Chapter 059 Belated Declaration
On the first night after the rain in September, the first young woman to come to Kim Jong-ming's house alone turned out to be Quan Baolan. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info This sounds a bit strange. However, if you see her angry look, I guess there is no extra thought.
And to be honest, this look is quite in line with Jin Zhongming's understanding of her - a bear child who is easily emotional.
"You're on a blind date with Min Kyung?!" Sitting on the sofa, Quan Baolan's tone was still extremely strong when he asked this.
"Yes." Dressed in trousers and a white shirt, Jin Zhongming was standing in front of the refrigerator. "Just look at my clothes, I haven't taken off my dress yet, what's the matter, drink coffee or boiled water?"
Maybe it was Jin Zhongming's calm attitude that calmed her heart, or maybe it was Xiao Beck's curious behavior of sniffing her legs that made her heart warm a little, and Quan Baolan's next tone softened a lot: "Boiled water, I don't actually mean anything else, it's just that there is something after seeing the news, so I want to come and ask you, have you thought about the consequences of doing this?" ”
"What consequences?" Jin Zhongming turned his head a little inexplicably, he really didn't understand.
"What consequences do you say?" Quanbaolan's tone went up again. "Minjing is a person from our company, we usually have so many opportunities to meet and get along in private, you go on a blind date with her, and then let her face Eunjing?!"
Jin Zhongming was slightly stunned.
"You just reacted?" Seeing the other party's appearance, Quan Baolan's eyes had narrowed.
"So what does it matter?" Jin Zhongming walked over with a bottle of boiled water. "Drink this, it's good for your body. My mother and Minjing's family knew each other for a long time, and the elders mentioned it, so we just went over and talked about it. It's only half an hour over, will there be a good result? I'm afraid you can't even talk about embarrassment in this situation, right? ”
"Really?" All the blue finally calmed down. "Didn't discuss it at all?"
"Hmm." Jin Zhongming pushed down the water glass in front of him. "As soon as she came back, her mother called my mother, and she already said that there was no need to discuss it in depth, but I didn't expect you to come in a hurry. To be honest, it's really nothing, that is, the media is just talking nonsense when they hype up the scandal, if you think about Ji-yeon's matter, I just caught a gnatle for her, isn't it also a scandal? Is Eun Jing embarrassed because of this? I guess with her temper will laugh at Ji-yeon, right? ”
"I ......" Quan Baolan suddenly felt embarrassed and bored. It's a bit of a rush indeed. ”
"Then leave that alone." Kim Jong-ming sat opposite Quan Baolan with his hands folded, looking like a patient teacher treating a bad adolescent girl. "To change the subject, I've always been curious, and your attitude towards me seems to be weird...... To be honest, is it all because of Enjing? ”
Quan Baolan took a sip of the water cup slowly, and then looked up at the person opposite: "Otherwise, do you think I have anything to do with you?" ”
The speed at which this attitude shifts...... How so? It really made Jin Zhongming speechless.
"Actually, have you thought about it, unlike Zhaoyan and Hyomin, for me, Zhiyan, and Ju Li, your only identity is Eunjing's...... Ex-boyfriend. Quan Baolan put down the water glass, and there was a little helplessness in his tone. Our attitude towards you is actually reflected from the relationship between Enjing. ”
"Refraction is a wonderful word." Jin Zhongming nodded. "Very scientifically ......"
"Be quiet." Quan Baolan scolded domineeringly. "I'm talking."
"Yes."
"It's okay for Juli, she does that to everyone...... But I'm different from Ji-yeon, and the two of us are too close to Eun-jeong. ”
"Is it because Eun Jing can bring you a sense of security similar to that of family?" Jin Zhongming still interjected.
"That's right." Quanbaolan was neither angry nor denied this time. "Jingjing's personality and image really make us feel safe, Ji-yeon is too young, I am simply from a single-parent family, there is nothing to taboo about this."
"But...... The two of you seem to have diametrically opposed attitudes towards me. ”
"It's still age." Quan Baolan raised his head and looked at Jin Zhongming. "Ji-yeon's 93-year-old is still a child, and my 86-year-old is older than you."
