She also thought about telling him what she thought, but she couldn't get it out. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info because she knew that he had paid for himself at the beginning.

For his own sake, he has given up his dreams and given up his career. Can I ask him to do more?

Can't you give him more tolerance and understanding?

It's just that the hardest thing for a person to control is their own heart.

Although she tried her best to be tolerant and considerate, when she returned home physically and mentally exhausted and saw him full of energy, irritability would come up uncontrollably. But she knew that she hadn't vented her position, and this contradiction made her at a loss.

When the once touched becomes the shackles of today, cracks will naturally appear.

The communication between the two became less and less, and the intimacy gradually ceased to exist. She didn't want to do it either, she just didn't really know how to do it.

Zheng Xiyan turned on the light in the living room, and then saw the scene that surprised her.

Path paved with rose petals.

Carefully decorated dining table.

and a sumptuous dinner on the table.

She finally understood why he would let her come back sooner and why he would call him at night. She finally remembered that two years ago today, it used to be her happiest day.

Her heart was warm, and this warmth drove away the tiredness of her body.

She gently pushed open the bedroom door, and the man slept very soundly on the bed. She couldn't bear to disturb him, and watching him sleep, she seemed to be back to the happy times of two years ago.

It was a long-lost happiness.

After washing, she lay down beside him, feeling his breath, and her whole heart calmed down.

The conflict between the two still exists, but she believes that they can solve it.

Because he loved her, and she loved him.

Isn't it?

With a smile on her face, she fell asleep.

Han Shenyan's preparations that day were not without effect, but he didn't know it.

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Ending the memories, Zheng Xiyan thought a little stupidly.

If you could wake him up and tell him what he thinks, wouldn't the result be different?

If he could respond to his efforts and efforts earlier, wouldn't he be disheartened?

If, there weren't so many coincidental voices in the past two days, would they have gone to Baitou together as agreed?

However, there are no ifs in life.

The two who once loved each other have become strangers.

Thinking of this, Zheng Xiyan couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed silently.

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Han Shenyan was lying on the bed in a large font, tired and didn't want to move.

After nearly ten hours of tossing and turning from morning to now, I finally have a place to stay, although it is not so perfect.

There is no trace of decoration on the ceiling, and the white wall is a little dark due to time, and the wall skin has fallen off in some places, revealing the gray cement inside.

On one side of the ceiling, there are several thick pipes exposed, and it is unknown whether they are water pipes or heating pipes.

The room is small, there is little space after a table and a bed, and there is a wardrobe against the wall, but it is obvious that it has been some years.

Fortunately, there is still storage space under the bed, otherwise Han Shenyan would not know where to put the boxes he moved.

The room was boxy, like a matchbox, there were no windows, and there was a cold and damp air in the air.

However, this is also natural, because the room is located on the negative floor, and these Han Shenyan are already mentally prepared.

Thankfully, there is a separate bathroom, which is not large but sufficient for daily washing.

This is Han Shenyan's new residence. He didn't want to live in this kind of place if there were better options. After just a search, this is the only one that can meet his needs.

First of all, it is located in Qing'an District, which is a gathering place for the cultural and entertainment industry planned by the government, where the headquarters of the three major TV stations are located, and there are major brokerage companies and performing arts companies densely distributed. It can be said that Qing'an District has more than 80% of the entertainment resources in Beijing.

Since Han Shenyan wants to return to the stage, Qing'an District is his only choice.

Secondly, we must take into account the price, the capital is already expensive, not to mention Qing'an District, a place where a large number of celebrities and artists live. The monthly rent of a two-bedroom house has exceeded 10,000 yuan.

This price is unaffordable for Han Shenyan, who is out of the house. When he left, he was very free and easy, but it was not without a price, but Han Shenyan did not regret it.

In the end, he couldn't accept the shared apartment because he was going to return to the stage as a singer. Who knows what the temperament of a roommate is, and if something goes wrong, the damage caused is immeasurable.

So this basement became his only option.

Han Shenyan looked at his watch, and it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening. The watch on his wrist is simple and elegant, which is a gift from Zheng Xiyan to him after the relationship is confirmed.

This gift made him happy for a long time, because he knew the meaning of giving a watch.

Always by your side, never separated.

Isn't it separated?

Han Shenyan sighed, this is just a good expectation after all.

When I was busy, I didn't feel it, but when I calmed down at the moment, deep sadness invaded from all directions.

It takes a month for a habit to form.

And it took me three years to get used to your presence.

Now, how long will it take me to get used to this world without you?

He shook his head, restrained himself from thinking about it any longer, he sat up straight and turned on the computer.

Maybe you can start memorizing the script.

Returning to the stage as a singer and starring in a TV series as an actor are the two most important things, and as for the rest, he doesn't want to think about it anymore.

At this moment, his mobile phone rang, and it was the sound of prestige.

He picked up his phone, and the letter was signed by a simple letter, just a capital letter, K.

K is a netizen he met by chance, and he usually has too much contact, and most of the time K takes the initiative to contact him, and most of them are talking about non-nutritious topics, it seems that K has a lot of boring time and few friends.

Han Shenyan just felt that he was always alone at home, and there was no one to talk to, so there was such a netizen who could pass the free time. But now, after getting acquainted with him, I have already treated him as a friend.

Although he doesn't even know whether K is male or female, and how old he is.

However, judging from K's tone, Han Shenyan felt that she should be a young girl, maybe a college student, maybe just joined the work.

However, none of this matters, so K didn't ask who he was, and he didn't ask who K was.

A tacit understanding has been formed between the two of them.