Autumn in the heart

It's been a busy few days, everyone forgive me, my sister is hospitalized, and I have to take two babies and work. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

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She stood by the sea, letting the scorching sun scorch her fair skin. Long hair braids hang down at the sides, covering the erect twin peaks. The wide robe loosely cuffs over the slender body. She stood like two rocks on the seashore, but no one was looking. In the distance, there is an ambiguous and vague blue where the sea and the sky meet, and a few seabirds are flying back and forth with a clamour. Surrounded by a restless crowd of people who flocked to the two stones. She let out an eerie sneer. Heaven and earth darkened in a dazzling light. Everything around becomes dim, like an old photo stale background. Her head swelled in an instant, and her limbs dragged her heavily, falling in the direction of gravity. The last moment she closed her eyes, she saw the crowd start to stir and scream, and the two stones of Tianya and Haijiao turned into two impersonal black dots.

She woke up two days later, in the hospital. Surrounded by a sea of white. She lay on her hospital bed, staring vacantly at the ceiling. The white ceiling is empty, like the vast sea water of Sanya. By the sea, the end of the world and the cape stood straight and straight, but she only dared to walk to the pillar of the southern sky. is the same stone, those two stones carry too many people's beautiful expectations for love, and she has never been close to that beautiful expectation. So, standing under a pillar in the south sky, she took a whole bottle of sleeping pills. She felt unbridled when the white pills were stuck in her throat. Death, she fantasized about it countless times, and it was not terrible to implement. Then she threw herself straight to the scorching sun. There are gulls chirping on the sea, and unruly teenagers roaring past on motorboats.

The door to the ward was opened, and a woman walked in. He is 1.6 meters tall, with coffee-colored curly hair, and is a little plump. No fat powder, but it can still be. It's a pity that the woman's face is full of fatigue, and every piece of loose flesh is full of hatred. The hatred seemed insignificant to her fluttering sick body. She was still lying upright.

Bitch, it's painful when a woman screams these two words, she's a Sven person, and she can't do the action of a shrew scolding the street, but people say that you can't be reasonable with a woman outside her husband, because she will tolerate adultery, so she gritted her teeth and shouted, you are ruthless enough, you want to take advantage of a man, but you are played by a man!

What a flirtatious invective. She laughed and slowly stood up. Dizziness and swelling, the world spinning. The body is like an empty shell, which shatters when it is knocked out.

At this time, a nurse came in and said coldly, the patient should rest, speak quietly.

She waved to the little nurse and motioned for her to go out. The door continues to close, and the confrontation continues. The woman's eyes were bloodshot, and if she hadn't been lying on the hospital bed and had just come back from the ghost gate, the woman would have pounced on her teeth and claws.

Why do you want to belittle me? Isn't degrading you to belittle me? We're just falling in love with the same man. She said lightly. She didn't want to pay attention to the woman, but she opened her mouth eventfully.

Love: A woman looks up to the sky and laughs wildly, you hurt others cruelly in the name of love, you destroy our family, you force him to face his own family. You are harming him, and you are harming us. The woman is righteous and strict, and she is heartbroken.

She began to find women interesting. Such a passionate vitality is completely different from her, she is just a withered body.

She saw her bag on the bedside table, she pulled it open, pulled a cigarette out of it, lit it, and took a nonchalantly puff. White smoke came out of her mouth, not on the woman's face, but just curling between them.

Do I have that much deterrent power in your family? Whether the family is safe or not depends on how you control it alone. Don't be crazy, your husband is still your husband, your home is still your home. She said slowly, with the smile of a bad woman. In fact, what she said was reasonable, but in the eyes of women, it was extremely provocative and unreasonable.

Fart!, the woman continued to explode. You slut, you viper woman, where is your conscience? The woman's eyes moistened because of emotion.

She continued to smoke, her body fluttering like a piece of paper in the smoke. If you think I'm so bad, why do you ask me to have a conscience?

