Bai Ruozhao was the first time to Xiang Bing'er's home. When I was in high school, Xiang Bing'er invited the boys and girls in the class to come to the house to play together at her birthday party, and Fang Yiwei was of course among the invitees. He didn't come, not because he wasn't invited, but because his classmates matched him with Xiang Bing'er, and he was unhappy. Because of the gossip of his classmates, Fang Yiwei almost beat him. So where there is Fang Yiwei, he avoids it. Looking back now, it was really a childish time that I didn't know the height of the sky.

"Ruozhao is here?" Xiang brought a large bowl of stewed copper bones with winter bamboo shoots to the table to his wife, smiling and rejoicing. She was wearing loungewear and an apron, which made her look bloated at the waist. Once a woman is old and decrepit, most of them are in this posture.

"Hello aunt!" said Wakaaki.

Mrs. Xiang ran to the kitchen with her slippers on her slippers again. Mrs. Xiang went back and forth from the kitchen to the dining room for a few rounds, and lunch began. Mrs. Xiang's craftsmanship is indeed good, although she is the president's wife, she has cooked all her life. Of course, Xiang Siming was not born to be the president, and he has made a lot of efforts to get to today's position, from a hot-blooded and hard-working young man to a sleek and sophisticated banker. Mrs. Xiang is not as good as Ma Rufen, she has a housekeeping nanny for all housework, so she is virtuous and good for her husband, so that her husband can work hard in his career wholeheartedly. To this day, the Xiang family can marry the Jin family with great confidence, and Mrs. Xiang is also indispensable. On the so-called military merit medal, there is half of mine and half of yours. Mrs. Xiang's extraordinary cooking skills are all useless here in Ruozhao, and she is stunned to eat a meal. Xiang Siming couldn't help but muttered in his heart, how could the young master of the Jin family, who seemed to be a talent, look like a stunned young man every time he ate? I really don't know what my daughter likes about him. Also, a good skin and a good family background, these two points are enough to give up to Bing'er, and he doesn't have to find fault with anything. After all, life is lived by two people, as long as the daughter likes it, as long as he, the father, is blessed.

After lunch, Ruozhao immediately got up to say goodbye, and Xiang Bing'er took a handbag and followed out as quickly as possible.

"Talk to me. Standing at the entrance, Xiang Bing'er pursed his lips vigorously, and the pear vortex was faintly revealed. There was a sinister smile in her gaze, and she didn't hide it.

Ruozhao was stunned for a moment, and then nodded. He thought that he should also have a good talk with Xiang Bing'er, he would not marry her, nor did he want to marry her, he had to persuade her to cancel the wedding. He drove Xiang Bing'er to the Tongjiang River. Tongjiang is a good place, if it is summer, it will be very pleasant to talk about love. It's a pity that it's winter, and the sycamores that grow across the river are all losing their leaves and are bare. Not only is the season wrong, but the person is also wrong, but the person sitting next to him is as gorgeous as a flower, but he does not love.

"The place of the wedding is in the Jin family's own hotel, did my aunt tell you?" Xiang Bing'er didn't look at Bai Ruozhao beside her, her eyes leisurely cast on the river in the distance, the clear river breeze blew, cold and cold, the city finally had the breath of winter. There was a confident smile on the corner of her mouth, a confidence she had never felt before. There has never been a time like this moment, which makes her full of certainty about her future, and the person next to her, Bai Ruozhao, her fiancé, can no longer escape from the palm of her hand.

And Bai Ruozhao swallowed his saliva, felt the dryness of his throat and the pain in his esophagus when swallowing saliva, and said astringently: "Bing'er, do you have to get married like this? For your happiness and my happiness, please let go, okay?"

Bing'er smiled faintly, the smile on the corner of her mouth turned into a sneer, she sneered unconsciously, not knowing whether to laugh at herself or laugh Ruozhao.

"Love and marriage are two different things, I have understood the truth since I was very young, why don't you understand?"

Xiang Bing'er's gorgeous face suddenly became vicissitudes in Bai Ruozhao's eyes, and Ruozhao felt uncontrollably sad, "Why do you want to do this? Why do you want to do this? I know that I don't love you, why do you have to let yourself live that unhappy life? Getting married is a lifelong thing, and you can't get your husband's heart for a lifetime, why do you want to do this?"

"For the sake of the people you love, you will not make me unhappy, for the sake of the people you love, you will definitely make me happy. Xiang Bing'er turned her gaze back from the vast river back to Bai Ruozhao, her eyes were like a secluded spring in the deep mountains, and the bottomless cold.

Bai Ruozhao shuddered. I saw Xiang Bing'er open the handbag, took out a brown paper bag from it, put it in Bai Ruozhao's hand, and said lightly: "This is a wedding gift for you, if the wedding can't be held as promised, then this gift will still go to your father and mother, and every portal and forum in this city will receive this gift." ”

As she spoke, Xiang Bing'er got up and walked away with her usual graceful steps.

