Chapter 359: Let the Future Come and Let the Past Pass (7)

When Feng Zhe took the rag to the bathroom to wash, Shang Jing came up from downstairs, she didn't stop when she passed by Hua Manqin's room, and went directly into the office, and Feng Zhe wrung the rag out of the water pipe outside the bathroom, and just happened to run into Niu Yanshan. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Niu Yanshan originally looked happy, and was about to speak when she saw Feng Zhe, but at a glance, she saw that the door of Hua Manqin's room was open, she glanced inside, her face changed, and then looked at Feng Zhe's appearance of labor, so she frowned and walked past Feng Zhe, and even Feng Zhe didn't agree to say hello to her.

Finally cleaned up Hua Manqin's room, Hua Manqin smiled at Feng Zhe, and at this moment Feng Zhe found that Hua Manqin seemed to be much older than before.

Feng Zhe walked out of the office full of flowers, at this time the sun had risen, the sun in the distance was a little dazzling, but the sky near was filled with gray and black clouds, the sky was yin and yang, the air was a little stuffy, there was no trace of wind, maybe there would be a shower today.

Feng Zhe washed her hands again and pushed open the door of her room, Shang Jing sat in her position as usual, there was no difference from the past on the surface, but Feng Zhe knew in his heart that Shang Jing was a little different, because the air conditioner in the room was on, and the air conditioner was "hissing" out, and the office was cooler and felt very comfortable.

Shang Jing knew that Feng Zhe had cleaned Hua Mandiligently, and her body would be hot and she might sweat after work, so she turned on the air conditioner to refrigerate, in the past, she did not have this habit.

It is the trivial matter of turning on the air conditioner that shows an attitude.

Feng Zhe closed the door, but Shang Jing was still staring at her monitor, so Feng Zhe walked to his desk, paused for a few seconds, looked at Shang Jing and said, "Have you eaten?"

But Shang Jing also gave up looking at the computer screen at the same time, looked up and asked Feng Zhe, "Have you eaten?"

The two sentences coincided together, and the eyes of the two intersected, and Feng Zhe saw a smile that could not be concealed from Shang Jing's eyes.

Both men knew that from then on, the relationship between them was no longer the same as usual.

So Feng Zhe said: "No, I'm afraid that there is not enough time, but I didn't expect it to come early." ”

"What about you, why don't you eat it?"

"I don't want to eat, I can't eat, and I'm afraid I'll be late. ”

Feng Zhe sat down, looked at Shang Jing, and suddenly understood why he didn't want Yan Ran outside the door to see that he and Shang Jing were together in the morning, it was not simply because he didn't want Yan Ran to question that he and Shang Jing were good and deceived Yan Ran, but because comparing Shang Jing and Yan Ran, it was easier for him to accept Shang Jing in his heart.

The reason why Yan Ran is simple, Shang Jing is complex, and it is easy to accept Shang Jing is that Feng Zhe feels that he is actually very similar to Shang Jing, with psychological defects, to be precise, he has some inferiority.

Yan Ran is normal, simple and cute, and it can be seen from the class reunion that night that there are many people who like her, but Feng Zhe knows that there is something abnormal in his heart.

Normal and abnormal are difficult to match. Feng Zhe felt that Yan Ran was too different from his own life, she was the sunshine and her own shadow, she was the flower that was carefully cultivated and bloomed in the garden, and she was the weed that fended for itself in the wild wasteland.

Yan Ran's world and his own world are like two parallel spaces that cannot coincide.

Because of the ups and downs of life, no one has ever cared about himself, so Feng Zhe has developed the habit of self-protection, and the humble Girls who are not in a good life situation can make Feng Zhe feel that he is the same kind of person in his heart, he thinks that it is easier to find common topics between women who have the same life experience as him, and it is very convenient to communicate with their hearts, and they will do things on the same starting line, such as Yang Ling, who left his hometown and thought that he beat himself to death, and Shang Jing, who has been scheming and has been cold-faced to people, these strange ways of thinking are actually derived from Feng Zhe's strong inferiority complex, just like he did in college, try not to provoke others, try to stay away from the crowd, try not to be noticed, and try to reduce the possibility of being hurt by emotional efforts。

