A doctor's scholarly temperament is naïve because he is too idealistic. But there's no denying that he's sincere.

"Do things like mountains, be people and think about water.

Mountain, stand thousands, no desire is rigid, principled, courageous, vigorous and resolute, not vines and branches, men like mountains can stand, and men who stand up can give women shoulders and stages. Water, good for all things without fighting, tolerant of hundreds of rivers, into rivers and seas, tolerant is big, accumulate strength, erupt unstoppable, gentle and delicate when calm, men like water can have a bearing, a man with a grace to do things in a measured manner, leave a room, do not cross the thunder pool, and be at ease, in order to give the woman who loves a harbor to stay and rest.

Today, I looked at myself according to this standard and felt that I was not as good as I thought I was!

I'm sorry, Rui, I apologize to you for my badness!"

An Cairui covered the word "apology" with his index finger. In her impression, the Doctor of Philosophy never apologized to her, but clearly remembered that he had wronged her from various details. She was silly and silly, humble to the dust, and she didn't know it.

Passionate love - self-motivation - reflection.

And after that?

The end is out, it's a renunciation.

An Cairui folded her arms and lay prone on the bed. This ending once made her feel that life was no longer interesting. Looking back now, I just want to smile indifferently.

"This is the last sentence I wrote to you.

Yes, I need to really let go. Because I can't really protect you yet, my promises have put you under pressure, my dodging has tormented you, I hate my own emptiness, emptiness, lust and uncontrollable words and deeds, I am actually a man who is not responsible, and I have not done what I say.

I despise myself, and now I can only swallow this bitter fruit. The relationship between you and me has brought me a very rich spiritual nourishment, and I will often miss these past events and draw wisdom and strength from them.

So, all the fault is mine.

You don't have anything to blame yourself for, Rui.

Thinking about pain can only be a lesson, you can only change your past mistakes, and raise yourself to a higher level in personality and work, which is the greatest comfort to you. I let go so that I could do things better.

Cherish, I love the girl, I wish you always happy and happy, I will always love you, understand you, and support you in my heart. When I truly become the man I want, I'll go back to you!"

Every time I saw the last breakup letter, it hurt like a knife, but this time An Cairui actually read it calmly and even indifferently.

Closing the notebook, An Cairui sat on the edge of the bed, because there was a pillow under his knees, and his calves could sway freely.

After such a long time, she finally saw the first love in her life. It turns out that he looks like this: he is a talented man, he met a beauty, and he started to fall in love, but he had nothing to do with the beauty.

At first, he just laughed silently, but then he was out of control, out of place, and couldn't stop laughing. After laughing and wiping a handful of tears, An Cairui only felt relaxed all over his body.

"I put it down, too. I'm going to do my best!

An Cairui whispered to herself.

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Han Zhihuan went to work as usual the next day, and when he opened the door, he was caught off guard and saw his aunt.

"I'm back!" Auntie was in a good mood.

"The early morning flight? ”

"It's really hard. I was going to go to work, but I was so tired that I had no strength, so I had to come back to make up for sleep. The aunt said that it was hard, but her face was radiant. Han Zhihuan can only sigh that he doesn't understand the world of strong women.

Han Zhihuan's mother sat at the dining table, unusually, her expression was a little sluggish, her eyes were blue, and she obviously didn't sleep well last night. Han Zhihuan helped the aunt drag the luggage into her bedroom, and hurriedly glanced at the aunt and mother who were looking at each other.

Han Zhihuan snorted and closed the door to go to work.

It was indeed to go to work, but by mistake turned the car into the direction of Xiangsheng Yujiangwan. Han Zhihuan wanted to take the lead, but the traffic in the morning was like a dragon, and it was the morning rush hour, so he had to continue driving along the traffic.

The doorman did a good job, automatically recognized that it was the owner, and let him in after a salute. Parking the car in the parking space on the ground, Han Zhihuan didn't plan to go upstairs.

He stepped out of the car and pulled out a carton of milk. The straw poked open, sat in the front of the car, looked up at the floor of his house, and drank it. He drank not milk, but sorrow of 45 degrees of ash.

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An Cairui took out the Hangzhou Business Etiquette VIP Course Manual and reviewed it seriously. While reading a book, demonstrating at the same time. Han Zhihuan's dressing mirror wall is the most handy at this time. An Cairui corrected his posture in the mirror - he always thought he was standing upright, but he didn't expect it to be rickety, and sure enough, there is a gap between the ideal and the reality.

After tossing for a lesson, my stomach rumbled in protest.

In order to establish good living habits, An Cairui resisted the desire to eat and went to wash her face and brush her teeth first. It's just that I can't help but shake around while brushing my teeth.

Dangling to the back balcony connected to the kitchen, An Cairui rubbed his eyes: That's right, the person downstairs is him?

An Cairui quickly opened the window pane, took out the toothbrush in his mouth, stood on tiptoe, folded his hands, and was about to shout, but was disappointed to find that the man got into the car and reversed away.

For a while, An Cairui was not confident that he was wrong.

"It doesn't make sense. You must be reading it wrong. ”

Ahn Chae-rui said to the girl in the mirror in the bathroom word by word.

After breakfast, An Cairui went to the Internet to look for information about the correspondence university. She wanted to share with Han Zhihuan her desire for progress, but she was afraid that this move would be too naïve.

As for Han Zhihuan, the design idea is like a source, and the creativity is bubbling up, but he can't think of a romantic confession ceremony. You can think of things like candlelight dinners, ordering songs during meals, giving roses, and giving rings to couples...... None of them was enough to express his heart.

Rushed to the doctor, given that he has always lacked female friends, the only person he can ask for help is his sister Han Jingying.

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Han Jingying was commanded by photographer Mai Kou in every possible way, but she was never in a state.

McClasp sighed and shook her head.

Han Jingying took advantage of the fact that there was no one left and right, approached Mai Buckle and said, "I have an embarrassing discovery, I don't know if to talk about it?"

"What?"

"Some time ago, there was a small worker on the set who spoke English very fluently, and I found that every time I talked to him, I was in a special ......state," Han Jingying said halfway through.

McClasp thinks he understands: "This is easy. ”

"Shhh-" Han Jingying hurriedly stopped: "But I'm a popular celebrity, and he's an unknown worker." If you transfer him in my name, I'm afraid he will be too embarrassed. If the matter gets out, I don't know how many unnecessary misunderstandings will be made. In case it is repeatedly taken out of context by the entertainment record, the topic is played, and there is an unwarranted scandal...... I'm nothing, and I'm sorry to hurt people for nothing. ”

Mai Buckle is a standard workaholic, except for photography, all that is left is well-developed limbs and a simple mind.

Where could he hear the suspiciousness and ulterior motives in Han Jingying's words, so he waved his hand: "This is also easy." I asked HR to transfer him to the studio, and I said that there was a shortage of people here, and it was better to use someone with a little experience than to use a new person. If HR really can't think of him, I will pierce the window paper and ask him by name, saying that I think he is clever and easy to use. ”

Han Jingying smiled and praised: "It is said that you are professional and dedicated, and you really live up to your reputation." ”

Mai Kou was very comforted when he heard this. That's right, he's not only professional, he's also dedicated!