The woman couldn't bear it anymore, she couldn't stand her understated haughty expression, she shook her violently, she wanted to crush her between the palms of her hands. She is her enemy. Because of this slut, her loyal husband for more than ten years betrayed her, and her happy family story became a laugh for her friends. She hated her so much, she hated her dead. Even if it is the same death. She was almost crazy and quarreled with everyone, her father-in-law, and her mother-in-law. She yelled at her lovely daughter. She wanted to smash everything. Her good husband betrayed her. But the in-laws defended their son. She felt like a lonely person on all sides, and she almost got into a fight with her father-in-law, but a gentle hand behind her patted her shoulder and stopped a gunsmoke. She turned back to her younger siblings. Because they live under the same roof, they bump and rub each other. And now, the younger siblings have come to persuade them. How can the love be embarrassed? She wants her to die, she wants her not to die well.

She was like a boneless rabbit in a woman's hands, fiddling with her as she pleased. She was expressionless, not resisting, and not moving. The cigarette slid down tremblingly in her hand, long soot scattered, gray crumbs floating in the air, exuding a decadent and disorienting smell of tobacco. The woman was tired, let go of her, and screamed, You're a demon! You're a devil! You're terrible!

Her body fluttered from the air and landed on the bed. She stared ahead with her empty eyes open. The woman's plump body is like air. Her empty gaze easily pierced through the body.

Why do you want others to hate you? You just want others to hate you! The woman's head shook uneasily, tears glistened in her eyes, and her voice became weak. After a long night of talking with him, I don't know what kind of slut you are? I want to take advantage of men, but I am toyed with by men!

She staggered to her feet, floated to the door like a ghost, opened the door of the ward, looked back at the woman, her eyes finally focused, and carefully swept the woman's face, and said, You have been married to her for more than ten years, do you think he is a man who can play with women? What is the truth? You want to know, but unfortunately, you never know. Because you are not a party. Then she looked out the door, and there were many little nurses in white coats in and out of each ward in the corridor. They are the same age as her, but they are as delicate and energetic as flowers. And what about her? Like henna that has been kneaded dry and the juice is left with only a transparent and fragile shell.

You're soothing! The woman moved up to her and looked at her hatefully. Her face was extremely pale, but she was still stubborn and gasped, like a decaying but vigorous plant, growing and swimming eeriely like a snake.

I love him, he loves me or not, can't you really see it? Or are you deceiving yourself?" she asked the woman.

The woman laughed, generously for the first time, the corners of her mouth raised, and she tried to lift the falling skin. Do you trust a man's words?

She laughed too, laughing so hard that tears came out of her eyes. If you can trust a man's words, I can't believe it?

The woman stopped laughing, looking embarrassed. At this moment, she immediately realized her absurdity, is the husband and wife who have loved for more than ten years just a self-deceived deception?

Ran Yu climbed the high mountain, and Yuemeng fell asleep in the small cabin on the hillside. Outside the chalet is a dense pomelo forest. In late autumn, the pomelo is about to ripen. The hillside is filled with the unexpected aroma of grapefruit mint. As he walked into the grapefruit grove, he saw the cabin from afar. The old wood was covered with shady moss, and small clumps of stubborn grass grew on the damp and dilapidated stone steps. Yuemeng sat on the stone steps, wearing a white skirt that exposed a large area of bare skin, and her white arms were frozen blue and purple in the autumn wind of the deep mountains. She cowered, folded her arms, shrunk her feet, and looked up at him with a shaky wob.

Yuemeng, he called out to her a little angrily, and at the same time flew towards her. His heart ached in the whizzing wind. She stood up, shivering in the cold wind. He took her into his arms and kissed her forehead like a doting daughter. Then, he raised his head in a panic, covered her forehead with his palm, and exclaimed, You have a fever, I have to take you to the hospital.

Her face instantly lost color, and she turned around and ran back into the house. The moment the door was closed by her, he held it up, and they looked at each other in the gap.

