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Their lives are less than the above, and more than the bottom.

Now I am comfortable and comfortable, I am working at home, and my parents are only more than ten years away from retirement.

It's not hard to stay honest until retirement.

If Dad resigns, it means that the family will immediately cut more than half of their income.

In addition, doing business requires upfront investment, and the small amount of savings must also be taken out to take risks.

If you succeed, it's all good, but if you fail, the whole family can't afford it.

In fact, Dad did fail, because he was deceived in business and lost all his money, and he was in debt.

In order to repay the money, the family lived a lot of hard lives with food and clothing.

And in order to pay off the money owed to relatives and friends, my father also had to go out to work.

He later fell ill, and depression was the main reason, but it also had a lot to do with the fact that his body was exhausted at that time.

The contradiction of the mother is not that she is unwilling to work hard to earn money, but that she is unwilling to take risks.

At that time, Xiaoxi went to school every day and the family kept her secret, so she didn't know how her father's business failed.

It's just that after my father died, I heard my mother mention a few words.

However, none of this has much to do with it, Xiaoxi knows the development and changes of the general situation in the next ten years.

Her experience is not as much as her father's, and there will always be a time when she finds a problem, and she will definitely not let the family have an accident again.

She put her arm on her mother's shoulders and whispered, "Mom, don't worry. Whatever is the matter, we can discuss it. ”

The mother is not tall, thin and small, and is a typical southern woman.

Xiaoxi looks more like her father, and when she was twelve years old, she was about the same height as her mother.

Mom cried for a while and stopped crying.

She picked up the sauté pan again, and said as she cooked, "Don't worry! It's a matter between me and your dad, you just have to study hard in school! ”

She knew that it was useless for her to talk to her daughter, but instead distracted her daughter from studying.

The mother and daughter each thought about their own plans and prepared dinner in silence.

When Xiaoxi went to the study to call his father to eat, he saw him holding a newspaper and reading it carefully.

He likes to read books and newspapers very much, and often sits alone in the study and reads all day, sometimes he can't even shout for dinner.

Xiaoxi stepped forward, took the newspaper from his father's hand, and took his father's hand to pull him up.

"Daddy, it's time to eat!"

"Oh! Did Xiaoxi shout to eat just now? Dad didn't hear it again. ”

Xiaoxi grabbed her father's hand, she was so greedy for his thick and warm palm.

"No, the dish was just done."

The study is not two steps away from the living room, and my parents have just quarreled, and it is still a little embarrassing to sit at the dining table together at this time.

Xiaoxi asked, "Is my sister going to the night shift again?" ”

Mom replied, "She has been on the night shift for the last month, and she has been there early in the afternoon. ”

My sister works in the county's water plant, and because she has just entered the factory, she is arranged to be on duty in the pump room.

It was a place that no one wanted to go, 365 days a year, three shifts a year, and the wages were the lowest in the factory.

Therefore, every time I arrange for a newcomer to enter the pump room, I will do it for a year, and if I have a relationship, I will find a way to transfer to another place, and then make up for the newcomer to go in, and I can only continue to do it.

Xiaoxi remembers that her sister worked there for three whole years before she finally found a way to collect water bills.

Their family doesn't have any background, so it took a lot of effort to find a job for my sister.

Xiaoxi said unconsciously: "She is so hard. ”

After saying that, she realized that she really shouldn't have said this at this time.

The starting point of the conflict between Mom and Dad is also because the conditions at home are not good enough.

Otherwise, even if my sister can't find a good job, she has nothing to worry about.

She felt the atmosphere more and more awkward, so she told her parents about school.

Although she suddenly woke up in the classroom today, she didn't listen carefully to everyone's self-introduction.

But she has an impression of her classmates and teachers, and she doesn't have much pressure to pick out some people to talk about.

"Our homeroom teacher's surname is Zhang, she is a Chinese teacher, in her forties, and she is very kind. Today, in addition to introducing themselves, the class leader, deputy class leader, study committee, propaganda committee, literature and art committee, and sports committee were also elected. ”

Mom and Dad finally relaxed a little when they heard about their youngest daughter's school.

Dad asked, "You didn't run for class cadres?" ”

If she runs for election and is elected, the youngest daughter will not take the initiative to show off.

To say, the one who knows Xiaoxi best is really Dad.

In the original trajectory, she ran for the literary and art committee, and finally went to the school radio station to run for election and became an announcer.

In the first year, because I lived on campus, I had a lot of free time, and I didn't know how to plan, so I played for almost a whole year.

led to the final exam of the first year of junior high school, and more than 40 people in the class were examined, and I was punished by my father for three full days to write a review.

It was a wasted and happy year.

At the time of today's campaign, Xiaoxi was still surprised at the nightmare of going back in time.

Therefore, except for a brief introduction of himself, the rest of the time is a fugue.

It doesn't matter if the class cadres do it or not.

She doesn't need to please her teachers, and she doesn't need to accumulate this experience.

She had thought about it countless times, if she went back in time, she would only like to be with her father well.

But if she studies well and has fun at school, her parents will be happier, right?

"What is there to be a class cadre? I'm going to try it out at the student union, and the radio station is also hiring. ”

When Xiaoxi was in elementary school, he participated in the broadcast of the Red Scarf Radio Station.

It's no surprise that junior high school continues to be the same as before.

Dad nodded and said, "Whatever you want, try to do it." In the three years of junior high school, you will be more relaxed. When I get to high school, I have to be busy with the college entrance examination, and I'm afraid I won't have so much time to play. ”

"Well, Mom and Dad, don't worry, I will definitely be admitted to a key university!"

When my mother heard this, she immediately smiled happily.

She put a large piece of egg in the bowl of Xiaoxi and said, "This is just the first year of junior high school, so I will be arrogant." Don't forget about it after two years. ”

"No, it won't! Look at it! ”

These words obviously blew away the dark clouds at home, and Mom and Dad had smiles on their faces.

Either way, it's all for the kids.

The rest of the unpleasantness, let's talk about it!

Xiaoxi really didn't say much.

Although she played too much in junior high school, her grades were average.

But after three years of high school, especially at home, it became difficult, and after her father was diagnosed with lung cancer, her grades suddenly went up.

At that time, she was admitted to a key undergraduate.

Now she has the confidence to give her a little time to prepare, and she is definitely at the top university in the country.

If you give more time, it is not difficult to get a notice from a world-famous school and show it to your father.

Oops, off topic!

Her main wish is for her father, not for herself. (To be continued.) )