"Oh." Jin Zhongming replied disapprenorovingly.
"I know what you think." Quan Baolan explained solemnly. "However, after all, age means something that is not something that looks and image can replace...... Ji-yeon looks tall and mature, but in fact, her age is there, and she doesn't think much about some things at all. So, at the moment, she seems to prefer the current state, Enjing is her alone, without you to rob her, and besides, a senior and brother who know to subconsciously take care of her outside also feels unexpectedly good. ”
"What about you?" Jin Zhongming sat cross-legged on the sofa, and then supported his cheeks with one hand. "What mature thoughts do you have for a mature woman of your age? …… I'm not laughing at you, I'm serious about asking. ”
"I think...... From Enjing's point of view, you are actually quite suitable, and I think the two of you can actually go on forever. "Quan Baolan brushed her bangs like a junior high school student." That's why when you're together, I change my attitude and approve of you, but when you break up, I'm like an enemy to you......"
Jin Zhongming raised his eyebrows.
"Actually, I know it's ridiculous." Quan Baolan suddenly took a deep breath. "But I still can't help but put myself in the shoes of Jin Enjing, and then I can't stop paying attention to you...... Finally, I want to ask you, is it really impossible for you to be with Jingjing? ”
After asking this, Quan Baolan's whole person collapsed there as if he had lost his strength.
However, Kim Jong Ming was very calm. He knew he would have to face this question sooner or later, though he had always thought it would be a question and answer with himself after meeting Eun Jing again on some occasion...... But I didn't expect that a short creature named Quanbaolan would run to his house because he saw the scandal of his blind date, so he asked this question so directly.
"Not anymore." It took ten minutes for Jin Zhongming to give this answer, but his tone was unexpectedly calm.
"Expected." Quanbao Blue also unexpectedly did not lose her temper. "But why?"
"You asked for Enjing?"
"Ask for myself."
"That's good, because Eun Jing wouldn't ask that."
"Tell me something that will convince me...... I feel very distressed and quiet, and I once felt that you were really suitable, and I could see that you both really liked each other......"
"I like her now, too." Jin Zhongming raised his head and replied abruptly. "A girl who is very handsome, very confident, very strong, very beautiful, very serious, and will collapse in private, who doesn't like it?"
“……”
"So, I hope she can be liberated......"
"What kind of liberation?"
"I don't have to work hard for something that seems to me to be doomed, I don't have to stick to something for some illusory achievement...... I've thought about it a long time ago, and the kind of grace that I look forward to and pursue is the kind of freedom that is free and self-satisfied, where you can go to the beach if you want to go to the beach, you can stop the car and watch the rain when you want, and you can go to any coffee shop you want......
"Instead of the current Enjing, who is so tired that he has to live and die, and has to bear his family, teammates, and company?" Quan Baolan's tone was a little sarcastic. "Then why did you leave her? Shouldn't she stay and help her get out? ”
"Because if we're still together, I think she'll be so tired for the rest of her life." Jin Zhongming replied with a calm face but a serious tone. "I couldn't give her that carefree and easy, so I left."
"And then?" All Baolan is still dismissive. "In the final analysis, you still look down on our ideals and laugh at us from the bottom of your heart! You can have ambitious goals for yourself, but feel that the goals and ideals of others are not destined to be possible. ”
"Miss All-Baolan." Jin Zhongming felt that his lips were a little dry. "I think it's necessary to remind you that one person can't completely occupy another person, and I may not be able to fully explain a complete Han Enjing, but you can't either! Don't look at me like that...... I don't think there is anything wrong with my choice, I have been holding her hand and giving her strength for more than a year, and I believe that time will prove my current choice...... Moreover, it needs to be emphasized that even Eunjing's own opinion cannot be used to judge herself, and only time is qualified to judge everything! ”
"I'll tell Eun Jing these words." Quan Baolan was angry.
"She'll be angry and she'll be happy." Jin Zhongming gave his own inference without thinking. "But...... I'm still looking forward to seeing a carefree Han Eunjing, even if that Eunjing is no longer mine! I love her, so I hope she's happy! I must convey these two sentences! Tell her that this is what Kim Jong Ming said. ”
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