473. Depression
The recording of Rainbow Angel's third full-length album went well.
Half a month later, at the end of June, the album called "Say Your Wish" was officially released.
The popularity of album sales even exceeded Tianyu's expectations. In just three days, the sales volume has exceeded 400,000 copies, breaking the previous record held by Zhao Hanyan. If this momentum continues, two million sales are almost a certainty.
Offline sales are booming, and so are online. On the day the music was released, their voices were the only ones on the ranking boards of the eight mainstream music source websites.
It was a headache for other singers who sang during this time period.
On the charts, the popularity of the song "Show You" even surpassed the title song "Say Your Wish". In addition to the high quality of the songs, the distribution of lyrics is the focus of discussion among fans.
Zheng Xiyan's highly recognizable voice has even exceeded one-half. This made fans who like Zheng Xiyan excited.
They have been waiting for this day for too long.
Since last year's "My Knot", Zheng Xiyan's career has almost stagnated and rarely appeared. They can only see her in a few variety shows.
The rumor of half-snow hiding was very fierce at the time.
Although it has improved after the year, her appearance rate is a little higher, but compared with before, it is still very different.
The rumors of her conflict with the company and the rest of the team have never stopped. Even in the official forum, because of the debate on this matter, I don't know how many people are red-faced.
Almost one-third of her personal fans have passed, and her popularity has changed from the top three in the original group to the current Xiao Transparent.
These have made fans who like her heartbroken.
But she didn't seem to care, and ran the small shop she opened with all her might. Many fans are worried, will she plan to quit the entertainment industry to specialize in fashion products?
This is not without precedent in the entertainment industry.
However, this song "Show You" can be regarded as dispelling their doubts. It can be seen that there is no contradiction between her and the company and the members of the group, otherwise, it would not be possible to give her such a high-quality song.
And in the later singing period, she began to appear frequently in front of the camera, and with other members, she won a trophy on the singing stage.
And in several interviews, Zheng Xiyan also bluntly said that the online store is just a hobby, and the main business is still songs, which will not change, which can be regarded as a reassuring pill for fans who like her.
is not only a fan, Zheng Xiyan's own mood in this section is also much better. Although we have not completely recovered from the pain of the past, it is only a matter of time before we continue like this.
Her busy work leaves her no time to think about things she shouldn't.
Every day is fully arranged.
There are all kinds of itineraries, some for individuals, and some for combinations. The rest time is also used to design goods. Looking at the praise and praise of customers in the store, even if she is a little tired, she feels that it is worth it.
From the opening of the store to the present, in the past few months, she has poured too much effort into it.
It's as if she's watching another dream of her own grow.
In short, during this period of time, she has lived an extraordinarily fulfilling life, a fulfillment that she hasn't felt for a long time.
was so full that even when she saw Lin Mingyue whispering to her mobile phone there, she wouldn't think about anything.
Her mental state is much better than before, and even others have asked her if she has used any skin care products recently.
But in fact, there are no skin care products, don't think about so many things, you can sleep at night, and your natural spirit will be restored. Like before, there was a period of time when I couldn't sleep all night, and in the end I really had no choice but to take medicine to force myself to sleep.
Then.
The mobile phone rang, and it was a call from his agent Zhang Lan.
"Xiyan, are you busy?"
"No, is there something Sister Zhang looking for me?"
"Well, tomorrow morning at half past nine, you go to the company. ”
"Half past nine in the morning, but I have an itinerary. Zheng Xiyan blinked her eyes and asked suspiciously.
"You don't have to worry about that, I've already pushed it off here. Xiyan, you are mentally prepared. Sister Zhang hesitated, but said in a low voice.
"What's the matter?" Zheng Xiyan paused for a moment, and some bad premonitions suddenly rose in his heart. asked Zhang Lan to call at this time, and also pushed off an itinerary, just to let herself go to the company?
Is this something important?
"I guess it has something to do with your online store......"
After putting down the phone, the depression returned to her heart.
Really, there is always something to do, a little happy, a little happy, is it so difficult? Zheng Xiyan showed a helpless wry smile.
At that moment, there was a knock on the door.
"Mingyue, it's me. Jin Xianyun's voice.
"Come in. Zheng Xiyan sat on the bed a little weakly.
Jin Xianyun pushed the door and walked in. "Xiyan, you know what? The company seems to have an idea for your online store. Let me go with you tomorrow. There was concern on his face.
"I already know. Are you going too? Yes, you're the captain, which is good, and you're going to help me with that. Zheng Xiyan reluctantly smiled.
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Late at night.
Zheng Xiyan was lying on the bed.
Obviously I'm already tired. I got up at six o'clock this morning to catch up with the trip, and I didn't return to the dormitory until half past seven in the evening. After I came back, I was not idle, I have been busy with the things of the online store, and now it is more than twelve o'clock, but I still can't sleep.
Obviously, he was just called, and at most he was criticized, but why couldn't he bear this little thing?
When did you become so vulnerable?
She looked sideways and saw that Lin Mingyue's bed was empty. She's with him now.
Alas, how can I think about such a thing again. Haven't you forgotten it all?
She tried not to think about it, but these thoughts, uncontrollably, rose from the deepest part of her heart.
If it's okay all the time, she can not think about it, but once there are some annoying things, it is really difficult to control them, and the before, the present, those bad things, which make her unhappy, will always come to mind.
Is it another sleepless night?
She couldn't help but show a wry smile on her face.
It's really hard to control a person's thoughts, let alone her now.
If it could be controlled, it wouldn't be called a disease.
She got up and pulled out two small bottles from under her pillow.
After opening it, he poured the pill into his hand, and drank it with his head up.
I thought it was all right.
But now it seems that moderate depression does not go away so easily.