On that day, he buried his grandfather's body with his own hands, and after a night of collapse, it was as if nothing had happened, and his life returned to its original trajectory.

Or should it be said, he is becoming more and more able to hide his true colors, and he has that gentle face on everyone outside all the year round.

After a long time, I got used to it, and even the fake mask became real.

Grandpa always said that the highest level of disguise is: deceiving others and deceiving yourself. That's the most successful.

He had always been unimpressed, if he was like that, wouldn't he even lose his own personality, but now he smiled and ignored it.

Some things have been done, only to find out that it is nothing more than that.

In addition, although his life lacks his grandfather, it is still fulfilling, and there is the little heel who always hangs out from time to time.

After a long time, I can get used to it.

After the age of seven, he began to pack himself up and go to school again.

People always have to face, face society, face others, face themselves.

Grandpa also told himself that day: "After he leaves, don't hide like this anymore, go out to see more, and learn to socialize with people." ”

However, it's not that his second illness is incurable, but that he really feels that his life experience is really not so simple.

It's like all along, he didn't understand his grandfather and didn't understand his plans.

He has always disliked this ethereal and unreal feeling, he likes to be down-to-earth, what he has, and what he controls.

But he chose to do the same thing as he did with that little fart, and let it go with the idea of "the boat will go straight to the bridge".

This is extremely unlikely for a person of his character.

Especially if you have already let a person go once.

He is unwilling to break the bottom line of his principles again and again.

Otherwise, one day, there will be many, many excuses to compromise oneself.

He let himself have different feelings for Hua Qingyan.

Because she has been with herself for a long time, she has gone through the sadness of her grandfather's death; After a decade-long study career and social life......

She witnessed the first time she killed someone; She joins hands with him on his journey into the unknown...... If he hadn't been by his side from the beginning, I'm afraid his growing darkness wouldn't have been able to accommodate her!

Hua Qingyan was glad that he had met such a destined person in his life, why hadn't he been lucky?

I am glad that there was such a person who was willing to accompany me to walk in the darkness; willing to accompany himself step by step transformation; I am willing to accompany myself to fall into the abyss little by little

Because of her company's company all the way, he will retain his original heart.

Because of his company all the way, he was able to insist on himself again and again as a mortal, resist divine power, and stubbornly struggle on the edge of survival.

It can be said that she has become the warmth that he wants to hold on to in his short life, the long-term unknown of the future, and the shackles that he cannot give up.

It's not love between them, but it's like love.

It's not a friendship between them, but it's eternal.

It is not family affection between them, but it is warm and heartwarming.

……

All of this was unpredictable by Yetian and the master of prophecy, because human feelings are uncontrollable, because the stone of destiny has nowhere to follow.

They only know that his life is bumpy, but they don't know that he is dead and alive.

But he was lucky to have such a person by his side, which gave him a glimmer of life in that desperate road.

His life before the age of seventeen was ordinary, ordinary, not surprising, no different from ordinary people, but a little different from normal people's lives.

But when he was seventeen years old, everything began to change, the gears of fate began to turn, and the cycle of fate was inescapable.

Shocking! space!

When he opened his eyes again, he had one more guide, the initial guidance, and embarked on an unknown journey, struggling to survive in a strange land.

Clearing the fog little by little, he became stronger step by step, just because he didn't want to disappoint the person on the other side, just because...... He wanted to see her again!

-- The sustenance of his life!

And all this, when he saw her again that day, he let go of his heart and was willing to accept the arrangement of fate willingly.

Even if he knew, the future was unknown.

Even if he knew, the danger was endless.

But he still embarked on that different, unknown and untouched path without hesitation.

Because he knows that she is not a simple person, she has no simple identity, no simple skills, although she looks ordinary, but she is also noble like the flower of the snow ridge.

She was too high to be offended by him.

Even if she once deceived him.

Because he had to become stronger, to protect her, to contain her under his wing, not to force himself for the sake of others, so that she could one day act recklessly!

Therefore, he is willing to fight for this goal, to make himself better, to try again and again, until the day when he walks in front of her openly!

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In the darkness, Night Wind's consciousness gradually returned, and his mind gradually regained its clarity.

Even if he still feels weak and unable to break free, compared to the previous state of being groggy and unable to sleep, Night Wind can be said to be very good at this time.

He looked at the darkness in front of him with dark eyes, not the deep disillusionment of the past, but a clear piece of water, full of hope and beauty.

But soon, he felt as if his mind had been hit hard, and the pain was throbbing.

"Hehe......"

The night breeze smiled softly, even if the demon was asleep, he always couldn't see his own good.

Night Wind closed the black eyes that had regained their calm, and murmured softly

"Wait for me ......" As long as I have you, no matter what, I will try to survive.

Outside.

The sun had gradually risen, and the sun was shining from the other side, soft, very peaceful, casting a large shadow in the jungle.

The long eyelashes of the jade-like man trembled, and he opened his eyes that were brilliant enough to make the whole world lose color! (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation ......)