Yan Ran is not bad, it's just that Feng Zhe feels that it seems to be difficult to get together with her, unless he simply wants to play hooligan on Yan Ran, and Feng Zhe can be sure that if he has the mind of a hooligan and takes a hooligan action, he can easily get the result of a hooligan from Yan Ran, but in that case, Feng Zhe will feel that he is really a hooligan and a hooligan, and this will not change anything at all, the senses will fall into a trough soon after the climax, and then he can only prove his sense of existence in the body of a woman, and there is no benefit to psychological inferiority, which is very meaningless。

Although Yang Ling is nowhere to be found, he has no doubts, Feng Zhe knows that he likes Yang Ling, but whether he likes Shang Jing as much as he likes Yang Ling, he thinks not, he likes some calm and wise ingredients in Shang Jing's body, and Shang Jing's complexity makes him feel resonant.

Feng Zhe felt that he might just want to have sex with a woman now, and to be a physical *** Obviously, Shang Jing is more suitable for this role than Yan Ran, although it is very selfish to think like this, but he is sure that he does not want to carry out a love legend that is dead and alive now, and Yan Ran obviously can't replace Yang Ling, and in fact, no one can replace anyone, Feng Zhe didn't plan to accept Yan Ran at the beginning, Yan Ran is like a passerby, although this passer-by is also very attractive, but passers-by are passers-by.

Like a perfect love movie, or a fairy tale of a prince and princess, he can't give it to a simple Yan Ran, and it is impossible to deliver it to Yan Ran, Feng Zhe feels that Yan Ran should live a happy life with people in the spring and the mountains, and he wants to be displaced from his lover in the autumn wind and rain, in fact, his life for more than 20 years has been so bad, and fate has been arranged like this, Feng Zhe feels that he is powerless to resist, so since he has no intention of accepting, don't waste time, let passers-by be passers-by from now on.

"Six female cadres are only afraid to talk to you......"

Shang Jing didn't know that Feng Zhe thought so much in an instant, as soon as she said this, the phone on the table rang, Feng Zhe saw that it was Niu Yanshan calling, so he made an expression to Shang Jing that you are expecting things like a god.

Shang Jing laughed, and Feng Zhe said teasingly, "Shouldn't I clean up Director Hua?

Feng Zhe lifted the microphone as he spoke, and Niu Yanshan's serious voice came from inside: "Xiao Feng, come over here." ”

Putting down the microphone, Feng Zhe stood up: "So confident, why don't you say Xiao Shang?

After last night, Shang Jing saw that she and Feng Zhe had no trouble communicating with her, and she liked it even more, and looked at him and said, "Are you saying that you have been industrious, or are you complaining about my laziness?"

Feng Zhe said: "I am praising Comrade Xiao Feng's enthusiasm and self-encouragement - didn't Xiao Shang ask Xiao Feng a few words before leaving?"

"Well, okay, the wind is sluggish and the water is cold...... Shang Jing said and laughed, Feng Zhe nodded and said, "Borrow your auspicious words," and walked out.

Niu Yanshan sat behind the desk and looked at a report, frowning, Feng Zhe went in, and wanted to call the director, but still didn't say anything.

Pretending to be okay and flattering sycophants is meaningless, Niu Yanshan will not stop saying what should be said like that, and may look down on herself even more and become even worse.

"Xiao Feng, what's the matter with you?" Niu Yanshan raised her head and asked, "The content of this statistical table for old cadres you made is very imperfect." ”

Feng Zhe looked at Niu Yanshan, waiting for her to explain further, but Niu Yanshan didn't talk about it, she put the form on the table, leaned back on the chair, as if she was very angry.

However, Feng Zhe didn't speak, and Niu Yanshan took a sip of water and said: "The department has repeatedly emphasized that whether it is an old cadre living in the Wuling area or an old cadre who does not live in Wuling, it is necessary to make complete statistics, why don't you do things according to the leader's intentions? This is very dangerous! This is going to make mistakes, how can you carry out the next work of the department?"

At the meeting of the National People's Congress and the Chinese People's Political Consultative Conference this year, Liang Zhiguo gave instructions on several policies for veteran cadres of the Judicial Bureau, such as giving physical examinations to veteran cadres, and for example, when the spring flowers were blooming, the bureau was responsible for organizing veteran cadres to travel to Tianmen Mountain. Several other articles have been fulfilled, but due to various objective reasons and constraints, the work task of this tourism has not been implemented, and originally promised that the old cadres are spring outings, now it is summer, there is no movement in the bureau, some old cadres have great opinions, saying that the bureau is to cross the river and dismantle the bridge, the two sessions have passed, the old cadres are useless, they no longer pay attention to the role of the old cadres, complaining, negative emotions are very big.

