Chapter 189: Can't Be Trusted

Hearing Zhang Yueling talk about Li Tao's actions, Xiao Jing smiled bitterly in her heart, this is the side effect of the "Absolute Trust" project.

"When I found out about this, we had a big fight, and then he begged and swore and swore that we could barely get along, but the feeling was already faded."

"And I have become more and more appreciative of you through several contacts with you, coupled with the shameless behavior of Li Tao, so the two have gradually drifted apart."

And the real outbreak of the contradiction is because of the reorganization of the company. I recommended you to be the head of the group's product planning department, but I didn't recommend him to take it a step further. ”

"Because of his ability, there is really no way to be qualified for a higher position."

"That day, we had a heated argument, and this slut actually peeked into my diary while I was not at home."

"Then he found out about my feelings for you, so he took the opportunity to get me drunk and took nude pictures of me."

"The eavesdropping of the mobile phone is probably also his ghost."

Zhang Yueling gritted her teeth and said: "Although I don't love him anymore, I think I'm not thin on him, I didn't expect him to be so shameless, I really want to kill him!" ”

This Li Tao can be regarded as the best among men, and he is really shameless.

Xiao Jing sneered: "That means, you still have nude photos in his hands?" He can threaten you at any time? ”

Zhang Yueling nodded and laughed miserably: "This may be my fate." The reason why I was so out of shape that day was because of this incident. ”

"But I didn't dare to tell you, so I had to say that my husband was getting a divorce."

Zhang Yueling was talking about hugging Xiao Jing and crying that day.

Xiao Jing said: "What is a diary?" Show me. ”

Zhang Yueling said: "You wait for me." ”

After a while, she found a pink notebook with a small lock on it.

Xiao Jing looked at this thick notebook that was still a little girlish, but she didn't expect Zhang Yueling to still have the habit of keeping a diary.

Zhang Yueling opened the small lock and said: "This diary represents my inner world, and today I will give my heart to you." ”

"Whatever you think, but please don't laugh at me, after all, it's the truest thing in my heart."

Xiao Jing opened the diary casually and read it.

This diary was written almost every day when Zhang Yueling came to Chongqing.

Xiao Jing did these things not for nothing, he wanted to judge whether Zhang Yueling, a woman, was worthy of his help.

After all, although this incident had a great impact on him, it was not necessarily fatal.

And the enemy he has to face now is thoughtful and ruthless, and Xiao Jing doesn't know how much he has to pay to win this war.

To put it bluntly, he still has a chance to get out now.

Although the outcome may be just as disastrous, he is not completely out of the woods.

What's more, Zhang Yueling had a lover for a long time, which deeply stimulated him and made him lose his good impression of Zhang Yueling.

Now he doesn't dare to trust Zhang Yueling anymore.

So there are some things that really can't be spread out, and the four words "rare and confused" are really the truth of life.

Even if Xiao Jing had been mentally prepared for Zhang Yueling's use of him, it was unpleasant to listen to it.

There's a saying that says, "I understand, but I can't accept it." This is probably a portrayal of Xiao Jing's current mood.

The front of the diary mainly wrote about the feelings of working in Longxin Real Estate, and cursed Nan Jinsong, and the language was quite vicious.

Interspersed with some feelings of her and Li Tao's secret joy, Xiao Jing frowned and felt a little angina.

But it can be seen that Zhang Yueling really gave her heart to Li Tao.

No wonder Nima smokes Chinese cigarettes every day, it turns out that he eats soft rice.

Gradually, his name began to appear, and more and more pages.

One of them reads: I dreamed of Xiao Jing last night, and I dreamed that he was ..... to me (800 words omitted here). I miss him so much, I really want to be him..., but he already has a girlfriend, and I'm just a married woman, and I also have an entangled Li Tao. This **, I can only hide it deep in my heart.

The words are quite bold, and Xiao Jing has a feeling of looking at ****.

Zhang Yueling looked at him with a blushing face, of course she knew what she had written.

A lot of the content is the ** description of Zhang Yueling's heart and her love for him.

Xiao Jing looked a little soft-hearted, after all, it was not easy for this woman to think about herself every day.

But he still couldn't make a final decision in his mind.

Until he saw a passage:

"I feel like I'm getting more and more self-extricated, but he's obviously able to restrain himself."

"I don't know what to do to make my dream come true. I'm just an emotional loser, but he's a shining star, and I'm ashamed of his talent, and I feel like he's starting to drift away from me. ”

"If I can be with him, I am willing to give everything I have, my power, my status, my fame, my body, my wealth, everything, as long as he wills."

"Even if I can't get him, I'm still willing to help him, just like this, watching him step by step to the pinnacle of the workplace."

"I guess that's probably the biggest achievement and happiest thing I've ever done in my life, right?"

Xiao Jing looked at it in combination with the text before and after, this should not have been added later.

Does this woman really love herself so much?

Xiao Jing pointed to this passage and asked, "Is this your true words?" ”

Zhang Yueling bit her lip and said, "The diary is written for myself, I don't have to lie to myself, and I don't have the means of an unpredictable prophet, knowing that you will read my diary." ”

"Now, I spread everything out in front of you, and I won't complain about what you want."

Xiao Jing put down the diary and said, "I understand." If I make your dreams come true, would you really be willing to do anything? ”

Zhang Yueling said: "Really, for a woman, a man who really loves is everything. ”

"I've been wandering outside for so many years, and it looks like I have everything, and as a result, I have nothing."

"My marriage is in name only, my relationship is in shambles, and I have no children. Although there is a little money and a little power, it really doesn't mean much to a woman. ”

Xiao Jing sighed: "You are too smart, I still don't dare to fully believe you." ”

Zhang Yueling said: "I don't know how to make you believe me, my heart has been cut open for you." ”

"If I were a virgin, I would give my body to you to prove it, but I am only a woman who is over thirty years old."

"I, I have nothing in front of you."

Zhang Yueling's words were full of sadness and helplessness, and she seemed a little pitiful.

Xiao Jing said: "I have a rule, my woman, no matter what she has done before, I can not care." ”