146. Face the past
Early in the morning, Rong Yingyu got up and cooked porridge, fried tofu and a cage of shrimp dumplings, two boiled eggs and a plate of oil cakes, and looked at the time...... The things in the living room are all there, how are you ...... So late today?
Did he drink all the wine last night?
But she had apparently forgotten how many glasses she had drunk, and she decided to knock on the door of the study after watering all the plants inside and outside the house. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"Yue Lan?" At first, I was still studying what to call him, but now just because he is a two-character name, I am used to even calling him by name and surname, so it is good to think about "getting used to".
"Are you up?" there was no movement in the room, but then the voice came from behind him, the voice was his, but it was very strange, there was no sound of the door opening, and the door was locked all the time, so he ...... all morning. How do you get out and how do you get in? When do you come in?
"It seems that this house was bought for money. Yue Lan said.
Ying Yucai turned around slowly, she was very sensitive recently, and she was really afraid of any wind and grass, such an unreasonable sound...... When she turned around, her face was surprised, her shoe cabinet had been moved in a little bit, which she hadn't noticed, and at the entrance of Yue Lan Station, a door opened on her right.
Looking at her non-verbal expression, Yue Lan said: "I found it last night, the landlord gave me the key, and I haven't been able to figure out where it was opened, and it was only opened once yesterday." When I got up in the morning and installed the lights, I found that there were other people inside, so you can come and take a look...... There was a ladder that led to a small attic, which was forty square meters long. That's why he said that the house was bought and earned.
She could recall it, and she remembered that she had heard it. But now I found out what it meant? That room...... The same location, the same door. The inside that I only saw from the outside was dark and gloomy, and Ying Yu's thoughts were pulled back to those days...... No. She doesn't want to walk over.
"Last time, I heard you play the piano in Yue's house, this house is too small, but now that I have this attic, I can add one to you, and it's no problem to put a tripod type. Yue Lan smiled easily, stepped forward and took Ying Yu's hand and said, "Come, I'll take you to have a look." I have cleaned it very cleanly today, and I have seen the walls and ceilings and everything, and I have done it very fine when I renovated it. So it's no problem to use it now. β
Yue Lan ...... "She's afraid, she's very scared, she doesn't want to go over."
When I was a child, I lived in a house in the countryside for a while, and there was always a sense of shade from the patio at night. The well was dark and secluded. In addition, there are several legends that are always circulating in the village, so that the children are particularly sensitive to these places, and when a person passes by, they dare not stop, always speed up their pace, and do not dare to look back...... It's like you're going to have something to drag you away.
When I grew up, I naturally understood that the patio was originally built for cooling and ventilation, and a wellhead was built. The well water is naturally cold, but the child's ignorance adds a lot of fantasy color. I scared myself.
There is also a kiln in the countryside, when I grew up, I once went down with my mother, turned on all the lights, and found that the bottom was clean and tidy, so I was naturally at ease.
But...... The darkness in this door, how does she analyze this fear, how does she overcome it, how does she tell herself, it's just emotions at work?
"Don't be afraid, I'm here. Yue Lan hugged her, then took her hand and let her follow behind her, slowly approaching the small door step by step.
"Yue Lan ......"
"What?"
"Do you know all about it?" Everything about the events before and after the Guan Zhiyao incident, and her current thoughts.
"Hmm. When he was only two steps away, Yue Lan stopped, turned around and hugged him into his arms again, and said, "It's time to face the past, only then can you start a new life." β
β¦β¦ Yes, she understands all of that, but ...... But...... But how?
"I'm here, I'll face the past with you, it's nothing to be afraid of, Guan Zhiyao wasn't killed by you, even if he exists, he won't hurt you, won't make you afraid, right?...... Besides, there are your eighteen-year-old in it, or your self three years ago, they are fragile, they are afraid, and they don't know that things have nothing to do with them, so they should fish ...... Go look for them, tell them it's okay, let them go...... Peace. β
ββ¦β¦ Well. He said that he moved her, but he still closed his eyes, and only his feet were willing to move, but when some musty, noisy sounds could be felt around her, she tightened, but was quickly hugged by Yue Lan.
"When I arrived, I was very brave enough to come in here. Yue Lan said.
"I don't want ......"
"Ying Yu, you are the best, listen carefully to the surroundings, you can do it. β
Suddenly, the surroundings sucked her back to three years ago, and she called out loudly: "Yue Lan, where are you?"
"I'm here. "There was no one around, it was dark all around, and with a little light from the vents, I couldn't see the corners of the storage room, but I could see around my feet.
Yue Lan's voice came, and the surroundings warmed a little, she knew what she was going to do, and when she just took a deep breath to make herself brave, her feet were suddenly grabbed by a hand, and she couldn't stop her hind legs, closed and began to scream in fear, but Yue Lan came from a voice and said, "That's you, that's you Yingyu." β
She had only plucked up the courage to open her eyes, and as she swept away the messy hair with trembling hands, she showed a face of fearβyes, she was herself!
"Don't be afraid. She said, squatting down and hugging her gently: "Don't be afraid, there's nothing at all, it's not you who hurt him, even if you are responsible, I am here, let's face it together?...... Guan Zhiyao, you like him too, don't you?"
"Ah......h
Then the scene changed, to a ward, the sun was very good, but the people by the window were self-shielding, and no one could listen to anyone talking on the side, they could only talk to themselves, and the people around them went back and forth, and suddenly ...... She saw Yue Lan, who was still very high-spirited, and came over and took her hand and asked her to approach the eighteen-year-old child......
Slowly opening her eyes, Ying Yu was lying in Yue Lan's arms, and she asked, "Where is this?"
"In the little attic of the house. β
Half of the windows were opened all around, and half of the roller blinds were installed, but it was poetic, but I was afraid that the wind and rain would come in, and the empty forty pings were empty, Yue Lan hugged her with a blanket and helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and he said: "It's all over." β
"Hmm...... Thank you, Yue Lan. Ying Yu said: "If you want to be you, I don't know when to put it down, and if you can only put it down if you come here, there is no attic, without you, it can only be at my parents' house, there...... It is inevitable that they will be worried. β
"You're amazing. He complimented her, and then lowered his face and kissed Ying Yu - once the fears of the past were gone, it was time to settle in some good memories, and make every place a good memory, wouldn't it be good!) )