Chapter 251: Diary
After eating, Liu Ningbo handed Xie Ping's diary to Fang Yiwei and said, "You should take a good look at the story of your father and your mother." β
"An extramarital affair, no matter how great and profound it is, can't see the light, so it's okay not to watch it," Fang Yiwei threw the diary on the glass coffee table, "It's you, how did you and my father meet? My father is your godfather, this fate is quite amazing." Let's hear it. β
Liu Ningbo's face became solemn, if it weren't for Xie Fan's arrival, she would have almost forgotten that she still had a godfather in her life. I almost forgot the boy named Ah Ling I met in my sad college career.
Ah Ling, has been dead for a long, long time.
Liu Ningbo's voice also became weak, "Because I look like your mother! I'm going to look for Uncle Xie Fan now, he just called me and said that he has something to see me, you can sleep first!"
"But you said you were going to tell me the story of you and my father in the evening. For some reason, Fang Yiwei suddenly became a little stubborn.
"After I met Uncle Xie Fan, I'll talk to you when I come back. Liu Ningbo said and went out of the door. Fang Yiwei sat on the couch bored, outside the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room was a large piece of moonlight, a bright moon hung in the sky, Fang Yiwei still reached out and picked up the diary, he flipped through it casually, and suddenly saw the name "Ningbo" appear on the page, he was stunned, and then looked at it carefully.
"Cuizhu, do you know? I met a girl at a medical university who looked almost exactly like you, her name was Liu Ningbo. It's incredible, Cuizhu, seeing her walking across the campus with her white dress fluttering and her long hair fluttering, I almost had the illusion that my Cuizhu is back. After twenty years of separation, my cuizhu is back, and it is still as beautiful and young as twenty years ago, but I am old, and your brother Ping is old. β
Fang Yiwei frowned, and there was an indescribable feeling surging in his heart. He flipped it down again.
"Cuizhu, you don't know that Ning Bo is such a lovely girl, innocent, kind, and has an unfortunate family background. She was an orphan who died when she was born, and her father died in a car accident when she was fifteen years old, but Ning Bo was strong, brave, intelligent, and upward. Cuizhu, in fact, I want to tell you that at first I deliberately approached Ningbo because she looked like you, and I missed you so much, but now, after so many days of heart-to-heart relationship, I finally know that Liu Ningbo is not Zhong Cuizhu. You're completely different individuals, Cuizhu, and I'm actually deeply attracted to this girl. At my age, I'm still in love. β
Fang Yiwei's eyes widened suddenly, and his hand flipping through the diary trembled slightly, only to see Xie Ping continue to write: "Cuizhu, I thought that love could be loyal and long-lasting, I have loved you for more than 20 years, lonely, tormented, and lovesick, but I actually betrayed you, I have fallen in love with Liu Ningbo irrepressibly, my lovely little Ningbo." She is such a young and beautiful little life, like a butterfly in spring, I sink myself in her bright smile, and I sink irrepressibly. Cuizhu, are you going to blame me? I fell in love with another young girl in the name of loving you......"
Fang Yiwei closed the diary at once, his chest rose and fell violently, and there was anger, disbelief, and humiliation in his eyes. He remembered that he broke up at the gate of the compound during the day, and Liu Ningbo said, "Come back at night...... Let me tell you the story between me and your father. It turned out to be such a story, the wife he loved deeply was just another extramarital affair before his father's death. Fang Yiwei angrily swept the vase and fruit bowl on the glass coffee table to the ground, and then leaned down and gasped heavily. His hands were digging deep into his hair. There was a sharp pain in his chest, and he let out a low moan, and then bit his lip so hard that his lower lip burst open, and red blood oozed out.
"No matter when and where, no matter what you hear, do you choose to believe me, love me, and never leave me?" Liu Ningbo's words suddenly echoed in his ears, Fang Yiwei raised his head, wiped his face with both hands, took a deep breath, and took out his mobile phone to call Liu Ningbo. The standard emotionless voice of the operator came from the phone: "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off. Fang Yiwei got up and walked out of the house.
