heart finally fell. Dad has gone to the provincial capital for a first-stage heart attack, and the operation went well. Just as I was about to close my eyes, I heard my niece's cry again. Bai Yue suddenly opened her eyes again.

It was a six-month-old girl, with a pink and clear appearance, and her facial features seemed to have been carefully crafted. Bai Yue told her to condense her heart. As soon as she was born, she had thick and jet-black hair, and her long black eyelashes seemed to be painted, and she could put a pencil on them when she closed her eyes. No matter how hard and tired Bai Yue is, as soon as she sees Ning Xin, her mood will improve and her fatigue will disappear. My sister is a hard-working woman who teaches in the countryside and meets her brother-in-law. Soon there will be no need to call that man brother-in-law. The title of brother-in-law, he Ma Xibin is not worthy. Ma Xibin is a police officer at the township police station, wearing a police uniform and looking like a person, but he is addicted to alcohol. Alcoholism and domestic violence. My sister had a big belly and was beaten by him and her nose was blue and swollen, and Dad's heart disease recurred at that time. Dad's heart disease has not recurred for a decade or two, but because of my sister's domestic violence, it has relapsed. It is said that the son-in-law is a half-son, but this half-son is too unreliable. When Dad had surgery in the provincial capital, Ma Xibin didn't even have a figure, and Bai Yue was the only one who ran up and down. At that time, Bai Yue felt that he was strong like a man.

"Go home, sister, divorce Ma Xibin. Bai Yue gave an order, and Hongyun moved back to her parents' house. This old house hidden in a deep, narrow alley is suitable for a divorced daughter. The house was old, the stairs and floors were of nearly rotten wood, and although the windows were open in the stairwells on each floor, the whole house still looked dim. Especially on rainy days, it looks humid everywhere. When Bai Yue was teaching the students, Dad was lying on the dilapidated sofa chair downstairs, with his eyes closed, his mouth open, and a dull snoring.

Hongyun moved back to live, and Bai Yue single-handedly handled the birth of children and confinement. She is like a stiff and tight rope, both as Hongyun's husband and as her parents' son. Now, she is still Ningxin's father.

Ning Xin couldn't speak yet, and when she saw Bai Yue, she would only "babble" and stretch out her white lotus-like hand to ask her to hug her. The child is an angel, and although she still has the blood of Ma Xibin's bad man in her body, she is lovely, pure and beautiful. She doesn't look so much like Red Cloud, but rather like White Moon. "It's good like me, like me, it's a standard beauty embryo. Bai Yue always joked with a grin like this. When Bai Yue was joking, Hongyun smiled, and her parents laughed. Some of the late homes have finally been driven away from some of the gloom. After laughing, he returned to solemnity.

Dad is always downstairs to help the children repair the guzheng and adjust the sound. When he didn't have a recurrence of his heart disease, he could still ride the tram all over the city to tune the children, but now he can't walk, the doctor said that although the first phase of the operation was successful, but Dad's situation is still not optimistic, once stimulated again, Dad may die in the West. So Bai Yue asked him to stay at home, and the children wanted to tune it, so he moved the guzheng to the house, or Bai Yue rode the tram to the children's house to tune the music as much as possible. When there was no class, she accompanied her father to take a walk along the riverside slowly. On Father's Day, Bai Yue made time to take her parents to Wangjing Villa for the holiday. Dad smiled honestly and sweetly. In the moonlight of Wangjing Villa, the white moon shines on the family photo. On the family photo, except for Dad, there are no other men. Bai Yue stared at the family photo in a daze. Is there something missing? Something is missing.

"Without you, Yat Shaw. Bai Yue stared at the boring moon and muttered to herself. The crying upstairs had stopped, and the baby must have fallen asleep. And Bai Yue finally fell asleep. Close your eyelids tiredly. In the dream, Bai Yue kept playing the zither, and her slender jade fingers flowed on the strings of the zither. Xiao Yat sat in front of her. He is a somewhat chivalrous boy, not very tall, but always exudes a domineering magnetic field. Approaching a round face, her facial features were not three-dimensional, and the contours of her face were not resolute, but as soon as he sat down in front of her, she couldn't raise her head, she seemed to be playing the guzheng so intently, but her face was red to the base of her neck. Xiao Yi has a pair of star-like eyes, his eyes are bright, revealing his inner desire.

