Chapter 57: Mother

"What I read in books, what I read in books, in fact, I don't know who this Francis Bacon is. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Qin Shanshan sighed, as if she had been prevaricated by Lin Xiaoman.

But Xu Weiguo is not so easy to deceive, how can it be possible to read it in the book!

Lin Xiaoman was born in 1959, she was only 7 years old in 1966, at this time, there were basically no books to read in the school, because the teachers were all caught in the cowshed like Lao Jiu, and by the end of 1976, Lin Xiaoman was 17 years old.

That night, after returning to the Lin family's courtyard with her, he basically felt the situation of the Lin family clearly.

At the age of 11, Lin Xiaoman began to join the fertilizer picking team that picked up dog shih and chicken poop, and the dog shi he picked up was sold as fertilizer to the production team to earn labor points and exchange it for food.

And then, because the Lin family wanted to give birth to a male baby who was on the top of the household, the Lin family's parents gave their second daughter to a five-guarantee household more than ten miles away in order to free up rations for their son.

Lin Xiaoman's hands will have chilblains as soon as they reach the cold winter wax moon, but in order to insist on earning work, she still has to carry a large basket of clothes to the river every day to wash, because her hands are swollen and suppurated, and she can't rub her clothes, so she habitually borrows a dressing board, which is what they call a mallet locally, to wash clothes.

After learning about this situation, Xu Weiguo dispelled his doubts, bet on the watch, and sent someone to take fifty yuan to get the watch two days later, in fact, the fifty yuan was Xu Weiguo's sincere compensation to Lin Xiaoman.

Later, the Lin family came to the door, and Xu Weiguo took on this responsibility without saying a word, also because in his heart, Lin Xiaoman was also a bitter child, a child with a weak family.

Marriage is that kind of thing, and when you catch up, you get married.

He and Lin Xiaoman were not familiar with each other, and they didn't have anything to say on the train, so they were silent.

On the night when he was settled in the dormitory, Xu Weiguo actually didn't want to do anything, but Lin Xiaoman was on the train to Jiulitun, and he was very dizzy, groggy, and had a little low-grade fever.

After getting out of the car, it was Xu Weiguo who carried Lin Xiaoman back to the house, Lin Xiaoman vomited Xu Weiguo's body, and his body was dirty.

So after Xu Weiguo cleaned herself, he took off her clothes and wanted to wipe them for her, and in the process of wiping, he couldn't help but touch a few handfuls.

Lin Xiaoman's consciousness has always been confused, and when Xu Weiguo hit her, she instinctively trembled with fear, as if she was scared for a while.

Then, when he woke up again, Lin Xiaoman, who had always behaved very cowardly, Lin Xiaoman, who didn't dare to say a word to him on the train, suddenly kicked him out of bed as if he had changed a person, and shouted at him: "Dare to come up and I'll kill you!"

Where did Xu Weiguo suffer such a loss, and was pointed at his nose by a woman and said that she wanted to kill him...

"See who kills whom?"

Xu Weiguo hit a carp and pounced directly on Lin Xiaoman, Lin Xiaoman twisted around, but he couldn't resist death. After coming and going, Xu Weiguo was provoked out of his real anger, just like suppressing the riot, and Lin Xiaoman was directly corrected on the spot.

He has carried out countless missions, he is good at fighting the enemy, and the war in bed is also a war, and later, he lost control, Lin Xiaoman cried very much, like a helpless kitten, crying under him.

This night, he didn't know how many times he did it, but he just didn't want to go down anyway.

From conquest, to loss of control, and then to indulge in this sensual enjoyment.

When I came back from the mission, the room was empty, and it seemed a little deserted.

I've been on many missions before, but I've never felt like a person would be lonely.

Lin Xiaoman came back, and he suddenly woke up.

Lin Xiaoman drove him out of the door, squatted in front of the cabinet with his bare buttocks and tinkered with things, and the white medicine powder was scattered all over the ground, he suddenly overturned his previous assumption, in case, Lin Xiaoman is really a spy who pretends to be a pig and eats a tiger, and her purpose of approaching Xu Weiguo is not simple.

The nearby supervision, slowly observed, and got along little by little, and found that her liking didn't seem to be fake.

will blow his injured ear, and when he hears that he will go to the hospital, he will panic, and pull the nurse in the hospital to insist that people hang up the emergency department, and he can feel her concern.

After going downstairs, she ran back to Chen Shangshang to ask for medicine, and he heard their conversation clearly.

She didn't lie, those small medicine bags were indeed the notoginseng powder for anti-inflammatory prescribed to her by Chen Shang.

Her suspicion was immediately lifted, and Xu Weiguo immediately made a decision and took the initiative to show goodwill.

But now, new suspicions have emerged.

She and Qin Shanshan are almost the same age, Qin Shanshan has only been in school for two years, and Lin Xiaoman should not have been in school for a few years, but the books she borrowed back are all obscure collections, including a collection of poems in English and a banned book.

