(266) Concluding remarks of "My Old House".
August 30, 2013)
In front of the old house, the willows are stationed, and the gurgling water surrounds the green hills. The past is scattered like smoke, and it is difficult to talk about a family scripture.
——Book friends sword across the world
"My Old House" began on February 6, 2006 and was completed on January 5, 2007.
It is the version that is typed on a computer.
Subsequently, I adapted it into a TV series, which was written on December 5, 2007 and completed on January 31, 2008.
Input to computers began on February 3, 2008 and was completed on April 5, 2008.
From July 2011 to August 7, it was adapted into a storyboard script, which is still stored in the computer, with a total of 28 episodes.
After "My Old House" was written, it has been stranded in the computer.
On February 29, 2012, it came to be published and renamed "My Old House", originally
The name "Ade, My Old House", "My Old House".
It was not until August 25, 2013 that the upload of "My Old House" was completed, and there was today's conclusion.
"My Old House" is only a first draft, that is, a draft that has not changed a word.
After I finished writing, I should have revised it many times, but I felt confused and confused about the first novel I wrote in my life, and I didn't know where to start revising it.
Published in, that is, to seek criticism from the majority of readers and book lovers, and after getting enlightenment, repair it in order to improve.
Since the publication of this novel, we have received support and encouragement from readers and book friends, and I would like to express my sincere gratitude to readers and book friends who read, support and recommend this novel!
At the same time, I would also like to take this opportunity to express my deep apologies to the book friends who voted for the recommendation of this novel!
Book friends vote for this novel every day, and some even vote for high-quality votes, and some book friends vote for a few or all of them, however, my recommendation votes are only few, and I don't have high-quality votes yet, so I can't return them in time.
I admire the generosity and care of the book friends, and on this occasion, I say, "I'm sorry!"
I am also very grateful to the busy people who applied for the cover of this novel, the impact of the cover on behalf of the peak, the Sanniu AA who wanted to be the cover, and the book friends who commented, encouraged and pointed out the defects of this novel!
The book friends who support this novel are one after another, you come and go, and I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to the book friends who have supported the long-term or short-term book!
I grew up loving literature and dreamed of being a writer.
From the third to the fifth grade of elementary school, I read some literary works, which were borrowed from the library of the school where I worked, the school where I worked, and the family had no money to buy books.
This reading history is an important material basis and source for my writing.
In literary works, I prefer content that reflects reality, and as for the fantasy and supernatural that are prevalent on the modern Internet, I am not good at it, and each has its own advantages, which is beyond reproach.
Besides, in real life, there are so many stories that stir my heart, and I can't extricate myself from them.
In particular, the facts I have personally experienced and heard and witnessed have touched my soul and stimulated my desire to write, and I have resolutely eulogized or lashed out at it.
The prototype of "My Old House" began in May 1991, the story of that day made me miserable, I was so depressed that I wanted to die, no one to confide in, I picked up the pen sadly, narrated the sad facts, to pour the block in my heart, in order to seek liberation.
The prototype is not a novel, but a TV script.
Without any common sense of script writing, I wrote on and off for seven years, and then I dropped out, and at that time, I was working and had no more time.
I've been writing for seven years, but I've only written a dozen episodes, some of which are only a few pages, and it's really not yet formed.
On January 25, 2006, I went to my sons in Beijing and lived with them.
Originally, I was going to apply for a teaching job, but for many reasons, I didn't get what I wanted.
I thought of continuing to write, but didn't want to write a follow-up to the screenplay, to rewrite the novel.
Or without any common sense of writing, a blind man fishes and writes alone.
I didn't have the original record of the story, and I disposed of the meagre diary, and with memory, I made a large frame design.
With "I" as the narrator, it tells the tragedy of the marriage of three generations and four pairs of mother, brother, myself, and son, which is interspersed with social corruption.
The tragedy of the mother, abbreviated, mainly narrated, descriptive, is quite a minimal.
The tragedy of the brother is more detailed, and the narrative description is balanced.
My tragedy is written in detail and described more.
The tragedy of the son is more detailed, and the narrative is both narrated and described.
These four parts are based on the tragedy of "me", and "I" is the protagonist of the book.
The writing of these three generations and four pairs of marital tragedies, needless to say, is derived from reality, not apocryphal, but not a copy of real life, it comes from life, is higher than life, and is a typical product.
In the novel, 80%-90% of the things written are real events, and the other percentages are fictional components.
In the novel, there are four most important fictions: Chen Zhongxiao's affair, Chen Zhiqiang's unfilial piety, Chen Zhongxiao's death, and Xiao Lan's death.
The detachment from reality in these four places is mainly for the tragedy of Xiao Lan, the protagonist of the novel, "I" is a tragic character, whether it is fate, or the outside world, or even the tragedy caused by subjectivity, it is all touching.
In order to highlight the tragedy of "me", the death of "me" is written, and it is not a natural or man-made disaster, not an incurable disease, but a death from a spiritual breakdown, that is, the unfilial piety and betrayal of "me" by the son for whom "I" suffered and sacrificed everything in his life.
"I" are completely desperate, I don't have the courage to live, why don't I die?
The first element of the tragedy of three generations and four pairs of marriages is the improper choice of people, because personal origin cannot be chosen, and the spouse of marriage can be chosen.
Whether it is the choice of the marriage itself or the arrangement of the parents, it is the reason, and the rest is the tragedy caused by the domination of society, concepts, characters, cognitions, hidden nets, etc.
The reason why I write about the evil consequences of this evil fate is that the reality has inspired me, and secondly, I want to exhort the people of the world to treat life correctly, to deal wisely with others, to control their own destiny, and to strive for happiness.
The novel celebrates the truth, goodness and beauty, and lashes out at the false and ugly.
The novel is not limited to the unhappy marriage itself, but is naturally linked to the harmony of society and the future of the country, which gives the novel a deeper and broader social significance.
While narrating the tragedy of marriage, it also narrates personal work and future, exposes corruption, lashes out at high-ranking rulers, and writes about their ugly souls, making the content of the novel broader and the theme of the novel more far-reaching.
Some people say that "My Old House" is autobiographical, and I can only say that there is me, but not me.
The novel has the shadow of real life, and perhaps the real component is very strong, but it is not equal to reality, and it cannot be regarded as my autobiography.
In reality, I am indeed a tragic figure, my parents fell apart when I was young, my family life was difficult, my husband was separated from morality when I grew up, and the war was raging, I lost my son in old age, I was lonely, my younger brothers and sisters died of illness, I lost my arm, my granddaughter broke my trust, and I was lonely in the empty nest.
This kind of tragic life can't help but make me vent the blocks in my chest.
The publication of "My Old House" also took a lot of detours, because I was old and my computer knowledge was too poor.
I don't know how to go online, I don't know how to go to the starting point, it's all other people's help, and other people's nicknames give me, this is just a name, not a generation. I don't have the heart to pretend to be a senior. In commemoration, I did not change my name.
When I first uploaded the novel, I didn't know how not to use the physical version, but I uploaded it every day, and it was more than 10,000 words. After uploading hundreds of thousands of words, the book friend pointed out, and I suddenly became enlightened and changed my course.
"My Old House" is finally finished, but it has one of my thoughts.
Here, I would like to express my sincere gratitude for giving my novel a platform to publish!
The old house is a kind of complex and a symbol (the comment of the book friend Changbai Mountain primeval forest).
Phoenix Nirvana, where is it flying?