Bai Yue met Xiao Yat through a blind date. Siu Yat is a civil servant, who works in a step-by-step manner and in an orderly manner. It is the safest to marry a well-behaved woman like Bai Yue who cares for her family. That kind of life is a tranquil guzheng song.

"But Bai Yue, I can't do without Qiao more and more, I know that she is not a suitable wife, no matter what, I can't marry such a woman as a wife, but Bai Yue, I can't control my heart more and more, I can't help but be attracted to her, she seems to have magical magic on her body......" Xiao Yi said to Bai Yue in despair.

Bai Yue's face was as white as paper, and the innermost string of the zither broke with a "snap". Bai Yue got up in a panic and found a new string to replace it. When the string was changed, the broken string pierced Bai Yue's finger, and the red blood dripped on the string, contrasting with the brown rust.

"I'm sorry, Hakutsuki. Xiao Yat said.

Bai Yue raised her head and smiled miserably, "It's okay, this string is thin and easy to break." ”

At night, Joe patronizes the "Knight's Bar". The Knight sits diagonally opposite the "Meaning of Youth" coffee house, with a short slope leading to the riverfront. Joe likes to get drunk and drive up that short slope on an electric drive and race along the riverside. The fastest speed of the electric car is only 38 yards per hour, so no matter how fast it is, it will not kill anyone. Joe is always racing and crying. Crying may just be a normal physiological reaction when you get drunk. Perhaps, it's because I miss Xiao Yat.

"Xiao Yat, do you know that it is painful to love you? I shouldn't let a one-night stand degenerate into love, I shouldn't be delusional for a long time, Xiao Yat, I was wrong. Joe always cried and repented in his heart.

Joe and Xiao Yat met at a night party. Some people in the system always have various names to get together and make a meal. The city's dining and entertainment industry is underpinned by these names. That night banquet was in Mingyue Tower. By the time Joe arrived, everyone was seated, and the seats by the door were vacant, reserved for Joe. Qiao sat down on the empty seat, and when he looked up, he saw Xiao Yat. They sat diagonally on the table. An ordinary night party. There are endless scenes, pushing the cup and changing the lamp, and staggering until the face is hot and the eyes are drunk, until the drunkard is not in the wine. After the night feast, the drunk people still refused to give up and went to the bar to continue to be happy. So came the knights. Joe is a veteran of the night club, evil as a witch. She has an excellent amount of alcohol, a very charming eye, and a lot of witticisms. People got drunk one after another, staggering. But Joe was still punching Xiao Yi. Qiao also felt strange, before she knew Xiao Yi, she rarely lost her temper after drinking, but after knowing Xiao Yi, she was always drunk before she even drank. Maybe drunkenness is just a thought, and it has nothing to do with alcohol. The so-called wine is not drunk, and everyone is drunk.

Joe's punches are superb. always wins one punch with three punches, which makes Xiao Yat lose very face. With her fists paddling, Joe noticed that Xiao Yi's eyes lit up when she looked at her.

"You're charming when you're drunk. Xiao Yat said.

Joe laughed, and actually laughed shyly. Xiao Yat was immediately fascinated, and his hand grabbed the corner of her clothes. Joe still laughed quietly. The knight came out, and Xiao Yat took Joe's hand and ran frantically down the street, and they went up the riverside. Laugh crazy and happy. Qiao was tired of running, so Xiao Yi carried her on his back.

"Sinking?" asked Joe uneasily.

"The whole world is on your back, do you say it's sinking?" Xiao Yi blurted out without thinking, and the two of them were silent after speaking.

This night, Xiao Yat took Joe home. As soon as he entered the room, Xiao Yi hugged Qiao, his breathing became more and more rapid and heavier, and Qiao only felt that the blood in his body was surging up to his head. They kiss passionately, strip each other of their clothes, and have sex in various positions. Xiao Yat is a master in bed, and Qiao is also strong when he is strong. After the passion, Xiao Yi thought of Bai Yue, and all kinds of guilt welled up in his heart, but he still didn't forget to take Bai Yue's bed skills and Jobi, which were so different that they couldn't be compared.

At dawn, Xiao Yat said, "I have a girlfriend and I will marry her, so it was just an accident between us." ”

Joe remained silent, she went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then put on her clothes with a blank face, and when they parted, she turned around and gave Xiao Yi a charming smile.

Xiao Yi was fascinated again, and couldn't help but say: "Leave your mobile phone and QQ number." ”

Joe was gone, but every inch of the room left her body odor. Xiao Yat fell asleep soundly in the rich fragrance of women.

