Xiao Qian was indeed very moved when she heard Qin Yingxue do it for herself.

There are not many people who know how to be grateful now, this little girl has indeed endured the sensibility that she shouldn't have at her age, and Xiaoqian still has a lot of good feelings for her.

"Sister Qian, I feel that my sister and I have caused you a lot of trouble..."

"This is my job, there is no trouble, not to mention that this matter also involves the interests of my younger brother, so I am not out of selfless dedication to help you, and you don't have ideological baggage. ”

"You can't say that, no matter what your starting point is, my sister and I have indeed received a great favor from you..."

"Silly girl, having a grateful heart can help you face setbacks and difficulties better, which is a good thing. But if you turn this gratitude into pressure and move forward with weight in the future, it will not be good for you and me, if you really appreciate me, pass on this feeling, don't you like the profession of psychiatrist very much?"

"Yes, I like it very much, and I want to be a great doctor like you. ”

From Xiao Qian, Qin Yingxue saw the demeanor of a generation of famous doctors, and especially admired her state of ease when facing problems.

"What kind of doctor am I?" asked Xiao Qian with interest.

"It's a doctor who makes patients and their families feel at ease when they see you, as if you can solve a big problem. ”

Xiaoqian has heard many people's praise, but this one is the most true and the most heartfelt.

"Work hard, since you like our business, you can work hard in this direction, this time apart, there is nothing else to give you, this is for you. ”

Xiaoqian took out a small notebook from her bag, which was one of the record books she carried, which contained the cases she wrote, and there were not many treatments, but more perceptions of various conditions.

"This..."Qin Yingxue took it and flipped through the two pages, attracted by the content inside, and felt a little panicked.

"Sister Qian, this is so precious, is it appropriate for me?"

"There's nothing inappropriate, I have a lot of notebooks like this, and the last one is in the hands of my apprentice's freshman year. ”

She has come into contact with too many cases, and those who have a little bit of insight will record them, the book she gave to Qin Yingxue is not the same as the one given to the freshman, the freshman one pays more attention to actual combat, and this one is more about the doctor's mental journey.

It is best seen for people who have no foundation.

Someone wanted to buy this from Xiao Qian at a high price of hundreds of thousands before, and she gave it to it casually today.

"Is it appropriate for me..."Qin Yingxue took Xiao Qian's notes, she felt that this gift was a bit too expensive.

"What you do is worthy of this note, things can only play their due value in the hands of those who need them, if you go back and read these, you are still very interested in our industry, you are welcome to work in this direction in the future, but what I want to say is, don't just see the glamour of an industry, but also know the sadness behind this industry, psychiatrists are one of the industries with the highest suicide rate, don't enter this industry without a strong heart and tolerance. ”

Qin Yingxue nodded, a little frustrated. "I know... Am I not qualified enough?"

She had a breakdown because of her sister's affair before, and that incident also became her psychological shadow.

Xiaoqian shook her head, "That's what I want to say to you, in fact, I also have obsessive-compulsive disorder - in fact, my obsessive-compulsive disorder has not been completely cured until now, but it rarely occurs, and many psychological problems will not disappear, just like many chronic diseases, which will accompany you for life." ”

"Sister Qian, you also ——?!" such a powerful doctor, will she also have her troubles?

"So we have the value of our industry, although these lifelong problems can not be solved, but can be controlled, our existence is to help patients adjust to the state of harmonious coexistence with the disease, negative emotions will also become the driving force of life, so I hope you can have more motivation, don't carry too much when you are young, just try your best to rush forward, and when you are in a high enough position, you will have the ability to spread this feeling to more people." ”

These words are very important to a junior, important enough to change a person's life.

Qin Yingxue became a well-known psychiatrist in China after 20 years, and the first person she thanked was Xiaoqian, it was Xiaoqian's appearance that changed her growth trajectory and brought her full of positive energy, and the first trophy in her life was awarded to her by Xiaoqian.

Life is a process of delivering feelings, Qin Yingxue was moved by Xiaoqian and cried bitterly.

"Sister Qian, can't I see you in the future and can't write to you?"

Xiao Qian patted Qin Yingxue's shoulder.

"Work hard, my studio is here, if you are good enough one day, my door is open for you - of course, people's ideals are always changing, if you feel that this industry is not suitable for you after reading my mental journey, don't force it, all walks of life have their own existence value, choose the most suitable for yourself. ”

"Hmm!" Qin Yingxue clenched Xiao Qian's notes and nodded vigorously, she hated to thank Xiao Qian.

Her sister has caused so much trouble to Xiaoqian, but Xiaoqian has left a spark in her heart in the warmest way, treating children and killing decisive Xiaoqian will always leave some mercy for her subordinates.

And this love not only infected Qin Yingxue, but also made Qin Xiangxue, an extremely selfish person, have a different feeling.

At this time, Qin Xiangxue and Dalong walked slowly along the road, and neither of them knew what to say.

Dalong has been by Qin Xiangxue's side as a boyfriend these days, and it is also this support that has accompanied Qin Xiangxue through the most difficult time.

However, she is better now, the two of them walked together, but they couldn't get back the feeling they had at the beginning, Qin Xiangxue knew that Dalong was a soft-hearted person, if she pestered Dalong like last time, Dalong would not tear her face apart.

But everything is different, people who have already died once, see the problem much more clearly.

"I'll book the nearest flight to get out of here. Qin Xiangxue broke the silence.

"I'll send you. ”

"No need... You've already given me good memories, Dalong, thank you. Qin Xiangxue left tears.

Dalong felt uncomfortable when he saw her crying, and he wanted to say something but didn't know what to say.

"Can you hug me one last time?" Qin Xiangxue stretched out her hand to him, "There may not be a chance to meet again in the future, but I will always remember your sister and brother, and there is nothing else to leave for you at parting, so just hug it." ”

Dalong hugged her, and Qin Xiangxue closed her eyes and laughed into tears.

She is not the most suitable woman for him, but she will always remember the second life that Dalong, a man with a bright smile, brought her, this is the warmest breakup, and it is also the result that Xiaoqian is most looking forward to seeing.

Growing up doesn't mean that you have to be black and white, and blessings are better than curses.