The fourteenth in the sleeve

I can't see it. This sentence was like a life-saving straw, and I held it tightly. The pace gradually increased, and the mantra that I had recited silently in my heart gradually sounded.

Of course, it is the snort that speaks louder than the foot, the heartbeat that is louder than the snort, and the fear that is louder than the heartbeat. Fear is naturally also a sound, like a wail, like a moan. After all, I couldn't help it anymore and ran wildly. But what's the use of being fast? You can't shake off the fear in your heart. And the more I ran, the faster the fear grew in my heart. After a while, I was already out of breath.

Stopped abruptly and turned around. No matter what's behind me, I have to take a look.

However, nothing. There wasn't anything terrible behind me to follow. Suddenly I felt ridiculous, and then I felt pathetic, and when I couldn't cry or laugh, I couldn't hold on anymore and sat down on the ground.

"I really can't see it. I muttered.

"Look again. A voice came from beside him.

I looked around, but there was still nothing.

"He really can't see. I can hear this sentence clearly, it is Senior Sister Bai's voice.

But where are they? It's not funny at all.

"Of course you can see it if you want to. Look at me using the Maoshan technique to open his eyes - 'The law of heaven is clear, and the law of the earth is spiritual...... Quickly see the real form!'

He recited the mantra so fast that I could only hear the beginning and the end. Of course, I heard the content in the middle, but I couldn't remember anything. As soon as the words fell, I felt that something was in my eyes. However, the foreign object was very cool, like a snowflake melting in the eyes.

After about a minute or two, the foreign body sensation disappears and the eyes feel unusually comfortable. Although I am not short-sighted, my dryness and fear of bright light have fallen. But now, I feel more comfortable than ever. But there's one thing - I still can't see it.

"What's the matter, do you still want to keep a hand? This half-hung Maoshan technique still wants to be used to make up the numbers?" Senior Brother Tian teased.

"Say less and stick to your bearings. Xiao Zuo continued to practice. Senior Sister Bai said eagerly.

Senior Brother Bai was silent for a moment, and a string of incantations sounded lowly. This time I can't remember a word. This spell is like an ancient poem, with a strong sense of rhythm. Perhaps because of my preconceived notions, I always felt that there was endless sadness and helplessness hidden in the tone and poetry.

After a short time, the chanting ended. A loud shout almost didn't scare me - "Bardo is colored, through the eyes!"

It seems that everything is different, and it seems that everything is still the same. Between the pitches, the mountain is still the mountain, the water is still the water, and the street is still the street. There's only one thing that's special – there's something behind me.

The size of a ball, gray and black, and wrapped in a layer of mist. It's just such a little thing that scares me?

"Xiao Zuo, what's going on?" asked Senior Sister Bai.

"He's not looking at it in the right position, it's like this from the top down, it should be from the bottom up. Senior Brother Zuo's tone was very strange.

What the hell, the posture is not right, how do you feel that this senior brother Zuo is becoming more and more unreliable.

"So what to do now? It's just such a ball, it's useless to break the law. Senior Brother Tian asked.

"Pull it down, you don't know what to do yet? Senior Brother Zuo said this, and then said to me-"Listen, you stomp that ball." ”

I stepped on the ball and crushed it hard, but I didn't feel like I was on the ground at all, it was like stepping on flat ground. Move your foot away, the ball is still the ball.

"Step, force!" shouted Senior Brother Zuo.

Well, I listen to him. Jumped up and stomped down, and this time I felt it. It's like stepping on a watered balloon.

Satisfied, he removed his foot, but saw that the ball instantly expanded, and in the blink of an eye, it changed from a ball to a football.

"Kick it, step on him, hit him!" Senior Brother Zuo gave me another bad idea.

So I beat a ball almost excitedly, which was undoubtedly a dishonorable and abnormal thing. It scared me out enough, and it made sense to vent. But I'm not a pervert, and that kind of strange emotion doesn't come out of nowhere, because a practitioner's state of mind is peaceful. So, was it because of the instigation of Senior Brother Zuo?

From a soccer ball to the size of a stone mill, I lost consciousness completely. I don't know how much time has passed, let alone how many punches and kicks have been made. As for my ability to come back to my senses, it was a complete accident. It's a ball, and I'm as fat as a ball, so why bother with one ball. When I was tired, I had the sadness of "I was born from the same root, so why be too anxious to fry each other".

However, the grief did not last long, and was soon replaced by surprise. And the surprise does not last, and it does not take long to turn into panic.

The stone mill is half a man tall and looks like a deformed stone, so concave and convex that it loses its spherical shape. And the next moment, the stone mill became the size of a locomotive, and I had to look up at it. It's just such a bad thing to look up. Sure enough, the posture is wrong. I couldn't see the top at a glance, and the more I tried to see how tall it was, the more I couldn't see it.

I looked up a meter, and it grew a meter, and in a short time it became a huge monster.

Why don't I look at it ninety degrees? Why do I have to be so obedient to see it? There was a little remorse in my heart, but there was no doubt that I had fallen for the magic of the monster.

"Is this what it is?" suddenly said from beside him.

In a trance, I suddenly realized that I had reached a crossroads, and the monster was standing in the middle of the road. Next to me is Senior Sister Bai, when did she come to me? Or is she always there?

"Xiaobai, you can see that you are wrong. It's its illusion. 'Seeing the more and entering the Tao' is aspectless, from birth to death and then falling into the state of non-life and non-death, which has already worn out the true aspect. What you and I see is the magic of the spellcaster, and what he sees is the fantasy of the heart. Senior Sister Xiaoyu's lazy voice came slowly. Her position was across from us.

Strange to say, it was obvious that there was a huge monster in front of me, and I couldn't see the other side at all, but I just saw Senior Sister Xiaoyu. What's even stranger is that I can only see people, and the rest of the things seem to be blocked. We were in the middle of four roads, and at the intersection was the monster.

Senior Sister Bai looked up at the monster and was silent. At this time, Senior Brother Zuo spoke.

Senior Brother Zuo stood at the intersection on the left, and this sentence was said to me. "What do you see?"

Listening to Senior Sister Xiaoyu, this monster is different in the eyes of different people. But why did Senior Brother Zuo ask me? I can see because he used the spell of seeing through the eyes to reflect what he sees into my primordial spirit, in other words, what I see is what he sees. But since he asked, it didn't get in the way.

"A ball. I thought about it and replied.

"What I saw was a monk with a green face and fangs, and a rosary around his neck made of human heads. Senior Brother Zuo muttered.

"I saw a monster, with a dog's head, a snake's neck, and eagle's claws...... The belly of the pig was torn open to reveal filth. Senior Brother Tian said as he looked at it, and his voice made people feel a little wooden.

"A cloud of mist, in which a blue lantern glowed. Sister Xiaoyu said.

Senior Sister Bai was silent for a long time, then turned her head to me and said, "What I saw was you. ”