When he came to the hotel room where Xie Fan was staying, no one came to open the door after pressing the doorbell for a long time, a waiter came over and asked politely, "Sir, are you looking for a guest staying in this room?"
Fang Yiwei nodded, and the waiter said, "The guests in this room have gone out." β
"How long have you been out?"
"It's been half an hour. β
"Thank you. β
Coming out of the hotel, Fang Yiwei was a little depressed. It's late at night, where will Liu Ningbo and Xie Fan go? Fang Yiwei shook his head and saw the small bar called "Jiuyin" next to the hotel. He remembered that the night he first met Liu Ningbo was in this bar, and he bought her a cake and flowers on the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15 last year, Liu Ningbo's birthday. Fang Yiwei walked into the "wine hidden" with some despair.
Liu Ningbo and Xie Fan were accompanying their lawyers to visit Mei Shu in prison. Because Mei Shu is an unconvicted criminal, Liu Ningbo and Xie Fan will not be able to see Mei Shu for the time being, and only the lawyer will enter the prison visitation room. Mei Shu was wearing the clothes of a prisoner, and when she saw the lawyer, she sneered, "I don't need a lawyer to help me defend me, although I killed someone, but there is a plot of voluntary surrender, at most it is an indefinite term." β
"Ms. Mei, I am entrusted by Mr. Xie to defend you......"
Mei Shu interrupted the lawyer's words, "I said that I don't need a defense, you tell my brother-in-law, if he really thinks about the friendship between uncle and sister-in-law, let Liu Ningbo come to see me!"
"You are an unconvicted criminal, and now you will not see anyone but me. The lawyer replied.
"Then wait until I get sentencing, I'm going to spend most of my life in prison anyway, and I have time. Mei Shu said that, laughed and got up and left the visiting cell.
The lawyer shook his head in confusion, turned back to Xie Fan and Liu Ningbo, and described the meeting with Mei Shu. Xie Fan and Liu Ningbo glanced at each other and were silent. Returning to the city and saying goodbye to the lawyer, Liu Ningbo sent Xie Fan back to the hotel. Sitting on the couch in the hotel lobby for a while, let the waiter serve two cups of tea.
"My sister-in-law asked to see you, do you want to see her?"
Liu Ningbo nodded, "No matter how much my godmother hates me, now that she is in prison, why not go and see her?"
Xie Fan took a sip of tea and said in a deep voice: "Perhaps, the person she hated all her life was finally killed by herself, she feels that there is no opponent in her life, and she can no longer be nostalgic for the world of flowers!
Liu Ningbo chewed Xie Fan's words, and his mood suddenly felt heavy. said goodbye to Xie Fan, walked out of the hotel lobby, and saw the neon flashing on the billboard of the Siwei store, a world of flowers and flowers. She couldn't help but feel that everyone in the world was drunk and I was sober. He was about to call for a manpower three-reincarnation eight-foot gate No. 18, when he suddenly saw a person stumbling out of the door of the "Jiuyin" in front of him, and looked at it, isn't it Yiwei?
Xiang Bing'er helped Fang Yiwei staggered through the alley, and Liu Ningbo gently followed behind them. She wanted to call out the name of "Yiwei" several times, but the voice reached her throat and was blocked again. She was like a mermaid in human form, and with every step she took, there was a sharp pain under the soles of her feet. Looking at the backs of Fang Yiwei and Xiang Bing'er, pulling and staggering, Liu Ningbo's whole person was fluttering and weak. She remembered that when she was in the "Lan Family Xiaozhu", Xiang Bing'er said to her: "If I can be as high as you, then what else can you have today? What you have is something I don't want to lose but must endure the pain...... Do you have to say that name? Yiwei ......."