Seeing Xiang Bing'er's back melting and blurring in the warm winter sun, Bai Ruozhao had a hint of foreboding. A winter wind blew, and he flinched. Suddenly, I felt that the kraft paper bag in my hand weighed a thousand pounds. The hand that opened the paper bag trembled slightly, and Bai Ruozhao felt that his chest was dull and out of breath. Inside the brown paper bag is a thick stack of photos of the girl naked**, lying naked in a man's arms. There is no frontal photo of the man's face, either the chin or the neck, and the girl's photos are all frontal close-ups. The man's hand blatantly held the girl's chest, and his tongue unscrupulously added the little red bean-like **. The girl didn't react, her eyes were closed like a puddle of mud, her snow-white face and snow-white ** were presented without reservation, and she was lying naked, naked ** under the man's claws...... Month!month!

Ruozhao's blood all poured up to the door of his head, and a stream of his brain surged up, blocking the door of his head, and in an instant, the green tendons on his temples and forehead burst out one by one, and his body trembled like chaff, his head was dizzy, and he was lightheaded, and the feeling of being so dizzy that he was about to explode finally turned into a hysterical roar: "Ahh The heart in the chest cavity "throbbed" to the point of almost bursting, and roared one after another, coming out of the throat, like a desperate trapped beast. Bai Ruozhao howled. Love, the future, happiness, the only remaining visions and fantasies, even the straw-like glimmer of hope, are now all gone. Everything was like a cracked vase, collapsing, shattering, and freezing in a second.

Wakaaki slid from the stone bench to the ground, the cold concrete floor grinding rough against his skin. His hands pounded on the ground, and his head slammed against the bench. Bloodstains oozed from his fists and forehead. Tears rolled down his face like a flood of bursting banks, and he howled like a mournful beast.

Yue, how can my love hurt you like this? How can I love you hurt so much in the end? Why does my love end up making you fall into such a conspiracy and desperate situation? Bai Ruozhao even began to cry in despair, he leaned on the stone bench and looked up at the sky, I don't know when, the sun faded, the lead clouds hung low, and the blue of the sky became an unattainable thought.

At the end of the dark clouds trimmed with gold edges, Bai Ruozhao seemed to see the face of the moon. Yue Qiao smiled, and her dimples were rippling with the spring breeze, but for a moment, her face was like a struck ice sculpture shattered into colorful pieces, and Ruozhao's heart was also shattered into pieces. The moon was completely away from him. His moon can no longer belong to him, and from then on, the end of the world, heaven and earth. Ruozhao's tears dried up on his cheeks, the cold wind was bleak, and his whole body was groggy. After a long time, he took out his mobile phone and called Xiang Bing'er.

Xiang Bing'er was slowly walking down the Tongjiang River, and when she was scheming and black-bellied, she didn't feel pleasure, and her ears echoed Bai Ruozhao's soft question: "Why do you want this? Why do you want to do this? I know that I don't love you, why do you have to let yourself live that unhappy life? Getting married is a lifelong thing, and you can't get your husband's heart for a lifetime, why do you want to do this?" She doesn't know why she is like this, why she loves so much without dignity, Bai Ruozhao said that she doesn't love him, it's just obsession, because she can't get it, so she is paranoid to insist and pursue. And when she saw him, she felt that she had become very low, low to the dust. So he became hateful, vicious, and didn't even know himself. Seeing Bai Ruozhao's call, Bing'er couldn't slow down for a while, the phone rang for a long time before she answered, Bai Ruozhao's voice on the other end of the phone was fluctuating, she knew that those photos hit him too hard, it was simply fatal.

"I promise you to get married. Wakaaki's voice was calm, as if it were a dead sea.

This is to be expected. Xiang Bing'er was not surprised at all, he could only marry her, he had no other choice.

Ruozhao continued: "But you have to promise me three conditions, first, destroy all those photos, second, let your father approve my loan, no less than 300,000 cents, and third, I will postpone the wedding. ”

"Are you bargaining with me?" A trace of anger rose in Xiang Bing'er's heart, and at the moment when things had developed, Bai Ruozhao actually dared to bargain with her, "You must know that you don't have the capital to negotiate terms with me." ”

"If you want to burn all the jade. Bai Ruozhao almost squeezed out those words from between his teeth, and immediately hung up the phone.

