Chapter 106: Can I Be Happy?

"Of course. He Meili replied.

"I think about it all the time. In the morning, I thought, what do you eat for breakfast today, in the morning, is the sales going well today? At noon, I think, I am tired in the morning, but I must not be reluctant to eat; in the afternoon, I think, I didn't stay up late last night, otherwise I am most likely to be sleepy in the afternoon; I think at night, will you be lonely? Will you miss me? Or will I be dizzy and don't care about anything but play games? Before going to bed, what I am most concerned about is whether you have slept or not, and no one will care, so I will stay up all night. ”

He Meili lay on He Yi's chest and murmured.

The words spoken and the tone of voice when he spoke made He Yi both moved and itchy. He hugged He Meili tightly, bowed his head slightly, and kissed her fragrant hair.

He Meili does not have exquisite facial features, but she has thick and delicate hair. Once, he asked her to wear this hair naked, turn off the lights in the room, and sit on the balcony with the curtains open, and she was so beautiful in the faint moonlight.

He Yi sat on the edge of the bed three steps away, staring intently at He Meili. Beauty!

I want to see clearly but can't, I want to touch but can't. He Yisheng tortured himself to the point of madness. He went from a sitting position to a kneeling position, prostrate, reverently, and crawled towards the goddess. touched her feet and burst into tears.

In his heart, he couldn't believe that he would really have a woman, a beautiful woman who loved him.

At the moment, he was holding her. Only by exerting force can you feel that she really exists.

"Why didn't you call me once?" He Yi asked.

He Meili felt a chill on her scalp. I heard He Yi speak in a very nasal voice again, and instantly realized that He Yi was crying.

He cried.

He Meili wanted to raise her head, but He Yi firmly pressed her chin against her head, unable to move.

He Meili was suddenly satisfied. He loves her! A man weeps for her! He loves her more than she thinks!

He Meili did not answer. At this point, it doesn't matter if you don't answer. The important thing is that they affirm each other and that they are each other's deep love. A life that is loved is unapologetic, complete, joyful and satisfying.

Apparently He Yi wanted more, and his big hands quickly became unsatisfied with the hug and began to roam her back. After a while, he got into his clothes, and soon, his chest was loosened and his bra was undone......

He Meili was full of hesitation. Emotionally, she wants to love. Intellectually, she should love herself.

"Today...... It's a little tired...... "He Meili said intermittently.

He Yi turned a deaf ear. Continue to review the great rivers and mountains that he is familiar with.

"Hmm...... Not yet......" He Meili closed her eyes, and the only remaining reason was powerless to block it.

Not yet? 7 days is not enough? He Yi suddenly stopped, pulled He Meili in his arms away for a distance, and looked at her.

Her eyes were closed, clearly lustful. She was a little pale, not as energetic and energetic as she used to be. A little weak, the momentum has decreased a lot, as if after a long journey.

He Yi took out a box of cigarettes, took out one, and lit it. Take a sharp breath to calm your agitated mind.

"When did you start smoking?" He Meili was surprised.

"When I'm scared. ”

"Afraid of what?"

"In the end, it's just like him. He Yi said quickly, and his hand holding the cigarette trembled a little.

"Who?" He Meili was a little frightened.

"My dad. ”

He Meili bit her lip, tears falling down her eyes. At that moment, she was extremely determined: no matter how much she thought he was unambitious, no matter how much she thought he was childish and ridiculous, she would never leave him! She wanted to fulfill him! She wanted to love him deeply!

"No, you'll get the happiness you want!" He Meili used her hand to get the cigarette in his hand.

He Yi quickly dodged and glanced at He Meili with a vigilant eye.

"You're tired. Go to bed early. He Yi extinguished his cigarette by himself, pressed and pressed on the marble slab of the kitchen, and said to He Meili without raising his head.

It's really tiring. Eating and going home, He Meimei's only remaining energy seems to have been hollowed out, and she is no longer able to support her empty body. When I heard the pardon, I felt even more tired. He Meili patted He Yi's cheek: "I'll wash my face and brush my teeth first." ”

Wait for He Meili to wash up and come out of the bathroom. He Yi was already sitting in front of the computer with his back to the bed. The screen of the web page is flickering and killing.

"Aren't you sleeping?" He Meili pulled the air conditioner to her chin, and as soon as she lay on the bed, she realized that her eyes were too sleepy to open them.

"You go to sleep first. I'll be in the evening. He Yi didn't look back.

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Zhu Beini put away the professional book "Sociolinguistics" for the exam and replaced it with a professional paper on "Code Conversion". Glancing at the grain sitting across from her, she looked calm and attentive.

On the other hand, the efficiency is too low. I always think of the company when I don't pay attention. Since the general manager called her to the office that afternoon, he apologized to her straight to the point, saying that she should not blame her for her predecessor's mistakes. And her faith grew wildly again.

In the past few days, she has used her spare time at work to read a lot of articles such as general assistants or general secretaries. The more I look at it, the more I am fascinated by this position, especially when I see listed companies recruiting for this position, with an annual salary of 40-800,000 yuan. I can't help but shake my heart.

Two days ago, the general manager mentioned in the meeting that in order to improve the etiquette level of the company's salesmen, he wanted to invite business etiquette trainers to train employees. Zhu Beini's heart moved.

Business etiquette training is not difficult, just search on the Internet, and the content is no less than hundreds of pages. Thinking of the lack of work during the day, Zhu Beini was very impulsive to teach herself business etiquette training. With Baidu, it is best to take a "corporate trainer" certificate, and systematically train the basic skills of trainers by the way.

Chen Xiaoxi's reminder of "not forgetting the original intention" she kept in mind. It's just that she made a distinction: professional review is placed during off-duty hours. Corporate trainers learn during working hours.

After quietly cutting it for a few days, I think it's very feasible. Otherwise, the blank space of the working hours will be too boring.

When she was in English with Chen Xiaoxi on Saturday, Zhu Beini briefly shared her thoughts with Chen Xiaoxi. Chen Xiaoxi pondered for a while, and only said: "Do you want to think about it again?"

At this time, Zhu Beini remembered the matter of taking the corporate trainer exam again. She struggled to convince herself to break free from the shackles of Chen Xiaoxi's opinions.

Obviously, Chen Xiaoxi belongs to the type of person who is not self-motivated, otherwise why would he not go to work? Perhaps this matter is more suitable to discuss with a self-motivated person.

When I thought of being self-motivated, I thought of Xu Wenheng.

seems to have a heart, as soon as I thought of Xu Wenheng, Xu Wenheng's short message came. Simple and clear, Xu Wenheng said that a colleague named Liu Xin would never have anything to do with her, please rest assured.

The reason why Xu Wenheng sent this news to Zhu Beini was also because the perpetrator told him the inside story out of gratitude. Liu Xin (formerly Sister Xin), who instructed this matter, has been kicked by the boss, and no brother will be willing to buy her face to make small moves in the future. "No one cares about your friends anymore." So says the perpetrator.

Xu Wenheng did not delay for a minute, and shared the safety information with Zhu Beini.

Zhu Beini held the phone, very hesitant. To consult or not to consult him?