As a result, in a fit of anger, Yan Huan'er pulled out the sweater needle that Yan's mother was knitting clothes with, and took the tip of the needle to stab the two goldfish.

Her wish was simple, that it could come back to life after a moment of pain.

But why she came back to life after the pain, she didn't think about it.

Yan Huan'er stabbed seriously for a long time, but she didn't react, and the goldfish became more and more unable to move in the turbid water.

The little fat man on the side came up several times to snatch her sweater needle, but she forcefully snatched it back. The little fat man's strength is not as strong as hers, and his attitude is not as arrogant as hers.

Yan Huan'er looked at the two goldfish that had turned their stomachs, and she only felt that she had too many questions to find answers.

So, in the surprised eyes of the little fat man, she stabbed the sweater needle straight into the goldfish's eye, from this end to the other, and pierced it in pairs.

Of course, the goldfish's eye bubbles burst suddenly.

The usually large eye bubbles filled with gas are like bubbles blown out by deflated bubble gum, and they hang softly on the head of a goldfish.

Then Yan Huan'er fished out the little goldfish.

After looking at it carefully for a while, she stabbed the sweater needle into the goldfish's stomach again.

As a result, the goldfish had nothing in its stomach except the black belly that made her feel sick.

And the little fat man was frightened by her and cried at that time, and pointed at her and said, "You are a bad person! I will not play with you anymore, I will tell my father that I will never give you goldfish again." ”

The little fat man cried and went away, saying that his father was holding a spatula inexplicably.

Yan Huan'er later looked at the little crimson on the tip of the sweater, and then looked at the tattered corpse of the goldfish on the table, and she didn't know why she did it.

And the answer she wanted seemed to make her understand that there was nothing in the goldfish's stomach. It is true that the goldfish does not feel pain, otherwise, why does it not move at all?

She was not afraid at all, and she didn't seem to have any regrets, and she didn't have the sympathy and tenderness that a child would have when he saw a sick dog or cat. She was just trying to verify her own problems.

The goldfish was stabbed beyond recognition by her, and the whole body was in tatters, so Yan Huan'er threw the goldfish's body into the trash.

The fishy smell on her hands made her embarrassed for a long time, and her little hands were washed several times, but she couldn't wash them off.

Father Yan saw the wet sweater needle that Yan Huan'er threw on the table, so he chased after him and asked, "Did you prick the sweater needle to the radish head?"

Yan Huan'er shook her head affirmatively and replied, "No, it was the little goldfish who died that made him cry." Then he raised his small, fishy hands high.

Of course, when Yan's mother heard about it when she came home, she reprimanded her.

Yan Huan'er doesn't remember what Yan's mother said at that time.

When I grew up, I thought about it, and it is estimated that Yan's mother would scold her for being too cruel and unsympathetic.

When Yan Huan'er thought about this later, she remembered that she had a very strange feeling in her heart at that time.

It seems that there is some shock, and there are some indescribable emotions. Her question was answered, but she didn't seem to have the answer to make sense.

In short, after those two goldfish, she never raised these things again.

Later, the little fat man didn't play with her for a while, so she played by herself. Later, the two reconciled in kindergarten, but the little fat man never showed her goldfish again.

If you don't look at it, you won't watch it, but you have seen it anyway. Yan Huan'er also has an indifferent attitude towards this.

Fortunately, the two can still jump bands, throw sandbags, and watch cartoons together as before.

It's just that Yan Huan'er didn't go to Radish Head's house anymore.

Radish Head didn't seem to have forgotten about the goldfish for a long time, and still smiled and threw sandbags with her and read picture books.

Time passed quickly, and the two grew up. After graduating from kindergarten, I entered the same elementary school and later the same middle school.

Because they are all assigned by school district, the two are also assigned to the same class.

The learning of the radish head is very good, and the learning of Yan Huan'er is average.

It didn't take long for the radish head to become the squad leader and hang up three bars.

Huan'er only hung a bar. She is often criticized by the teacher, saying that she is not attentive in class and always deserts. Fortunately, the academic performance is on par with the turnip head.

In this way, the two get along with each other, without the bad conduct in the eyes of their parents, and in the minds of adults, the two are still the most well-behaved children.

Before the third grade of elementary school, the two were already acquainted with each other. However, there is no one who goes in and out like other good children.

always go out and meet, the two go together, they don't meet, and they won't wait for me, I'll wait for you.

When she came home to do her homework, Yan Huan'er always divided her homework by two, and then she went to watch TV, watched cartoons, and laughed.

The radish head on the side thought she was too noisy, and slowly, she didn't come to Yan Huan'er's house to do her homework.

Yan Huan'er didn't seem unhappy because she was missing a playmate. She is still three times five divided by two, and after her homework is done, she does what she wants.

In the meantime, Yan Huan'er has tapped a lot of her own interests, such as drawing stick figures, and likes to paint the pictures she sees in her favorite colors.

Otherwise, they just dismantle the toys at hand one by one, sometimes they can fit it, sometimes they can't.

For those who couldn't pretend, she was only distressed for a short time and then threw them away.

For this reason, Yan's mother also criticized her several times.

It's just that Yan's mother indulged her from the bottom of her heart, so Yan's mother's criticism is criticism rather than comfort.

In junior high school, Yan Huan'er grew a little taller, and the radish head gained a little fatter.

The two will still walk together, but as they get older, the chances of the two playing together decrease. Because you will be laughed at by other classmates, you are good with whoever you are. Therefore, the older they get, the more separated the two become.

But what caused the two to die of old age and not get along with each other in the end was because of the goldfish.

In the biology class at school, the teacher taught everyone to know about the "toad".

Many students were scared, although they saw the "toad" in the bottle motionless because of the anesthesia of ether, and everyone did not dare to take it out and hold it in their hands.

Yan Huan'er saw that the boys in her group didn't move, and the girls didn't dare to do it, and the teacher was asking everyone to learn and dissect according to the video, so she gritted her teeth and took the "toad" out of the bottle.

Small knives are not easy to use. After scratching the skin, the whole "toad" was slippery and slippery in the hand.

Yan Huan'er's heart was crossed, so she simply went up with her two hands, peeling off the skin of the "toad" from top to bottom, revealing the white muscles and tendons inside, and completed the requirements of the anatomy class.

In the exclamation of his classmates, Radish Head suddenly said: "You are still so cruel, just like that goldfish." ”

Yan Huan'er was still immersed in the exclamations of her classmates, and always felt that she had done something that others did not dare to do, and suddenly heard the words of the radish head, as if she had been slapped in front of everyone.

She carried the "toad", looked back at the radish head proudly, and said, "I have finished the dissection homework." ”

After that class, the two never got along. The main reason is that Yan Huan'er doesn't care about him anymore.

When she went out, Yan Huan'er didn't see it and went her own way.

Later, the radish head family moved away due to demolition, and Yan Huan'er's family also moved away, and the two families almost broke off contact.

At this time, she suddenly heard such an enthusiastic voice of Gu Jiamu's mother, no wonder she couldn't remember, in her memory, Gu Jiamu's voice had never been so loud and enthusiastic.

At this moment, Yan Huan'er was ignited by this enthusiastic voice, and with the fat boy she remembered, she remembered such a cruel thing she had done.