On the other end of the phone, Xiang Bing'er listened to the beep of the broken line and was stunned. She smiled bitterly, he could actually pay for his life for Situ Yue? Why can't she get such a love in this life? No, she has gotten a love in front of her, but she didn't cherish it, and now Fang Yiwei is already a beautiful woman by her side, it turns out that no one in this world will wait for anyone. For the first time in her life, Xiang Bing'er had a deep sense of frustration, and the lead cloud that felt like black pressure was black and dark and dark, until she completely stood in the shadows. Xiang Bing'er had the urge to cry, she immediately raised her head and let the tears flow back into her body. If you don't cry, it's not tears, she comforted herself, and then called Bai Ruozhao back. On the other end of the phone is the voice of a long ringtone, and the low female voice sings mournfully: I thought it was easier for a person to fall asleep, I thought that the night with the lights on was not dark, I thought that the cold of winter could freeze tears, but unfortunately everything was just I thought, if love can only be immortal after sacrifice, if the heart is broken before I understand perfection, if I am still willing to accompany you to watch the meteor fall, will it be a second long live, forget to laugh, forget to cry, forget to say goodbye, it doesn't matter, do everything, just the second hand does not stop, how to chase the hour hand, love you is a mistake and I can't be right……

Bai Ruozhao didn't answer, and the call was automatically hung up. Xiang Bing'er groaned for a while, and sent a text message to Bai Ruozhao: I promised you those three conditions, the wedding will be postponed to the first month, since you want to make a deal, please send a letter, otherwise, you know the consequences.

Bai Ruozhao deleted the text message and pulled out a world-weary smile at the corner of his mouth at the empty mobile phone screen. He took a lighter out of his pocket and burned the photographs one by one, along with the entire brown paper bag. The red stars faded into ashes, and the silver ash fluttered in the air, and the last gust of wind blew, and all the ash disappeared. Seven years of love also flew to the end of the sky with the wind. From now on, whether you are drunk or awake, it will be difficult to dream of Xie Qiao. Bai Ruozhao's tears came to his eyes again, and he leaned his head on the stone bench and whimpered. The cry was fine, the shoulders twitched, and the so-called liver and intestines were broken.

He finally struggled to his feet and staggered along the river. The whole person resembles a shell that has been hollowed out of its internal organs. When I returned to the Bai family's mansion, I saw Ma Rufen and said, "I have discussed with Bing'er, the wedding will be postponed to the first month, you and Dad will pick another date!"

Ma Rufen was startled when she saw that her son had wounds on his forehead and hands, and that his shirt was stained with blood, and quickly asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Bai Ruozhao didn't answer her, but said weakly: "Get married, I promise you, I will do what you want, you can talk to Bing'er about everything, as for me, I have to leave home for a while, don't look for me, I won't come back for the New Year, but I will definitely come back before the wedding." ”

Even though Ma Rufen was full of doubts, she couldn't get an answer. The son has always been docile, and no matter how dissatisfied he is, he will still make concessions to her in the end. He has already promised to marry Bing'er, postpone the wedding, anyway, it will only be a month before and after the year. Let him go.

Bai Ruozhao went back to the room to change into clean clothes, packed a few soft things, and left the Bai family's mansion with his suitcase. He was going to accompany the moon before his life was completely imprisoned. There is only one or two months left for him to live.

Eight Feet Gate No. 18 is very lively. Except for Ah Zhan sleeping in bed, everyone is packing up, and tomorrow they will take Ah Zhan to Beijing. Fang Yiwei was very unhappy, because of his work, he couldn't accompany Liu Ningbo and them to Beijing. And they all appeased him.

"You, it's important to take care of your career. We don't want you to become Fan Jin, if you ask for it, you will be crazy, and if you finally get it, you will be crazy. Liu Ningbo's sharp teeth always wanted Fang Yiwei to use force, he chased her all over the room, and when he caught it, there was a tickle in the armpits. Each time it ended with Liu Ningbo's confession. After some flirting and scolding, Fang Yiwei went to work unsatisfied. walked to the iron gate and happened to meet Bai Ruozhao who was dragging a suitcase. Bai Ruozhao's forehead injury surprised him, and the whole person looked haggard, as if as long as someone patted him lightly on the shoulder, he could collapse down.

"Are you going to work?" Bai Ruozhao opened his mouth first, squeezing out an ugly weak smile.

"Hmm," Fang Yiwei deserved to be a little sluggish, his gaze looking up and down on him, "What's wrong with you?

"It's nothing, I accidentally fell. Bai Ruozhao smiled bitterly.

"Be careful. Fang Yiwei will be skeptical. "You be careful", this is Fang Yiwei's mantra, he will say countless "be careful" to Liu Ningbo, eating, walking, cold weather, hot weather, he said so, and now he also said to Bai Ruozhao "Be careful". Bai Ruozhao nodded and smiled gloomily. The two stopped greeting each other and walked separately. One went out of the iron gate to find his future, and the other entered the iron gate to say his final goodbye to his love.

Seeing Bai Ruozhao's embarrassed appearance, although everyone was startled, they were still very happy. Because Ah Zhan had the operation fee, everyone was very excited, and even Ah Zhan didn't say any more malicious words, but obediently slept obediently. Tsuki took Ruozhao into his room and painstakingly applied vegetable oil to his wounds. While applying, I blamed him for being so careless. She slept for most of the day, drank a lot of glucose, and had completely woken up from the wine, and had eaten some white porridge, and she was much refreshed.