Just now, she spoke casually about Francis Bacon, and said it very smoothly.

Also, she said that she was so good, and after a pause in the middle, she was very stiff and recognized a few big characters. What she wanted to say at the time must not have been like this.

"Lin Xiaoman, what kind of person are you?" As soon as he returned to 301, Xu Weiguo exploded and began to interrogate Lin Xiaoman.

Lin Xiaoman shrunk his head and sat on the edge of the bed, his mind was racing rapidly, countless thoughts were spinning and turning in his mind, and he was stunned that he couldn't find a suitable excuse to explain the mistake in front of him.

Tell Xu Weiguo directly, I crossed over, it was originally the cartoonist Lin Xiaoman in 2016, who had a burp because of a breakfast car accident, and then woke up to become Lin Xiaoman, who was newly married in 1979?

Xu Weiguo will definitely treat her as a delirious disease.

Self-taught?

Devils believe it.

At that time, people couldn't survive anymore, and they were still self-taught, where did they go to learn by themselves?

One lie has to be fulfilled by a thousand lies.

Circle to round, one day will be a goof.

"Lin Xiaoman, I'll let you speak!" Xu Weiguo waited for a long time, only to see Lin Xiaoman's sad face, and then shook his head again, looking like he refused to explain, he was a little impatient.

"Before dinner, I just announced my acquittal, and at this moment, I was tried again... My life, it's bitter..."The more Lin Xiaoman thought about it, the more depressed he became, and he sighed.

Is she trying to get by?

"Lin!Small!Man!" Xu Weiguo roared, his sword eyebrows raised angrily, his eyes full of violence, like an angry and furious tiger.

"Xu Weiguo, you promised me before, you have to care about me, believe me, I'm not a bad person, not a bad person, not a bad person, anyway, I'm not a bad person, I haven't hurt anyone, others don't mess with me, don't violate my bottom limit, and I generally have good intentions with others. Lin Xiaoman was yelled at by Xu Weiguo, and his mind became a mess, what excuse is rational, all of them ran out, and he shamelessly played Laipi.

Xu Weiguo lifted her up, made her stand upright, and said in a fierce voice: "If the explanation is clear, I will believe you." It's useless to play tricks!

Say, I have to give a reason that will convince me!

Start your head and think quickly!"

Xu Weiguo himself didn't realize that his words were extremely ambiguous, as if he was inducing Lin Xiaoman to prevaricate him, as long as Lin Xiaoman could come up with a reasonable reason, he would believe her.

His principles, when facing Lin Xiaoman, were still a little off because of the emotions in his heart.

After getting a mention, Lin Xiaoman's mind suddenly flashed with inspiration, and he suddenly remembered something.

"I've heard, I've heard that there were a lot of intellectuals in the cowshed in Daye Village at that time, and everyone had to go to the criticism meeting, and those people would be put on pointed hats and dragged onto the stage and beaten.

As soon as they were beaten, they would sometimes scream and shout slogans, as if the louder they shouted, the less painful they were.

This sentence, I just heard one of the middle-aged women who was criticized say it. ”

"Oh, what does this middle-aged woman look like, fat or thin, tall or short, long or round, double eyelids or single eyelids, what is the surname? Lin Xiaoman, don't think about it, answer immediately!"

At that time, after she was beaten, she was dragged back to the cowshed, the cowshed leaked on all sides, the cold winter wax moon, frost and snow, and no one sent her food, she was almost starved to death in the shed.

When Lin Xiaoman picked up the dog Shi and passed by, he secretly stuffed a pot of water for her.

As soon as Xu Weiguo asked, Lin Xiaoman suddenly remembered this stubble.

She is about 1.65 meters, she looks very quiet, melon seed face, fir leaf eyebrows, different from other people who have been beaten, when she rolls on the ground in pain, there is no cowardice in her eyes, and in the days when she is not criticized, she always sits in the weeds dignifiedly, always looking at the north. Lin Xiaoman fell into a memory, and a woman's face slowly appeared in front of him.

Seeing that she described it in such detail, Xu Weiguo's expression softened slightly, "Then what's her name?"

"I heard someone call her Taozi, and I didn't know if it was her name or her last name. ”

Lin Xiaoman, from 2016, has only read this paragraph in a book, and there are only a few sentences, how can he summarize this history.

In Lin Xiaoman's memory in 1979, she saw this scene like a bystander, and across the years and space, the woman's face and her expression sitting in the weeds at that time deeply shocked her.

Later, this woman named Taozi didn't know whether she was transferred to another cowshed, or if she died and was buried, anyway, Lin Xiaoman hadn't seen her for many years.

Lin Xiaoman said it clearly, thinking, this should always make sense, right?

When he raised his eyes and peeked at Xu Weiguo, he found that Xu Weiguo's expression was a little sad.

"Taozi... My mother, too, has a pottery character in her name..."