For the organization of the old cadres to travel, it is led by the Political Department, and the old cadres department is responsible for the implementation, but after the New Year to the present, the affairs of the elderly cadres department of the Justice Bureau have emerged in an endless stream, and the main leaders were Niu Yanshan was jumped off the building, hospitalized, and sick, and was suspended for reflection and sick leave. After being discharged from the hospital, he became terminally ill again and made a big fuss at the Judicial Bureau, and the three leaders were like competing to see who would toss, so in fact, there were only two people in the old cadres who were really working, Feng Zhe and Shang Jing, and the matter of the old cadres traveling could not be implemented.

"Xiao Feng, a so-so attitude at work is unacceptable, you have to grasp the main things when you do things, you are half-hearted, you have to look at Shu, you want the best of both worlds, how can you?"

The suggestiveness of Niu Yanshan's speech is too obvious, which means that Feng Zhe can't serve himself at the same time, but also to please Hua Mandi, if you want to be left and right, it won't work!

Feng Zhe nodded and said: "The director is right in his criticism, I must humbly recognize my mistakes, conscientiously correct my mistakes, accept the correct far-sighted persuasion and education of the leaders, and do a good job in the future." ”

Niu Yanshan's face softened, and asked, "Overall, the list is not wrong, but what's going on with these two people?"

Feng Zhe looked over and saw that Niu Yanshan had drawn two boxes on the list of old cadres.

As soon as he saw the name, Feng Zhe knew the reason, the words that Niu Yanshan said just now were not in the opposite direction, but in fact, the drunkard did not mean to drink, and was about to explain, when someone knocked on the door.

Feng Zhe glanced at Niu Yanshan, and Niu Yanshan asked who came in.

Pushing the door in was a woman, Feng Zhe took a look and knew that this woman's name was Xiao Na, who was the full-time secretary of Ma Guanghua, an entrepreneur in Meishan County.

As soon as Xiao Na entered the door and saw Feng Zhe, her face became vivid, and she smiled and said, "Brother Xiao Feng, I haven't seen you for a long time, and your work is going well." ”

As soon as Xiao Na opened her mouth, Feng Zhe thought that people's temperament had changed, how could she be called casually in the agency like "Brother Xiao Feng", and besides, she was very familiar with her? Why didn't she call Niu Yanshan when she entered the door, but called herself, is she bigger than Niu Yanshan's position? This is Niu Yanshan's office, maybe Xiao Na has a straightforward personality, but it's really not good to do so.

Feng Zhe nodded at Xiao Na and said, "Hello," and continued to take the list on Niu Yanshan's table in his hand.

Niu Yanshan asked at this time, "Is there something wrong, Cortana, come early in the morning." ”

Xiao Na exudes a fragrance, Feng Zhe remembers the last time he smelled Xiao Na during a meal, the smell was very strong, this will be lighter, like the fragrance of flowers in the moon season, the heart said that at this point, this woman will judge the situation, the fragrance of the big summer is overflowing and smelling the wind for ten miles, who can stand it, it seems that it is a woman's nature to love beauty, and she has the talent to adapt to local conditions without teaching.

Xiao Na shook her hair with a smile and said: "Sister, yesterday I wandered around and saw a hat in the big world, I liked it at first sight, but no matter how I wore it, I didn't think it was suitable for me, how to say it, the temperament of this hat is something I can't control, but I really like it, I can't miss it, I think about it, I think of you, big sister." ”

Xiao Na said and took out a lady's hat from her handbag, and said with a smile: "So, I'll buy it back and give it to you, eldest sister, we can't let others monopolize beauty, then I'm really angry...... You put it on, I'll see. ”

It turns out that Xiao Na and Niu Yanshan are already so familiar with each other, and they are both called eldest sisters, although this Xiao Na sometimes speaks vulgarly, but the way of doing things is very much in line with Niu Yanshan's wishes.

Niu Yanshan saw that Xiao Na sent things to herself as soon as she went to work in the morning, and her heart was beautiful, and she said don't want it, but the person had already stood up, Feng Zhe took a step back, Xiao Na put the hat on the top of Niu Yanshan's head, and fiddled left and right, Niu Yanshan said: "It's a pity that there is no mirror." (To be continued.) )