I'm sorry, I persevered to this day, and in the end I still can't hold on.

I thought about it for a night last night, and finally decided to stop updating the book for the time being, and not write it for the time being.

There is no way, writing is my favorite hobby, but when the hobby can't become a career to support my family, even if I like it again, I have to give it up.

The results of this book were very poor from the first day of uploading, and when it was put on the shelves, the collection was less than 1,000, and when it was put on the shelves on the first day, there were only a pitiful 8 for the first order, and there were only 6 for the average order, which was not even a hit on the street.

Before it was put on the shelves, it only got one dispensable occupation classification push, and after it was put on the shelves, it only got two classification pushes, which was also a recommendation that no one paid attention to.

Even if the grades are very poor, I still want to persevere, and I always think that if I survive, my grades will slowly improve, but now, almost a year, I still haven't waited for a recommendation, not a single one, this kind of waiting is extremely tormenting.

Every time I hear someone complain that the recommendation is not good, only one or two recommendations a month, my heart is extremely bitter, even if it is a bad recommendation, at least you can see a little hope, but after waiting for ten months, there is not a recommendation, this kind of waiting, will only be more and more desperate, no hope at all, that is the most tormenting.

Actually, I was quite envious of some people before, who were eunuchs if they didn't get good grades, and they were already eunuchs before they even hit the shelves, and I was able to make such a decisive decision, which is exactly what I lacked.

The poor 6 are ordered, for other people, they may not stick to the shelves at all, let alone the current two million, they can stick to it, this is not something to be proud of, but it will be ridiculed, waiting without any effect, it is completely meaningless, and it makes no sense at all.

It's just that sometimes liking is the best meaning, and maybe it's because of liking that you can hypnotize yourself again and again and let yourself persist until now.

However, life is not only about liking, only hobbies, in the final analysis, you still have to live, the more you get to the end of the year, the more tormented it is, for the sake of life, you can only put this book down temporarily, or to beg for life.

Before the old book is finished, this book should not be restored and updated, as for whether it will be updated after the completion of the book, I can't guarantee this, maybe it will, or maybe not.

However, I don't think it's going to be updated again, and no one should care about it, maybe no one will see it at all, and even if it doesn't update in the future, no one will care.

I'm tired, I have to be an electrician during the day, and I have to code words at night, I have a serious lack of sleep, I often have a headache, I want to be distracted when I go to work, I don't know how many times my hands have been electrified, I took a day's electric hammer, and when I code words at night, my hands are shaking and sore, but I still have to insist on updating every day.

This kind of life is too tiring, and I can't complain about these bad situations to the people around me, and there is no hope ahead, I still want to give up, at least for now.

I'm sorry, the people who have encouraged and supported me, I say sorry to you, and thank you, goodbye!