Night fell again. Joe left a message on Q: Do you want to see me at night?

Hungry, okay.

Keep meeting, keep having sex. Without the encouragement of alcohol, Qiao and Xiao Yi still lay on the same bed.

"Xiao Yi, delete my phone and Q, I'm afraid I'll be stuck in the quagmire and can't extricate myself. Joe said.

Xiao Yi said stubbornly: "It's not good. ”

But Joe still deleted Xiao Yi's phone and Q. Xiao Yat added her friend again. He left her a message: Don't delete it anymore, don't delete it again.

"So, Xiao Yat, will you marry me?" asked Joe.

Xiao Yi replied firmly: "No, I will marry Bai Yue." Joe, you're not fit to be a wife. ”

"Okay, then I'll be your mistress. Xiao Yat, as long as I accompany you, no matter what identity. Qiao found that she was becoming more and more inseparable from Xiao Yi, she was like a fire burning on the corner of her clothes, and she couldn't be shaken off. Xiao Yat felt suffocated and scared.

Xiao Yat asked Joe irritably, "What do you love about me?"

"Love you in bed. Joe cried and laughed, and then went to the bar to get drunk.

There was a guy among the knights who looked a lot like Xiao Yat. So, Joe went to the knight every night to get drunk, and she grabbed the corner of the man's clothes like Xiao Yat grabbed the corner of her clothes, and asked him, "Hey, what's your name?"

"Wang Xiaobao. ”

"Liar, huh?" said Joe, disbelieving him.

"It's really called Wang Xiaobao. ”

"Okay, Wang Xiaobao, you look very much like the man I love, his name is Xiao Yi. Wang Xiaobao, your eyebrows and eyes have his three-point expression, and I will come to the bar to see you when I can't see Xiao Yi. Wang Xiaobao, Wang Xiaobao, Wang Xiaobao ......" Qiao called the name of "Wang Xiaobao" over and over again, calling Wang Xiaobao red-faced and red-eared.

"Wang Xiaobao, do you know why I come to the knight every day to buy drunk? Because I miss Xiao Yi, because you look like my Xiao Yi, Wang Xiaobao ......" Qiao cried and fell asleep on the table. The table at the bar had a rough texture, and Joe's cheeks rested against it, and he slept restlessly.

Wang Xiaobao pushed her: "Sister, give me a phone call and let someone pick you up." The bar is closing. ”

Joe muttered dreamily and smoothly recited a string of numbers. Wang Xiaobao dialed the number, and Xiao Yi answered the phone. Xiao Yi was at Bai Yue's house, and when he waited for Bai Yue to finish the guzheng class, he accompanied Bai Yue's family to Wangjing Villa for Father's Day. However, when he received a call from Wang Xiaobao, he was on pins and needles. He finally lied like Bai Yue, and ran to the knight's bar with a puff of smoke.

Qiao woke up, hugged Xiao Yi's neck and cried, she was like a frightened baby, muttering: "Wang Xiaobao, I'm so scared, I dreamed that my helmet was buried in the dirt, Wang Xiaobao, will I die?"

Xiao Yi hugged her tightly and said, "Joe, don't be afraid, I'm Xiao Yi." ”

Qiao raised the face of the pear blossom with rain and saw Xiao Yi's face clearly, she howled "wow", "Xiao Yi, can you marry me, I want to cook and wash clothes for you, I want to give you a baby, Xiao Yi, I want to be your wife......"

Xiao Yi's heart was in turmoil. He took her out of the bar, he drove her tram, sat her behind him, and let her hold her hand around his waist. There was a piece of *** on his back that she buried her face deep in.

Bai Yue woke up from a nightmare, and in the dream the string of the zither broke again, and the broken string pierced the finger, and the red blood dripped on the brown rust. Bai Yue was dripping with cold sweat, and her tiredness was even worse. But when she woke up in her dream, there was no Xiao Yi by her side to hug her and comfort: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid......"

Bai Yue wanted to cry, but she reached out to the corner of her eye, but she didn't touch the tears. Upstairs there was another contemplative cry, and the footsteps of Red Cloud.

Bai Yue got up and walked upstairs in the dark.

"Sister, I'll help you make milk, you can hold your heart!" Bai Yue said quietly. She stood in the door frame, and the red cloud looked at her through the white light, and I don't know when, Bai Yue looked like a man like this.