He Meili said words of refusal on her lips, but in her heart she was deeply comforted by Xiao Xianrou's reluctance to give up.

Since being expelled from the house in the last rain, He Yi seems to have evaporated, and he has never taken the initiative to contact He Meili again.

He Meili pretended to be strong, but her heart seemed to be missing. It's not nostalgia, it's deep regret, confusion and confusion. She was suddenly unsure whether she was attractive or not.

The self-confidence of being a woman was washed away in that heavy rain.

She was very confused, thinking that she had received a lot of love, but that love was so ethereal and unreliable.

He Meimei, who is deeply in self-doubt, refuses openly and is secretly afraid. Yang Xue Chan is like the only light in the darkness, a life-saving straw in the water.

Yang Xue Chan spread her feet apart and stood steadily, listening to He Meili asking him not to always follow her admonition, but she caught a hint of coquettishness from her words. He smiled and said to her in an unquestioning tone, "I'll take you to the door of your house, and you won't go in." ”

When it came to "at the door", He Meili suddenly became resolute. The two of them were tugging at the fork in the road for a while, and Yang Xuechan felt that he would not let go of his mouth again, and he was going to make the charming young lady in front of him cry. In a hurry, he is ready to retreat.

"Promise Eleven to follow me to the Shanghai Tower, and I'll turn around and leave."

"Scoundrel, I promise."

Yang Xue Chan was really trustworthy, turned around and left.

No matter how many times He Meili turned his head sharply, he didn't see Yang Xue Chan trailing.

"What a good boy. It's a pity that my sister has already denied you in her heart. On the way to Yanling's hotel, He Meili muttered to herself.

Raising her feet into Yanling's hotel, He Meili had some mental obstacles, afraid that the fat aunt would come to entangle again. Fortunately, the fat aunt fell asleep on the front desk table. Most plump people will snore when they sleep soundly, and the fat aunt is the same, the snoring is not loud, one long and one short, one after another.

He Meili naughtily stretched out her head to take a look when she passed by, and the fat aunt's saliva was left on her white and tender arms along her rosy lips, and she was cute and cute. Holding back her laughter, she tiptoed upstairs for fear of waking up the enthusiastic chatterbox.

Returning to the small room where there was no extra space except for a bed and a half-meter aisle on three sides, He Meili took off her dress and untied her heart. She wanted to take a shower first.

Standing in the room, the door panel is as thin as paper. As I walked, the sound of talking, the sound of intimate laughter was close at hand. It's just that because I'm used to it, these sounds are not like the first few days that made He Mei as frightened as a bird.

She stripped naked and stood under the shower canopy to enjoy a moment of meditation.

After washing and drying with a bath towel, I changed into an imitation silk nightdress, and for a moment I recalled the passionate moment I had when I wore a sexy silk nightdress, but I was immediately rejected by the strong-willed He Meimei.

I remember that when my mother was still alive, she always said that she was a tough girl. When she was very young, she especially hated her mother saying that she was a tough girl, as if she was another way of saying stupid, she just wanted to listen to good words. So she was always angry, and silently confronted her mother who loved to say that she was tough with one anger after another.

In the first year of junior high school, after a physical education class, He Meili and other classmates frolicked to the classroom, running and running, she didn't even think about it, and suddenly understood that it was an abnormal behavior to always go to the hospital for two days from time to time. Her mom wasn't normal. The moment she came to her conclusion, she suddenly stopped, looking around in horror, as if the sky was about to fall.

After school that day, she didn't want to wait for her partner, so she ran wildly by herself, running home breathless all the way.

In a panic, I pushed open the door and saw my mother quietly spreading wheat in the yard to feed the chickens. She smiled reassuringly.

"The girl is back." Mother looked at her and continued to grab the wheat and sprinkle it again. For the first time, He Meili felt that there was no disgust in "Tough Girl", only warmth.

He Meili grew up in the urban-rural junction of a small county town with no flow in the plains. That's why she hates the rural-urban interface. It is poorer than the center of the city, and uglier than the country.

In the third year of junior high school, my mother died of illness. He Meili didn't feel abrupt in her heart, and she had been mentally preparing since she realized that there was this day. At the time of the incident, she accepted it without any problems.

The pain is after the thing has passed. She was surprised to find that even if her mother didn't do anything, there was still a big difference between having a mother and not having a mother.

Her heart was empty. Her people couldn't smile brightly anymore.

She became withdrawn, gloomy, and stubborn.

Dad is a man of few words, his wife is sick all the year round, he never complains, and bears everything in silence. But even if Dad is not silent, he can't fill the huge void, because she doesn't have him in her heart at all. He Meimei's father was missing when she was growing up, probably because her father was busy making money.

Reminiscence. Parents are in harmony. The occasional quarrels between the parents were caused by the mother's refusal to go to the doctor and the father's strong objections.

After the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, He Meili entered high school. Started living on campus. Dad told He Meili that when she started school, he would go outside to work. He promised his mother that he would take good care of her. Boarding students can go home for two weekends on the fourth week of each month. At this time, He Meili went back to her grandparents' house in the countryside. Although grandma didn't like her very much.

The son and daughter of the second uncle's family are more favored at the grandmother's house. couldn't get used to the dislike and cold eyes of others, she replied a few times, but simply didn't reply.

It is estimated that He Meili began to live independently after graduating from junior high school.

Living alone, it quickly becomes lonely.

He Meimei's way to relieve loneliness is to watch the Internet. Just look at the face-slapping heroine's counterattack and open the hanging class. Relying on the brainless cool text ridiculed by "people of insight", she spent the first three years of the difficult time of getting used to her mother's absence.

After graduating from high school, she was admitted to an ordinary third-class undergraduate college in the provincial capital to study management. After graduation, he worked in the provincial capital for two years. I always feel that life is too boring and the stage is too small, although she is only a small clerk doing chores in the company.

Occasionally, I heard that there is a back garden in Shanghai full of gold and silver, called Kunshan. He Meili is ready to go to the gold panning land. I didn't expect to oversleep on the train, and the arrival station was Shanghai. After getting off the train, looking at the endless flow of people and looking at the novel subway signs, she thought, the will of God cannot be violated, then Shanghai.

Young people have the Internet, and they have their own way of understanding unfamiliar cities.

Find a cheap hotel to live in, submit your resume online, and go to the talent market on weekends. He Meili quickly found a job. The salary is good, but it's a pity that the boss can't control his groping. He Meili had no choice but to cut her love. And then there's the trading company where I work now.

In He Meimei's eyes, the current boss is also a strange flower, but for the sake of the salary is acceptable, the boss is not harassed, and the colleagues are especially cute, she reluctantly continues to do it.

An extremely early independent life honed her. She had a clear mind. The current focus is not to devote oneself to work, but to actively marry oneself. In the dates again and again, He Meili completed the cultivation and upgrading of a charming woman.

I thought that He Yi was the destination, but I didn't expect it to fail. At the age of 26, you have to start all over again. It's frustrating.

But she's not an ordinary person, she's a tough girl. Stand up, don't be afraid of the sky, don't be afraid of the ground.

It was in this context that she knew that the girl was not derogatory. Mom was actually reassuring her that she could rest assured. The girl doesn't accept to be submissive, and the person who loves to fight will not be too bad.

After 12 years, realizing this, He Meili couldn't help crying.