Chapter 52: Finding Pleasure (I)
Xiao Sier was in the private room of the teahouse, and when the sun was waning, the blazing sun was tired, and then Shi Shiran shook the fan of 'Wind and Snow Moon' through the bustling teahouse, and swayed towards the land of wind and snow and moon.
As soon as the sunset showed a little clue, the clean smoke willow street in the day was dyed with a little lantern, the silk and bamboo around the ears, and the song and swallow dance in the beautiful sound Yan Yan, stopped in the middle of the busy street, looking at the evergreen who were laughing and scolding around him, Xiao Sier suddenly thought of a sentence he had heard a long time ago:
Life in the world is nothing more than the word 'seeking fun', but if it is not forced, if the pile is unhappy, what does it mean?
If it is forced, it is the destiny of heaven, there is its cause and effect, there is its reasonableness, it is the mandate of heaven, and there are all kinds of states between thoughts, why not take that relieved heart and always be happy to think that the heart is upright?
The world is full of variety, desires are complicated, the heart is upright and idealistic, and the heart is bent, which is for the Tao.
At that time, Xiao Sier followed Yang Guang to Honolulu to listen to the great Zen master Mingkong talk about the awkward Buddhist teachings, Xiao Sier saw that Yang Guang was not in his heart in awe of the gods who were three feet above his head and the Buddha who was 18,000 miles away, and he didn't mind the heresy of ghosts and gods.
He always had the courage to look at the world and regard all living things as ants, although he didn't show it, and he respected the Mingkong Zen Master and all the Buddhas, but Xiao Sier still felt that his heart was not what he was on the surface.
Originally, she thought that this was just her alone, and she didn't think that Mingkong Zen Master was indeed a fellow practitioner with a little eyesight, and after teaching Buddhism, he left Yang Guang.
"Master Yang Guang, please stay." Zen Master Mingkong called out to Yang Guang when the group of them left, and at this time, Xiao Sier had just come out of the corner, planning to meet Yang Guang and leave with him, but he didn't want to be called by Mingkong.
Yang Guang heard the voice of Zen Master Mingkong, his steps paused, and after a while, he turned around, smiled at Yang Shuang and Yang Yong suspiciously, saying that he didn't know why Mingkong called him back, Yang Yong and they didn't feel anything, and they turned around and bowed to Zen Master Mingkong and retreated.
Xiao Sier was hesitating, saying that Yang Guang didn't know what he was thinking about this time, so he brought a girl and a little maid, and the little maid was left outside, and the girl, that is, her, was brought into the Zen house to serve Yang Guang.
It's just that now Kong Ming only shouted Yang Guang, naturally there is a so-called 'pointing' to him, and it doesn't seem appropriate for her to stay here, so they glanced at Yang Yong who left, and they looked at Yang Guang again, but they didn't want Kong Ming to speak out again at this time:
"Let's stay with this benefactor."
Xiao Sier was stunned for a moment, looked back at Zen Master Kongming, pointed to his nose and asked silently: Me?
Kong Ming looked at her kindly, smiled and nodded.
Xiao Sier glanced at Yang Guang suspiciously, but saw that Yang Guang was also looking at her suspiciously, but soon regained the childish gentleness of that faction, and Xiao Sier walked to him slowly, kneeling side by side on top of the pu fan half a step away from him.
She was more than a little taller than him at that time.
"Does the little benefactor believe in Buddhism?" Mingkong Zen teacher and student's kind eyes, long gray eyebrows slightly drooping, with pity and compassion in the peaceful eyes with a little smile, when asked this, his deep voice like flowing water, only made people feel peaceful.
Xiao Sier was very happy when he heard him ask such a question, only to feel that he had met a bosom friend, and his eyes brightened and he looked at Mingkong and then looked at Yang Guang, waiting for his answer.
"Why did the Zen master ask that?" Yang Guang blinked a pair of dark inky eyes, with an innocent face.
Zen Master Mingkong looked at Yang Guang, smiled secretly, and did not continue to answer, but turned his head to look at Xiao Sier and asked:
"What does the benefactor believe?"
Xiao Sier looked at Yang Guang's pretended to be a realistic and innocent appearance, and his heart was full of slander, but he didn't want to ask her clearly, it was really a beginning and an end.
"I believe in Buddhism!" On other people's turf, Xiao Sier has always known how to please people.
"What do you believe in Buddhism?" Zen Master Mingkong asked again if he was not happy or angry.
"Naturally, I believe it!" Buddha, nothing more than reincarnation cause and effect, starting from good and evil, although Xiao Sier did not aspire to be a good person like a white lotus, but after all, he received a good education and could not harm people. She thought that this should be the beginning of goodness, although she had never thought about the so-called six realms of reincarnation, but at least she could be stable in this life.
Mingkong looked at Xiao Sier, but smiled silently.
After a while, he looked at Yang Guang again, clasped his hands and saluted him: "The sky regards all things as dogs, and the donor has no fear in his heart, and only wishes the donor to have mercy, which is the blessing of this common life, and the beginning of good karma." ”
The words of the Zen master had no beginning and no end, and it seemed that something extraordinary had been said in the dark, but Xiao Sier didn't understand it for a long time, and when he looked at Yang Guang's delicate eyebrows with childishness, he saw that his originally ink-colored eyes suddenly became unpredictable and mysterious.
For a moment, Xiao Si'er was startled by his awe-inspiring eyes, but then he suddenly came back to his senses when he lost that look in the next moment.
Which sentence of Zen Master Mingkong offended Yang Guang, and how did he ...... Is it to kill his eyes?
"That!" Xiao Sier always felt frightened and suddenly spoke, attracting the eyes of Zen Master Mingkong and Yang Guang to her, "I, I believe in cause and effect in Buddhism!" Yes, I believe in cause and effect! ”
"It is said that the most difficult thing to guess in this world is the human heart, the most unpredictable is fate, and the most difficult to reverse is cause and effect. Does the Zen master think my understanding is correct? ”
Xiao Sier This is the first time that Xiao Sier has felt this explicit killing intent from Yang Guang, although the last time he looked at her, it also made her feel a chill on her head, but after that time, he didn't really treat him after all, at most he looked like a child to find some trivial things to take revenge on her, but this time she always felt that he really wanted to kill the Mingkong Zen Master, and she felt flustered inexplicably.
After saying this, Xiao Sier didn't look back at Yang Guang, but he knew that he squinted his eyes slightly to look at her, and his eyes were still full of doubts and puzzles, but the doubts and puzzles were not like the child's curiosity, but more like the superior who knew everything, with that undoubted air of contempt.
As the female benefactor said, this cause and effect includes all things, starting from the human heart, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment and hatred, all of which are the great sufferings of the world, and no one can be relieved. Idealism, happiness and suffering......"
From beginning to end, Mingkong's tone was very slow, peaceful and peaceful, even if Yang Guang had a killing intent before, he was still calm, and Xiao Sier simply admired him very much.