Liu Ningbo's whole heart seemed to be hollowed out. Her memory should be damn better, she remembered that night she went to the compound to find Yiwei, but met Xiang Bing'er in the office, at that moment, she didn't know Xiang Bing'er, she didn't know that there was such a femme fatale unscrupulous woman in the world, for the sake of desire, killed Ruozhao and forced Situ Yue away. That night, Fang Yiwei did not accompany her to buy a cane, but went to have supper with Xiang Bing'er, tonight Fang Yiwei, her husband, and Xiang Bing'er walked in the alleys of the city inexplicably, and then got on a human-powered three-wheeler together. Liu Ningbo just watched the red-painted manpower tricycle carrying Xiang Bing'er and Fang Yiwei disappear into the neon of the city. A gust of night wind blew, and she shivered heavily before she came back to her senses. When she came back to her senses, Fang Yiwei and Xiang Bing'er had long since disappeared, Liu Ningbo held on to a telephone pole to calm her mind, she was really worried that she would sit down on the ground. There were scenes of love and affection flashing in front of her, and she finally took out her mobile phone and dialed Fang Yiwei. Her Yiwei won't betray her, it's just a coincidence, Yiwei came to the bar to drink, got drunk, and ran into Xiang Bing'er, they were high school classmates, so she gave him a ride. It's that simple? It's that simple. Liu Ningbo comforted himself. The sound of ringtones came from the mobile phone, and it was a low female voice, singing faintly about the bitterness and unhappiness after falling out of love. Until the end of the ringtone, Fang Yiwei did not answer the phone. Liu Ningbo finally took a step and staggered into the neon of the city.
"Why don't you answer the phone?" asked Fang Yiwei to Bing'er on the tricycle.
Fang Yiwei didn't say anything, just kept staring at the phone screen.
"Your wife's phone?" asked Xiang Bing'er continued.
Fang Yiwei stretched out his hand and twisted the bridge of his nose, and said, "Please get out of the car!"
Xiang Bing'er was stunned, "I'm going to send you home, are you afraid that your wife will see it and misunderstand?"
"Please get out of the car!" Fang Yiwei roared, and the tricycle master hurriedly lowered the brakes and turned his head to look at the two.
Xiang Bing'er's face was blue and red for a while, but her body didn't move.
Fang Yiwei got out of the car, and when he got out of the car, his head was dizzy, he shook it vigorously, and walked forward. Xiang Bing'er also immediately got out of the car to chase him, and the tricycle master called out to her, "Hey, girl, the car money." β
Xiang Bing'er took out a small ticket from her bag and threw it on the ground, then hurriedly chased after Fang Yiwei. The tricycle master looked at the small ticket lying on the ground, so he had to shake his head and get out of the car to pick it up. Over there, Xiang Bing'er had already caught up with Fang Yiwei, she reached out and pulled his arm, and shouted, "Wait for me." β
Fang Yiwei shook her off, stood still, and stared at her with disgust, "What's the matter, I killed Bai Ruozhao, and I think it's better to look back and think it's better for Fang Yiwei?"
Xiang Bing'er sneered, "After so many years, you still can't let go of the incident of being dumped by me? Do you think it hurt your self-esteem and love? So mustard, is it because you still remember me as a person in your heart? Remember the first time we delivered each other when we were young?"
Fang Yiwei stared at Xiang Bing'er in disbelief, this woman thought that she had come to such a field, he could only cry and laugh, "You made me speechless!"
"Isn't what I said right? When you and Liu Ningbo were together and shared the same bed, you never thought that you had her body, and there were people who had the same body as you?
The word "broken shoes" angered Fang Yiwei, he scooped up Xiang Bing'er's arm and pinched it roughly, his eyes burning with anger, "You are not allowed to insult her!"
"What I'm saying is the truth, isn't it? The person you cherish is something that others don't want to cherish, and then discard, what does it mean to abandon like a piece of, Yang Dacai knows better than me, right? If you have hated me, complained about me, abandoned you because of my snobbery and sophistication, shouldn't you find someone better than me to prove to me that I abandoned you and didn't choose you, how blind I am? If you want to take revenge on me, you should find someone who is a hundred times ten times stronger than me, not like this, no matter what, it can't be like this, it can't be such a divorced woman who has been abandoned by men. Is it because I got rid of you, and then you were so messed up that you gave up on yourself?"
