Chapter 186: Heartbeat

There was ice by the window, a thin wind was blowing outside the window, and the night was as cold as water, and as soon as the sound in the ears sounded, the shallow temperature in the sound was like a hook, hooking the tips of Huizhi's ears red.

"I want to believe you." After a while, Hui Zhi replied sullenly, still unwilling to look up, "I just don't believe in myself." ”

After speaking, he still quietly lowered his head, but there was no more sobbing sound, and the slight floating on his shoulders gradually stopped.

Yiqiē was quiet, but the silence was terrifying.

"Don't be afraid." Pei Gu didn't know what to say, but he was still lost in his heart, "What do you want me to do, you won't always be like this... Rejection of people thousands of miles away?

With me Pei Gu in one day, I won't bear you, I won't let people bully you, and I won't let you be frightened...... You sue me, what are you afraid of? ”

Throughout the ages, there have been countless people who have been trapped by love.

Pei Gu didn't expect that he would become like this one day.

The girl leaned softly in his arms, the wetness of tears soaked in his collar, why did she cry? To be honest, he didn't know either.

I had to follow her words, her fear, and promise gently.

But she didn't know that these words fell on Hui Zhi's ears, making her feel like she was trapped in a pool of lake water, and she could still toss and flutter twice, thinking that she could avoid it far away without drowning, but now it's good, and she can't use the strength to toss at all.

She thought she knew about what affection was.

Too... It's too tempting, it's too easy to call people, and she knows that once she indulges in it, I'm afraid she won't be able to get out of it forever.

So she was afraid.

But speaking of which, she was only quietly embraced by him once. But now that he reached out and held it in his arms this time, she felt that this embrace was very familiar.

He still has the smell of dust running all the way, but it still can't hide the unique light smell that belongs to him.

A faint scent of herbs.

Hui Zhi took a deep breath, always like this. It's not good either... Since he had said such things, yes, what was she afraid of?

Nothing to be afraid of.

"I'm afraid... I'll be tempted. The sound of Nene's words was like that of a mosquito. Finely, but accurately drilled into Pei Gu's ears.

It is like being bitten by a mosquito, but it is itchy under the sting.

Pei Gu's arm involuntarily retracted, and hugged Hui Zhi tightly in his arms.

"Zhang, you take it carefully. The capital has not been peaceful lately. There are some things that you will be more detailed than I am. Pei Gu didn't mention anything else, just quietly hugged her and arranged in a deep voice, "It's still early, before the emperor returns to Beijing, we have a lot of time to arrange and arrange." Don't panic, don't be afraid, don't think so much, take it one step at a time, I won't bully you after all. ”

"You're not bullying me right now." Hui Zhi sniffed. "Panic."

The hug is too tight, making it difficult to breathe.

Pei Gu let go of his hand and looked down at her face.

"It's all talked...... You... What do you think in your heart? After thinking about it, Pei Gu still felt that he would ask one more question, ask one more question, he didn't want her to be tormented by these things all the time.

In the final analysis, the person who is tortured by his heart should be Pei Gucai.

Hui Zhi's eyes were clear, and the tears were no longer there. Only her eyes were still a little red, Pei Gu took out a handkerchief from her cuffs, carefully wiped her tears, and stood quietly by the window waiting for her words.

Hui Zhi looked at his cautious appearance. As if remembering when he was a child in the Valley of Silence, he seemed to ask her cautiously, "Do you want to take a boat to the lake?" ”

The tip of his nose was sour again, and it was easy to hold back, and he said in a muffled voice: "I have envied my mother since I was a child, and my father loves me very much." He is a blessed man with both children. ”

Pei Gu was stunned, he didn't know that she would say this, and he didn't interrupt, still quietly waiting for her words.

"The world says that when the emperor was still in the palace, how did he have a deep love with his wife Yuan, but now there are still three thousand beauties in the harem, and Queen Yuan has been seized of power for many years? My father likes my mother so much, and even now I treat my mother the same as before, but I still have Congyi Courtyard? Don't you still have the eldest sister and the fourth sister? Hui Zhi had the heart to say everything, and she said everything she had been thinking about for a long time.

It doesn't matter if she's jealous, or if she's small-hearted, she's just afraid...

She still remembers that last time, the eldest sister had a fetal gas because of her eldest brother-in-law's errand, and her mother asked her father to go to Aunt Liu for questioning, and it stands to reason that her father should stay with Aunt Liu. She had been with her mother, and she saw the expectation in her mother's eyes slowly retreating, but when she heard the maid tell her father to come to Jiamutang, her eyes flashed brightly, bright like a star.

At that time, her heart twitched.

Could it be that she will be in the future... After she marries Senior Brother Pei, will she be like her mother?

Be a generous housewife and push her husband into the concubine's room. Obviously unwilling, but still have to make a virtuous appearance.

Hui Zhi shook her head in her heart, asking herself, she couldn't do it, and she didn't want to.

Single-mindedly, you have to be single-minded, and then there is one more person, to divide a person's mind, to divide a person's affection, after a long time, how much affection can be left?

If she can't keep it, she will do it to other women.

She has never been a very kind person, the fifth girl in the second room, Sui Ping, is still in seclusion, although it is a sisterhood, but Sui Ping has a heart to harm her, she can't, and she doesn't want to say more good things for her.

Pei Gu listened carefully to what she said and thought about in her heart, but the smile in her eyes spread out, and she couldn't help but reach out and hold Hui Zhi's shoulder, lowered her head and looked directly into her eyes, and almost laughed: "It turns out that you are afraid of this." ”

"I-" Hui Zhi felt that the meaning of his words was a little strange, but she couldn't say what was strange.

"If you're worried about that." Pei Gu hooked his lips and smiled, "Except for you, it's okay for me not to touch anyone else?" ”

This is a thief.

Hui Zhi raised her head and glared at him, but her heart was still warm after all.

Although men at that time could only marry one wife, there were still concubines who had rooms. Although it is far inferior to the status of the master mother, it is finally separated between the husband and wife, and it is a thorn that is neither light nor heavy.

"I'm a bigoted person. I don't want to have more people between the two of ......" Hui Zhi explained softly in the end, "If I am really moved, no one can snatch it from me." ”

Hui Zhi was determined, and her eyes were affirmative.

Pei Gu looked at her and felt helpless, but also felt cute, thinking about this girl, was she moved, or was she not moved? Is this affection moved by three points? Or is it seven points hot?

I didn't know what to say for a while, so I had to reach out and rub the hair on the top of her forehead, "I didn't want others to interfere." There's a fire in the backyard, and it's not worth it. ”

Hui Zhi raised her head and glared at him again, "You go back, I'll keep the chapter." (To be continued.) )