Moe, please, get out of here. He is soft.

Her tears fell instantly. There was a desolate look of despair on his face. She opened the door, rushed into his arms, hugged him, kissed him. Their tongues intertwined wildly. Suddenly, he screamed and pushed her away, and a salty liquid came out of the tip of his tongue, and the slightest pain felt to the bottom of his heart. He saw fresh blood on her lips and a demonic grin. She laughed as she ran into the depths of the grapefruit forest, her thin white dress fluttering in the autumn wind. She plucked a green grapefruit and put it to her mouth to bite it, and the bitter and cold taste filled her mouth and went down her esophagus.

Coconut!, she said to him cheerfully, holding up the broken grapefruit. He knew that her memory stayed in Hainan.

The tall coconut trees grow brilliantly and dazzlingly. Brown coconuts come in groups of three or five, hugging each other on the straight trunks. The broad leaves of the coconut tree are like gorgeous water sleeves flattened in the wind. Ran Yu stayed at all hotels in Sanya. He spent a lot of money and finally found Yuemeng in the special services. Yuemeng's heavy makeup is already the top brand in the hotel. When she opened the door of the room and saw that the guest who ordered her was Ran Yu, her fingers holding the cigarette trembled slightly, and the look on her face was stunned for a moment, but she immediately regained her gorgeous smile.

Moe. Ran Yu hugged her into his arms. I've had a hard time looking for you.

She pushed him away and lifted his chin to kiss him on the lips. My name is not Mengmeng, my name is Meng Xintong. Have you ever heard of that name? Here, it's a beautiful name, and everyone knows it. If you want to see me, you'll have to spend a lot of money, and you'll break the bank tonight.

She spoke uninhibitedly, pinched her cigarette, and went into the bathroom. Then he heard the sound of water running in the shower. The glass of the bathroom reflects the outline of her carcass. He sat back on the bed in a daze. After a long time, she came out of the bathroom, with a bath towel wrapped around her body, white and smooth fragrant shoulders and thighs. Long wet hair, residual makeup, water-diluted rouge and eyeshadow, but still bright red lips. She walked up to him, straddled his laps, and put her hands around his neck. They looked at each other. He saw the vicissitudes and desolation in her eyes. They kissed, hugged, intertwined and never separated, and then rolled together on the empty bed. Meng Meng, he kissed her eyebrows, eyes and forehead, and his heart hurt so much. My name is Meng Xintong. When she got up, the hotel room was broken down and many police officers rushed in. Shouting, shouting, flashing lights, and the wife's hysterical cries and desperate eyes.

Because *** he was fined. Because *** Meng Meng went to jail.

When I went to see her in prison, she had a salty expression on her face. My name is not Mengmeng, my name is Meng Xintong.

No matter what your name is, I'm going to get you out. He said.

But she had already hung up the mic. In the glass, he watched as she staggered to her feet, her thin back reflected as a cold stone.

He found a relationship from his hometown and found Hainan all the way. But she refused bail. She was sentenced to six months in prison. He asked for leave from the unit and came to Hainan to wait for her to be released from prison. However, she got into fights with other inmates in prison, and her sentence was extended to one year. A year later, she was released from prison. He was waiting for her outside the prison gates. The tall iron door was slammed open, and she floated out like a fluttering piece of paper. He took her back to his hometown.

She became unusually well-behaved.

He said that she followed me when she was young, and she can't abandon her now that she is old, and you, I will take care of you for the rest of your life.

She cried every day, until she finally lost her mind.

Autumn in the heart. Yuemeng pointed to the branch of the grapefruit tree. Autumn in the heart, autumn in the heart, isn't it sorrow? Yuemeng hummed and sang a fragmentary tune, spinning and running lightly in the depths of the grapefruit forest. A smile spread across her pale face.

Ran Yu looked at her thin white body and fell into deep thought: You can love, or not, you can not love, or love, it is all a wordless ending.