Chapter 45 Each has a knot

Lin Xingyuan's words made Ye Lan'an's breathing stagnate slightly, and his appetite was lost.

He reached out to turn the fire down, added a few more pieces of fat sheep to roll in, and smiled lightly to make her move the chopsticks. As everyone knows, Ye Lan'an can't eat anything at this moment, so he just subconsciously stirs the sesame sauce in the seasoning bowl with chopsticks.

"Why do you eat so little, you have always liked spicy food, it is rare that the taste here is good, eat more. ”

Lin Xingyuan personally cooked shrimp slippery and fish slippery for her, he didn't eat shrimp himself, and when it was cooked, he scooped it up and put it all on the plate in front of Ye Lan'an.

Although she had lost her appetite, she couldn't help but rejoice when she saw his rare hospitality, and chewed a few bites, only to feel that the food in her mouth seemed to be unusually delicious.

The two had dinner in the hot pot restaurant, and when they came out, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.

"You came by car? I just drank a little bit of wine, and I've been strictly checked recently, so I can't drive, so you should drive." ”

Lin Xingyuan thought about it for a while, he didn't go home for many days, he lived in the company, and although Ye Hao understood after knowing it, he was not very happy, feeling that he had snubbed Ye Lan'an, so he had to go back with her tonight no matter what.

Even if it's a show, in short, you can't let Ye Hao and Bai Siyi doubt themselves, he thought.

Ye Lan'an nodded and went to the garage with him to pick up the car.

The garage is not far from the hot pot restaurant, and the two walked side by side together, without saying anything all the way.

Perhaps because of the weekend, and the weather is getting warmer, many people walking on the sidewalks have taken off their heavy winter clothes, and the whole city is no longer dull in the cold winter season, and it looks full of energy.

"I remember that at that time, I always went to your school at night to play with you, but you always said that you wanted to practice, and refused to accompany me to the pub to play, at most you only walked with me on campus. ”

Recalling the picture of the past, Ye Lan'an couldn't help but smile and hook the corners of her mouth, she had a precocious personality, she started to have a boyfriend at the age of thirteen or fourteen, but she had never been as serious as when she was with Lin Xingyuan, and even took the initiative to pursue him.

He was eager to learn, and in addition to attending classes, he spent almost all of his time practicing in the piano room, which was extremely hard. And Ye Lan'an always drove to him from the next state on weekends to find him, wanting to go to a bar with him, but unfortunately he couldn't get his wish.

"yes, there's actually one main reason why I don't play with you. ”

Lin Xingyuan turned his head as he walked, and looked at Ye Lan'an with a smile. Under the moonlight, his face seemed to shine with a soft light, filled with a faint smile, no longer cold and hard.

"Huh, what's the reason?"

Ye Lan'an was stunned, as if he didn't expect it, looked at him in astonishment, and even forgot to take a step.

Lin Xingyuan continued to walk, and after walking a few steps, he caught a glimpse that she hadn't followed, so he stopped and looked back.

"It's a shame, but it's really hard for international students. The first few months were fine, my father's secretary would help me transfer money on time, and my living expenses were sufficient. But soon, it began to be delayed from a fixed day every month, three days, a week, half a month...... Later, although the original date was restored, the money was much less. ”

He sighed as he spoke, he has enjoyed the life of fine clothes and jade food since he was a child, and when he first arrived abroad, he was not familiar with the place, and Lin Xingyuan, who was far away from his hometown, naturally couldn't do the word "saving". Relying on a large amount of living expenses transferred from the family every month, it was very comfortable at first, but soon, with the bankruptcy of the Lin family, the Lin family declined, and it was not even as good as a moderately well-off family.

Lin Xingyuan didn't know about these at first, in order to let him concentrate on completing his studies, Ye Yingning begged his father's secretary to ask him to help hide it for a few more months, and she would find a way to deal with the money.

By the time he received the news, it was already 3 months later.

met Ye Lan'an, just when the Lin family was in crisis and crumbling, Lin Xingyuan was shy, so he naturally used his studies as an excuse to avoid dating her.

"Is it because of the money?"

Ye Lan'an showed an extremely surprised expression, and then lowered his head. She knew that Lin Xingyuan didn't lie to herself, because she had also heard about the bankruptcy of the Lin family, but she was worried that he would be sad and sad when he mentioned it, so she rarely talked about it in front of him.

"I feel bad when you say that, but I'm also happy. ”

She suddenly raised her head, sniffed, and suddenly smiled at Lin Xingyuan.

He was stunned, and asked in confusion: "Happy?" I don't understand ......."

Ye Lan'an stretched out his hand to cover his nose and blinked quickly, lest he really cry on the street, and barely calmly spoke: "I always feel that you don't go out to play with me, just because you don't like to go out and play with me." Now I know that there are other reasons, and I am very happy, and I don't think I feel so unliked. ”

This feeling is really subtle, it can be regarded as sad and joyful.

Frankly speaking, Lin Xingyuan couldn't quite understand Ye Lan'an's mood, but seeing that she seemed to be happy, he smiled and urged: "Let's go, why are you crying and laughing while standing on the road?"

She stood still, motionless, stretched out her hand, shook it twice in mid-air, and begged him in a somewhat coquettish tone: "I can't walk in high heels, you can help me." Huh?"

He looked at her, then looked around, and had no choice but to walk over and take Ye Lan'an's hand.

Her hands were hot, unlike the woman, who was always as cold as a dead person, as if she couldn't warm it at all.

The man next to him slept very soundly, and he didn't show that obvious childish look in his sleep, but because he was lying on his side, the short hair on his forehead would slightly cover his eyes, making him look less temperamental than during the day.

Ye Ying Ning looked at it for a moment and realized that she had almost forgotten to take the birth control pill again.

She hurriedly got out of bed, and as she walked, a large amount of sticky immediately welled up between her legs. Because she knows that she can use contraception, Pet Tiange always recklessly leaves all the essence in the deepest part of her body.

"Can't you just be out of the body......

Night Infant Ning always felt helpless, and he always said with a sneer, I can't help it, I always want to release it in the deepest part of you, warm and tight.

She washed herself briefly, then poured a glass of warm water and took the medicine.

Standing in the living room, Ye Ying Ning casually glanced at the electronic perpetual calendar on the wall, just past 12 o'clock, and the red numbers were extremely eye-catching in the night, March 28.

The woman with the glass of water stood sideways, and when she saw the date on it, she shuddered unconsciously.

For a whole year.

It was this time last year, on this day, in the early hours of the morning, she "died".

Her hands trembled slightly, barely holding the glass of water, she closed her eyes, turned her head as far as she could, walked back to the bedroom step by step, swallowed a pill quickly, and then burrowed into the bed.

The room was obviously very warm, but Ye Ying Ning felt cold all over, she shivered and tossed and turned, and finally woke up the sleeping man next to her.

"Didn't you sleep?"

Pet Tiange yawned, sleepy-eyed, struggled to sit up, leaned on the head of the bed, stretched out his hand and turned on the bedside wall lamp, and looked at the eyes of Ye Ying Ning who were not sleepy at all.

"I'm sleepy and tired just now, so I'll finish it soon. ”

He muttered dissatisfiedly, sighing in his heart that women are indeed fickle animals, one moment like this, the other like that.

"I wouldn't mind doing it again......"

was thinking about leaning over to tease her, but unexpectedly, Pet Tiange found that Ye Ying Ning's eyes were frighteningly red.