Erman drove to Lixuan's house, a two-bedroom hut with flowers and plants on the balcony, the walls painted pale blue with traces of glue, and the small space was surrounded by books, most of them hardcover design books, which together felt like they were expensive enough to buy three Apple Macs. There is a small sofa in front of the TV in the living room, pure and capable milky white (enough for four people to sit), there is a small black glass tempered coffee table in front of the sofa, there is a set of tea sets on the coffee table, and next to it is a jar of TWG Shengxi gold and silver needles. There was a blanket on the couch, and a pillow fell to the floor. This may be a simple but warm home for a single man.

Lixuan beckoned Erman to sit down and began to make her tea. Erman looked around and felt that although such a room was not large, it was comfortable to live alone. She is looking forward to getting the money to go out and rent a house, and also to carefully arrange her own space.

Before Erman could finish observing the furnishings of the house, Li Xuan asked: "You have also seen it, my house is like this, two bedrooms and one living room, and the other bedroom only has one bed, if you can't rent a house for the time being, you can live here with me first, as long as you are not too small and not too troublesome." ”

"Thank you for taking me in at such a late hour." There seemed to be a hint of sadness in Erman's words, "But fortunately, next week, I signed a huge insurance policy, which is enough to pay for a year's house, and the house has been seen three or four times, close to the place of work, and I will probably consider moving after getting the commission." ”

"Not going back?"

"Not yet! Let's calm down for a while. She turned her gaze to a corner table in the living room, and saw a photo of two men laughing, one was Lixuan, and the other was a little bearded, so she asked, "Who is the person next to you in the photo?" ”

Erman's topic changed a little quickly, and Li Xuan didn't react for a while, paused and asked, "What photo?" ”

Erman pointed to the photo, and Li Xuan looked at the corner table according to the map, then smiled and said, "Oh, I bow brother." ”

"I didn't think you'd ever bow to someone?"

Li Xuan just squeezed out a smile awkwardly and said, "Actually, it's just a friend, which makes you notice." You're really observant. ”

"I just want to look around, can I find a little clue about your ex-girlfriend, I want to see what she looks like, and I can fascinate you so much that I still don't talk about marriage."

"It's all in the past, why are you talking about her?" Li Xuan felt a sense of grievance in his heart.

"Since it's all in the past, why not let it pass and regain the motivation to fall in love? …… It's just that I want to ask you a question, I don't know if to talk about it? ”

Li Xuan was a little surprised, what the hell was the problem. He looked at her seriously, "Huh? "Yes.

"Look at you nervous, did you do something wrong, afraid that people would find out?" Erman deliberately played up the atmosphere, and she asked slowly, "What the hell is going on between you and Shutao?" Li Wen said that night she saw you come out of the room of the book peach? ”

Li Xuan's heart sank, and he said softly: "I just told her about my ex, you also know this, of course, the result is still the same, no one can give me ideas, I just find someone to vent the bitterness in my heart." By the way, let's not talk about this, let's talk about Li Wen, she called me today, did she call you later? “

"She just asked me about my resignation, and I asked her to submit her resume first, and if the interview is OK, she will resign and hand over, and it is not too late. You say that people always have to think about the back road, and they can't hit the south wall all at once, right? ”

"I'm not talking about it, and the resignation may be just a moment of anger for her. What I'm talking about is, how can Chen Hao's wife know where her parents' house lives and where her company is? Even though we work in the same building, I don't really know what floor her company is on, but sometimes I meet and chat in the pantry restaurant on the first floor, and she never tells me what floor she is. ”

Erman thought for a moment and said, "Could it be her colleague?" ”

"I don't know much about that." After Li Xuan finished speaking, he got up, "I have prepared a new sheet for you, toothbrushes, and skin care products are all men's, I will go down tonight, you can bring some by yourself tomorrow, there are a lot of things to deal with today, I'm a little sleepy, I'll go to sleep first." ”

"Okay, you go, I'll go to sleep after taking a shower."

Erman looked at the man who walked into the bedroom, and he was not sure what kind of relationship he had with Shutao.

Three years ago, he came to tell him that he had broken up with his ex, and Erman immediately confessed to him, but Lixuan may have just fallen out of love at that time and was in a bad mood, so he just gave an excuse that he didn't want to fall in love at present.

After half a year, Erman mentioned it again, the reason became that he didn't like women younger than himself, to this point of view, his ex should be older than him, if he guessed correctly, this woman should be a married woman, otherwise why would Li Xuan dodge and dodge when he mentioned this matter, and he was also undecided about this woman, and he didn't know what to do.

Later, in order to test whether Lixuan really felt something, he found a boyfriend, but Lixuan did not react because of this. didn't talk for a year, and because of this man's cheating, he never fell in love again. She only likes Lixuan in her heart, so she feels that if she finds a replacement to support the façade so that she will survive, it is better to live alone.

But Lixuan has always been so meticulous to Erman as sympathetic, any troubles will help her out, any difficulties will be solved with her, many times, he does more to her than his lover, which makes her overwhelmed.

Because Li Xuan has always been a cautious and cold person, he socializes with anyone, any friend, with a gentleman's friendship and a light attitude, and rarely takes care of and mixes with other friends. But when it comes to Erman, he is caring. This left her at a loss.

Erman slowly discovers in him that the real cruelty is not that the person you love rejects you, indifferently you or ignores you, but that the person you love can do everything to love you in front of you, but you know that he doesn't love you at all. It's like being kidnapped at the same time in a luxury car for the first time, with overlapping contradictions.

She stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, looking at her gradually loose skin, and the markings that needed two layers of BB cream to cover during the day, and her heart tightened. Yes, as her mother said, if a woman doesn't marry again, she can't get married.

However, she can't so casually use her love as a bet to gamble on a marriage that is uncertain about life and death.

This may be the tragedy of being a woman.

This misery begins in nature.

This misery comes from the single-mindedness of women.

This kind of misery is a woman's dedication, obsession, stubbornness, and refusal to admit defeat in love.

The sperm carries a substance that can dissolve the outer covering of the egg, penetrates the egg, and when one sperm enters the egg, the other sperm cannot enter again, and the sperm will lose its tail, expand from the head, and fuse with the egg to form a large single cell, becoming a fertilized egg.

The single-mindedness and absoluteness of the woman includes the uterus in her body.

Only one sperm is accepted, and the rest will be avoided, only as a person who will be forgotten for a while.

It's the nature of all women, and it doesn't change easily.

Because of this reason, women either find happiness or sink into sorrow in disappointment and hopelessness.