Xiang Bing'er tried to cut the sore spot in Fang Yiwei's heart with every word and sentence, but Fang Yiwei smiled and said: "What you said can't explain my problem, it can only show that you are a stupid, ignorant and visionless woman, we broke up, and the person who regrets it can only be you." Xiang Bing'er, you probably don't know, now, I am no longer a poor bastard, my father left me a large inheritance, and I am not much poorer than the Bai family you want to marry into. Fang Yiwei hated that he said such philistine words, hated that he was still smiling triumphantly after saying this, he didn't like that he actually wanted to enjoy the pleasure of revenge. He saw Xiang Bing'er's stunned face and suddenly widened pupils. He couldn't control his damn emotions, he just turned away. This time, Xiang Bing'er didn't catch up, she just had her head buzzing, chewing on Fang Yiwei's words repeatedly: Now, I am no longer a poor bastard, my father left me a large inheritance, and I am not much poorer than the Bai family you want to marry into. She only knew that Fang Yiwei had a widowed mother who was farming in the countryside, and when did she have a rich father?
Liu Ningbo had already returned to No. 18 Bachimen, walked to the entrance and changed her slippers, turned on the fluorescent lamp in the living room, and surprised her by the scattered vases and fruits on the carpet. Seeing the silence in the room, he knew that Fang Yiwei had not come back yet. She walked over quietly and cleaned up the mess on the ground. As soon as he picked it up, he heard the iron gate "clang" open, and when a smell of wine came to his face, Fang Yiwei had already walked into the living room. Liu Ningbo froze in place, looking at him stunned, and he also looked at her stunned, but there were many traces of injury in his eyes. Liu Ningbo's heart tightened, and he said softly: "You're back?"
She stepped forward to help him, but he didn't push her away, but meekly and obediently, letting her help her to the couch.
"Are you thirsty, do you want to drink water?" asked Liu Ningbo softly.
The corners of Fang Yiwei's mouth slanted slightly, pulling out an inexplicable smile, Liu Ningbo was stunned, she had never seen Fang Yiwei show such a smile, this smile was full of pain, but it was gently and skillfully revealed on his cheeks, only to hear him say lightly: "Did you serve other men like this before?"
Liu Ningbo's back stiffened, and she slowly straightened up from Fang Yiwei until she stood like a log in the center of the living room.
Fang Yiwei also sat up straight from the sofa and said, "Other men, you don't think I mean your uneducated and shameless ex-husband, right?"
Liu Ningbo only felt that his hands and feet were numb in an instant, as if he had been bitten by an insect, and the feeling of being bitten by insects spread from his fingertips to his heart.
"In the past, did you also serve my amorous dad like this?godfather, goddaughter," Fang Yiwei sneered drunkenly, "You don't think I'm really naΓ―ve and don't know what godfather goddaughter means, right?"
Liu Ningbo knew that at this moment, her face must be as white as paper, because she seemed to feel that her heart had stopped beating and blood supply, and the whole person seemed to be thrown into a cold ice cellar, and every organ was frozen, stagnant and cold. She could only bite her lower lip hard, letting the pain save her life force that had been lost like quicksand. A thin trickle of blood trickled down her lips. Fang Yiwei looked at the blood streak on her pale cheeks, his heart ached like a knife in an instant, and tears burst out of his eyes at once. He hugged Liu Ningbo tightly into his arms, trembling all over, and squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth: "Why? Why is that person my father?"
Liu Ningbo's tears burst out of her eyes heavily, and her heart shattered into thousands of pieces in an instant, a curse, she couldn't escape this curse for the rest of her life!
"You said, no matter when and where, no matter what you hear, you choose to believe me......" Liu Ningbo's tears rolled down like beads of broken thread.