Chapter 196: Living Elsewhere
After getting off work that day, Chen Xiaoxi called to care for his girlfriend Zhu Beini.
Although Zhu Beini answered all questions, she obviously lacked the interest in chatting, and her usual happiness and excitement were completely gone. Chen Xiaoxi felt like she was lifting a stone to shoot herself in the foot, who let herself desperately lobby her to accept the challenge in the morning.
The challenge is at the head, of course, there is no intention to fall in love.
Chen Xiaoxi persuaded Zhu Beini to relax, and to fight if she could, and she couldn't have him anyway. Zhu Beini let out a faint sigh.
After ending the call with Chen Xiaoxi, Zhu Beini was a little sad. She even inexplicably remembered her boyfriend when she was in graduate school, remembered the boiling water bottle she helped her make every day before dinner, remembered a bedroom adjustment, he said to himself: You don't need to do anything, just watch from the side, remember that he ran fast to help her run the luggage, and a bag bulged out of his back clothes......
It turns out that a boyfriend is different from a boyfriend. Zhu Beini sighed involuntarily.
She even ran away, if it was Xu Wenheng...... Xu Wenheng must support her to resign immediately, and then keep talking about what she can do better. Yes, it's always like this in college, he absolutely doesn't allow anyone to suppress her, but he always bullies her at will.
"Alas. Zhu Beini sat at a desk by the window in the bedroom, leaning her back and sighing for a while. She herself didn't even realize she was sighing.
The grains on the side were even more worried. There will be a new front desk in the dormitory tomorrow, but only Sister Dabei is left in the entire dormitory at the moment. If she doesn't do it...... Grains didn't dare to think about it anymore.
"Sister Dabei. I'm scared of you like this. "The circles under my eyes are red, and I may cry at any time.
Zhu Beini turned around and looked at Grains with strange eyes: "What's wrong with me?"
"You kept sighing, coming back for so long, and not saying a word to me. You don't even read your professional books. Aren't we supposed to go to the community center at this time?"
Zhu Beini twisted back like a spring: It turned out that she had lost her soul to this extent?! Fortunately, Zhu Beini reminded her that Zhu Beini braked urgently to prevent herself from falling deeper into her sad emotions.
"Let's go, let's read the book!" Zhu Beini reluctantly got up, picked up a copy of "Introduction to Linguistics", and stretched out her hand to Lili.
"Great! Sister Dabei, you are my role model!"
When I came to the familiar community center, most of the old uncles in their sixties and seventies sat in the reading room. Zhu Beini and Grains found two empty seats next to each other, and each read a book in silence.
Seeing the drop in efficiency, Zhu Beni stopped. She remembered the "saving money" thing.
It's a shame to say that Zhu Beini, who has always been big and simple, spends money as she wants. Buying things is a pleasure. Holding a magnifying glass, there is no trace of "financial quotient" on her.
This can't be entirely blamed on Zhu Beni. Growing up in a small, closed and traditional inland town, her parents avoided talking about money in front of their children. It may be that it is hoped that the child will remain innocent, or it may be that he thinks that he will naturally grow up to manage money.
Zhu Beini's understanding of money comes from my observation. Observation of one's own family's expenses, observation of the expenses of one's classmates, and then comparison, in order to guess one's own family's economic conditions. The attitude towards spending money is still self-observing. Observe the way your parents spend their money, and use it to find out how she should spend her money.
In this way, she even guessed and vaguely, she developed her own view of money - neither systematic nor firm, really not a "view" - to sum up, it should be like this:
If you have money, you can spend it, you can't be too wronged by yourself, you can buy it if you like it, and talk about it when you don't have money.
I'm sorry, but I don't have enough money.
Mom, does this have anything to do with me?
Looking back now, her dad was like that. The parents' mysterious attitude towards money "can only be understood and cannot be spoken" actually did not make her painful, but because of this, she always couldn't save money, and she couldn't tell where the money was spent.
But Zhu Beini is a person who has gone to college, and she still has the ability to learn.
She thought about it for a while, and immediately realized that everything is foreseen, and so is saving money. If you make a spending plan and follow the plan, you can avoid spending money indiscriminately. Don't spend money, easy.
Just do it, Zhu Beini picked up a pen and paper, and made a plan for herself, down to how much breakfast, how much lunch, how much dinner, and how much fruit per month. Plus 100 yuan per month for phone bills, 100 yuan for transportation, 100 yuan for fruits, and only 23.3 yuan a day for food. In this way, you can control it within 1,000 yuan every month, and finally save 4,500 yuan, and you can slap the table after three months.
23.3 yuan to eat all-day meals, snacks to take fruits, fruit too expensive to take tomatoes. But milk to drink, meat to eat, 23.3 yuan can't be spent at all.
In the blink of an eye, they are caught in a new dilemma: the conflict between health and purpose. If you want to achieve the goal of saving 4,000 a month and leave here as soon as possible, you will fall into the dilemma of not being able to maintain a nutritious diet. If you want to be nutritious and healthy, you have to suffer for an extra month.
I was hesitant for a moment.
Chen Xiaoxi fidgeted after the call, emotionally wanted to shield her for once, and intellectually felt that he should be ruthless to let Zhu Beini face her life independently. The same hesitation.
After sitting and waiting for an hour, I couldn't help but send her a message asking if she had slept.
Soon received Zhu Beini's answer: "Should I endure spending less every day and leave a month earlier, or should I spend more money and leave a month later?"
Chen Xiaoxi smiled dumbly: "You can ride a donkey to find a horse, and if you find a new job, you don't have to worry about spending less money or leaving late." ”
"If there is an interview, the boss will be unhappy if he frequently asks for leave, right?"
"You're going to jump anyway, and you care what they think?"
Zhu Beini had a great feeling of opening up. It seems that he has not yet learned the "dialectical relationship between the main contradiction and the secondary contradiction".
Originally, she was going to follow Chen Xiaoxi's plan, but Zhu Beini thought again: No, the original intention was to find a job casually, the goal was not to be a rice worm, and the focus was to review and participate in next year's doctoral entrance exam!
Why do you go astray while walking?!
Rediscovering her original intention, Zhu Beini suddenly felt relaxed. The impulse to do things disappeared, the tangled wandering evaporated, and the troubles at work were light and ethereal, which could no longer make Zhu Beini sad. After the emotional sustenance was clear, the heart-rending pain that made her when she first read the red-headed document never appeared again.
Zhu Beni wonderfully experienced a new mood: living elsewhere.
Since I am seeking to survive in your territory, I will naturally listen to your preferences and follow your commands. It's only my body that cooperates with your acting, and my heart has another attitude. Sooner or later, one day, I will leave!
Zhu Beini is so involved in this new experience that she completely forgets that Ah Q is the pinnacle of this artistic conception. Living elsewhere is not a literary expression of Ah Q's spirit?
Chen Xiaoxi joked that thanks to his existence, there is a missing No. 5 news item on major news websites in which a second-rate school master could not bear the weight of a third-rate company and committed suicide.