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When Zheng Xijing asked this question, for a moment, Zheng Xiyan was stunned. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
But soon, she laughed, as if nothing had happened just now, and smiled and pinched Zheng Xijing's smooth face, "Huh? Why did you suddenly ask about this? Also, you still have a brother-in-law now? My sister is now a noble single nobleman, that is your ex-brother-in-law, ex-brother-in-law, remember?"
Zheng Xijing broke free of her hands, looked her in the eyes, and said seriously, "Sister, you answer me, love or not!"
In fact, this question is not important to her.
Zheng Xiyan has feelings for him, or no feelings.
It doesn't matter if you want to get back together, or if you don't want to get back together.
It didn't have any impact on her decision.
She couldn't accept that she was in a relationship with her ex-brother-in-law.
Not even if he's Y.
It's not just about falling in love, and in the future, she won't appear as K again.
So whatever the answer, she will make Y disappear into her own world.
Although it was a bit heart-wrenching, it was her final decision.
Now that she has decided, she will not regret it.
And now, the reason why she insisted on asking such a question that would surely make her sister uncomfortable was because she wanted to determine her heart, and then decide whether she wanted to carry out that somewhat absurd idea.
And all this depends on Zheng Xiyan's answer.
Love.
Or not love.
Although I don't understand why Zheng Xijing is.
But Zheng Xiyan saw the persistence in her eyes.
The smile disappeared from the corner of his mouth, and he fell silent.
Love?
Naturally, there is.
Otherwise, she would not have let go of her pride again and again.
The radio is like that.
The story of Lin Mingyue in the show is like this.
The same is true of the temptation of the café.
But repeated refusals made her disheartened.
Her character also does not allow her to continue to stalk, and the love she gets like that is not what she wants.
Even if the other party is Han Shenyan.
Now she is actually an ostrich mentality. Since it hurts to think about it, then simply don't think about him, and when you see him, you will raise your head to face the reality, but after it passes, you will continue to bury your head in the sand.
After a long time, even I was deceived by myself, and I felt that I really didn't care anymore.
Maybe silly.
But at least it won't be heart-wrenching.
It's just that now, Zheng Xijing rudely dug up the fool and forced him to look directly into his heart.
Love.
Or not love.
After a sigh, she said with a hint of bitterness and a hint of melancholy, "Maybe I still love him." ”
Naturally, there is.
Otherwise, how could she still listen to that song that made her feel warm after being rejected?
Otherwise, how could she have kept the document in the deepest part of the drawer after saying such a thing in a candlelit night?
It's just that she's been deceiving herself.
After Zheng Xijing heard her affirmative answer, the expression on her face was a little complicated.
It seems to be relaxing, but it also seems to be sad.
She clenched her hands and pursed her lips until they turned white.
Finally, she turned her gaze out the window, where the sky was still overcast.
"Sister, do you know? I've heard this song before. She said with some indifference.
"Have you ever heard it?" Zheng Xiyan was stunned for a moment, and then he was a little abrupt, "What is this, he sang it to you." ”
A song can't be built overnight, and it's not uncommon to find someone to audition it and listen to the opinions of others during the creative process. What's more, the two of them are sisters, and their preferences are naturally similar, and he wrote this song for himself, so it's not surprising to let Crystal try it out first.
It's just that Zheng Xijing shook her head, "No." ”
Then, she pulled out her phone, not the one she used to use.
It's something else, a mobile phone that Zheng Xiyan hasn't seen.
There are pitifully few contacts in this phone.
Lately, she's only kept in touch with one person.
That person is Y.
At the same time, it is also Han Shenyan.
She opened the chat app on her phone and handed it to her sister.
Zheng Xiyan took it with some doubts, and then looked at her.
She didn't say anything more, but began to tell the story between her and Y.
How they got friends through a misunderstanding.
How did they become strangers who could confide in each other?
How they got closer little by little.
Even how she confessed on impulse.
And the bits and pieces after that.
The story is long.
Zheng Xijing spoke very carefully, word by word.
Zheng Xiyan listened very carefully and concentrated.
"So, you didn't know each other's identities, and you talked for more than a year? This is too ridiculous, right?" Zheng Xiyan asked in disbelief after listening to her sister's story.
When I first heard about this, I was naturally angry in addition to the absurdity, but now, I was more concerned about Zheng Xijing. It's a coincidence that no one can imagine, and whose fault can it be? What's more, Crystal must be in a bad mood too.
"Crystal, you ......"
Zheng Xijing shook her head and said with a wry smile, "Sister, am I stupid?"
Although it was a wry smile, it was much more beautiful than her previous forced smile.
It's strange to say that just yesterday, when she knew about it, her whole person was depressed, and she barely closed her eyes all night, thinking about it all the time. Although I have made up my mind, I still feel that the whole world is extremely depressed.
But now, after she finished telling the secret buried in her heart, her heart was inexplicably comfortable. It was as if a boulder had suddenly disappeared.
She didn't even think it was a big deal.
It seems that the feelings for Y are also washed away by the affection between sisters.
"How can you be stupid? You're the smartest, most beautiful stinky crystal. Zheng Xiyan touched her sister's long hair and said softly.
"Hey, the front one is very good, why do you have to add a stinky word, I stink there!" Zheng Xijing said dissatisfiedly.
After the joke, Zheng Xiyan looked at her and asked softly, "Then, what are you going to do?"
Although her sister didn't tell herself what she was going to do, but since she had told herself about it, she naturally wouldn't continue, this is the older sister she saw since she was a child, and she didn't have any doubts.
She was just a little worried.
"What else can I do? I didn't know who he was before, but now I don't know? Even if I want to chat with him, I just call his mobile phone. After all, he's my brother-in-law. Zheng Xijing said as if she didn't care at all.
"I said, it's my ex-brother-in-law. Zheng Xiyan glared at her.
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