Chapter 110: Tang Yanan (2)
"I just hate you, what's wrong. Tang Yanan tugged at Lin Xiaozhen's clothes, "You are pitiful in the world, right?" ”
"I hate your stinky appearance of not being a human or a ghost!" Tang Yanan shaved another ear scraper at Lin Xiaozhen's thin face.
"When you see that man, you hate me. Lin Xiaozhen gritted his teeth, and looked at the blue villain floating in front of him with fierce eyes.
This is his chance, and no one can take it away!
This was the first time he'd grabbed a chance from that damn barrier, and no one could!
"Do you still know how ruthless?" Tang Yanan sneered, "Just like this, you squeeze your eyebrows and grit your teeth, you think you are particularly ruthless, right?"
"Lin Xiaozhen, why are you so stupid?" Tang Yanan's small transparent fingers pressed against Lin Xiaozhen's forehead, forcing him to retreat again and again.
"Do you know why you're having a bad time?" Tang Yanan scolded.
"Because you never look at people. ”
She naturally knew in her heart why Lin Xiaozhen was always so unlucky, so unlucky, so stubborn to his father and mother, because he was a declining ghost. But she can't tell Lin Xiaozhen such a reason, at least so far, she can't erase all of Lin Xiaozhen's hopes.
Because, that is not enough.
She must Lin Xiaozhen be angry, cheer up, work hard, and let all this come to naught. At that time, Lin Xiaozhen will truly become the existence she needs.
"People don't like the existence of such radical provocation. Tang Yanan seriously taught Lin Xiaozhen the experience of life, and at this point, she had a little bit of experience, and what she said was true.
"But I don't need them to like it. Lin Xiaozhen replied forcefully.
"Then why do you care what I think. Tang Yanan looked him straight in the eye.
"You're different. ”
"I'm no different. ”
Lin Xiaozhen's eyes were red: "You have been with me for seven years." ”
Tang Yanan quietly looked at the man in front of him who wanted to cry, and felt that he was really, very small, miserable, and fragile at the moment.
She barely escaped from that place, her body shattered. Relying on the remnants of the Eight Connected Beads to survive to this day, her mind is full of returning to her hometown.
Seven years, even if it is 700 years, 70,000 years, is just a glimpse for her. Seven years of mortal life did not make any waves in her life.
But listening to Lin Xiaozhen's words, Tang Yanan was rarely silent.
Everyone will feel that they have a certain mission, whether it is for the individual, the collective, or the whole world, and everyone will feel that they have to do it.
Just like Tang Yanan, she has to make Lin Xiaozhen become such an existence. Half because she wanted to, half because she had to.
Usually she is also sneering like this, stimulating Lin Xiaozhen's numb heart from time to time, but he is silent.
Until today, Tang Yanan barely jumped out of his surroundings and entered Shen Dongli's sea of knowledge. Lin Xiaozhen knew, this day has finally arrived.
He does not deserve anything good, useful, valuable.
The spirit body that has been with him for seven years has no attachment to him, she is dependent, and she doesn't even need herself. Lin Xiaozhen's heart was empty, as if a piece had been cut off, and even the blood was taken away.
He is not needed, not desired, not expected.
"Why is it so bitter. Lin Xiaozhen muttered.
Tang Yanan looked at his blank eyes and sat back on his shoulder: "Because this world makes you miserable." ”
"Why?"
Why is it him, why is it to him.
There are two kinds of people in the world who can survive the sea of suffering, one is the one who has a boat at home, and the other is the one who has the ability to do it himself.
"Because you don't have much ability, you don't have a small temper, you complain all day long, and you don't want to make progress. Tang Yanan said coldly.
"You want to make trouble, that's right, everyone is afraid of you, but have you ever thought about delaying yourself like this?" Tang Yanan scolded.
Although no matter how hard Lin Xiaozhen tries, it is difficult to make progress, the creation of this heaven and earth will not give this person a second glance at all, nor will he have any pity for his death, unless he can survive all the hardships and survive until the day of another day, unless he can get the full Huangquan Recipe.
The reason why it is easiest for the children of rich families to become righteous monks is because they have no worries about food and clothing, and they enjoy the good and warm of the world, so that people are easy to become good and become righteous, and it is common sense for them to become righteous.
Poor mountains and evil waters come out of demon cultivation, what kind of evil they absorb since childhood, what kind of evil they will grow into, people like Lin Xiaozhen should have fallen into the devil's path a long time ago, if it weren't for the teaching of Father Lin and reading many books of filial piety and purity, I am afraid that he would have become a murderer and a demon like hemp.
However, even so, that day is not far off.
On Tang Yanan's cold face, he could no longer see complicated mood swings.
"That person is the key person on your cultivation path, you have just offended her, and it is not too late to ask for her sin. ”
Lin Xiaozhen's eyes widened and he didn't blink until he forced back his tears: "Are you caring about me?"
"Don't you look at whether you are worthy or not?" Tang Yanan asked rhetorically.
Lin Xiaozhen smiled: "Okay, I'll go." ”
"I'll do whatever you want me to do, I know you care about me. ”
Even if it is to deceive himself, Lin Xiaozhen felt the weight on his shoulders, and knew a rare emptiness in the sea.
He figured it out.
He is not a woman who can win a lifetime of glory just to marry a good person and dress up, and he can't get any substantial rewards by relying on self-pity.
Over the years, he seems to be looking for things everywhere with confidence, but he has not lived well as those who are flamboyant and petty thieves. is like that Zhang Tengkong, who has a good relationship with Lu Lao, and does some shameless petty theft all day long.
Lin Xiaozhen used to think that he was a good person, he reasoned with others, debated and played games with others, and felt that he had the upper hand in reason.
It didn't work, everyone thought he was a madman. The people of the Law Enforcement Hall pressed him unarmed against the cold floor tiles countless times.
But today, when he used the poison needle, everyone was afraid of him.
No one from the Law Enforcement Hall appeared, no one came forward, and even the little white face shy away from him.
Lin Xiaozhen felt the slightest sense of ease.
From today, at this time, at this moment, from the beginning, he is a wicked man.
"Whoever you are talking about, I will go and ask him for guilt now. Lin Xiaozhen said into the air.
Seeing Lin Xiaozhen gradually walking away, a lot of people suddenly appeared at the door of the main hall.
"Oh, look at that madman, talking to himself again, it's terrible!"
"He used the knife today, you know, the new man in white from the personnel department was scared away by him. ”
"It's the little Shen that Lu Lao ordered, right?"
"That person is not small, and you have to ask about that person when he comes to the personnel department tomorrow. ”
"There's a big class tomorrow, have you forgotten?"
"That's right! ”
Everyone pointed at the place where Lin Xiaozhen was standing, and after a while, they returned to the table and chair, as if the turmoil just now had never happened.
There was a calm at the mountain gate.