Chapter 528: Venting
Just like him, he fell into despair, although he was not in prison in real life, but his heart was full of holes, and it was worse to live than to die.
It's a bit hypocritical to describe it like this, but that difficult time at the beginning was indeed such a painful hesitation. If Yan Xiaoya still refuses to help him, he will still be obsessed if he can't get a definite answer, although now that he knows the mystery, there is still some extravagant hope in his heart, but I have to say that he is much better.
Because he came from such a swampy day, when he faced Zhou Yuping who was also in such a painful situation, he finally couldn't bear it, and accepted the farewell gift that was shoehorned in as a passerby.
What was he thinking? After eating the bag of candy, even if it was a hundred, he received her affection, he couldn't accept it, but he was grateful, and he also wished her a happy marriage and a happy life from now on.
But the kindness of that moment, now that I think about it, it is ridiculous, how naïve and naïve is he to think of eating those candies that have been soaked in poisonous juice?
In Zhou Yuping's mind, he probably exists like that, right? Because it is far away, but there is always hope, looking sweet, in the end, I found that it is extremely poisonous and can kill people.
Because she didn't want to die in an unfulfilled thought, she struck first and wanted to kill him.
Listening to him tell him about his original psychological journey one by one, Yan Shunhua couldn't help smacking his tongue, and only touched his nose after a while, feeling that the moment of pain and confusion when he knew the truth was nothing compared to him, and it was nothing at all.
"I think I'm the one who caused you. If I hadn't treated her like that at the beginning, maybe her temperament wouldn't have suddenly become gloomy, and her methods would have become more extreme. ”
At the beginning, when Zhou Yuping was disrespectful to her family, she really stuffed feces into people's mouths, and now that she thinks about it, although Zhou Yuping was very excessive at that time, her coping method was also very inappropriate.
After all, no matter how you say it, her skin is young, but she is really old enough to be a mother. An adult, scheming with a little girl, is actually a manifestation of his inability to cultivate at home.
Originally, she only knew about it, and she had never said it outside, but at this time, she said it naturally, Song Qingyan was stunned when she heard this, and finally shook her head.
"It's no wonder you, when you were blind, she was so provocative, and she had evil thoughts, especially against your parents, if it were me, I would lose control of my emotions and behave badly. Although she was also young at the beginning, she was really to blame. ”
"I can still recall the scene when she followed me to learn to use her ten fingers to draw shadows and play hopscotch, at that time, although she looked very shy and learned things slowly, her memory and patience were very good, and her heart was pure."
It's just a mistake, but for various reasons, there is such a big deviation in temperament, which is a pity.
"I still can't believe that she would poison us. Even if she says it, I'm afraid no one will believe that she will be so vicious. If the dog baby is at home and knows that his sister has done such a thing to us, she will definitely be disappointed, and maybe she will be killed by mistake. ”
Speaking of the dog baby who has never been heard from since running away from home, Song Qingyan suddenly felt a little sour.
Seeing this, Yan Shunhua couldn't help but tug at the corners of her mouth.
"You're still a little too emotional. If it were me, knowing that she had that kind of mind, and I didn't want to respond, no matter who asked for it, I wouldn't agree to give it to me. After all, you are not her brother, and you don't even have a little blood relationship, and she already has some cousins and cousins, so it is not your brother's turn to appear at all.
Many times, you feel that you have avoided it, and your words and actions are in accordance with etiquette. But in the eyes of others, especially Zhou Yuping, who still has a different mind about you, it is possible to misunderstand that you also have a little bit of male and female thoughts about her. ”
Song Qingyan was stunned, and subconsciously retorted, "Since I realized this, I have been very careful, I will never be alone with her, even if I am caught by her, I will walk away as quickly as possible, and even in order to avoid her, many secret places that I used to like to stay in have also given up."
She is not a fool, how could she not understand such an obvious refusal? ”
"Is this called obvious rejection?
Women are different from men, most of the time, they seem to you to be very small problems, to us they are very big things, to you they are very clear rejection and denial, but when it comes to us, it will become ambiguous or at least uncertain.
The so-called evasive behaviors like the ones you just said will indeed make her think about whether you are rejecting her, but at the same time, when you meet her at the Zhou family, you will still accept her kindness, such as drinking the tea you brought and eating up the pastries handed over, these are just small acts of politeness in your opinion, but they will be infinitely magnified in her heart.
Don't look at me like that. It's true, in fact, most girls will think that you are actually interesting to her when they see your behavior like this, and even if they don't, they don't hate her.
When a girl falls because of your charm, as long as you know that you don't hate her, this is enough for her to continue to like you, and deceive herself into believing that as long as you work hard, one day you will be like she likes you, moved by her, and really like her, and eventually have a lover to finally become a family and live a life like a fairy couple. ”
Song Qingyan didn't know what she should do, her face was unpredictable, and finally turned into a sentence, "So it's because I did something wrong that made her so crazy in the end?" ”
Is this self-inflicted?
Yan Shunhua shook his head, "I can't say that, although there is some indirect relationship, but this does not constitute obvious cause and effect." The reason why she was poisoned in the end was more because she couldn't pass her own level, and finally couldn't control the evil thoughts in her heart, so she did such a foolish thing.
In fact, if you or she handle it properly, she really won't necessarily end up going down such a wrong path. She was not the kind of person who was very courageous in the first place, and she must have struggled for a long time in her heart to do such an evil thing, and finally she had a psychological breakdown, but no one noticed, or her family noticed it, but she didn't guide it in time, and finally she would vent in this way. (To be continued.) )