On the way home from Yuanshan, Shulei's heart was overwhelmed by today's truth, and her head hurt terribly. She thought that Toyama told her in the United States that he would prove to her mother that her mother was right to choose Toyama as her son-in-law. But Shulei knew that this was her mother's reluctant choice, and what happened now was also a reluctant choice made by Shulei.

Since when did their love become so strange, the seven-year relationship was like a dream, and it was pulled back to reality in the blink of an eye.

Yuan Shan saw that she didn't say a word and asked, "Is it much better now?

"Of course it's uncomfortable. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

Shulei didn't want to listen to this high-sounding sentence anymore, could a word of sorry really solve all this? Maybe she herself was sorry for the distant mountains, but the fact that she was pregnant with someone else's child was a last resort. This man can change a hundred mistresses casually, and his belly will not be big, and women, as long as they are not careful, will leave traces of men in their bodies, like stingers, which cannot be pulled out.

Sitting in the car, the breath of the distant mountains seemed unfamiliar, and to put it bluntly, he had the smell of Xu Hui on him.

From the neck to the arms, from the arms to the waist, there is the smell of other women.

She knew that he didn't taste right today. Or maybe it was her own sense of smell or senses at work.

Shulei suddenly felt that she had lost the ability to judge any smell and outside information.

She became incompetent.

Smelling the scent of the distant mountains reminded Shulei of Trembach's psychoanalysis, who believed that when people are depressed and depressed, their sense of taste and smell can suddenly decline or even be lost, and the driving force of this decline should be attributed to depersonalization syndrome.

Shulei knew that it was not because of the smell of distant mountains, but because of her frustration and the melancholy of the moment.

After a while, the car arrived at the parking lot of Shulei's house, and the summer parking lot emitted a stuffy smell of engine oil, mixed with the strange perfume on Yuanshan's body, which made Shulei even more uncomfortable.

Yuanshan parked the car and leaned his head towards Shulei. The movements are skilful and seamless. Shulei was like a controlled puppet, kissing the distant mountains involuntarily.

At this moment, Shulei's inner contradictions overlapped, and a kind of joy actually sprouted in her heart. This kind of slightly cool lip feeling is only he has given her a man. The saturation of the temperature, not low or high, is just right. But Shulei suddenly came to her senses and pushed him away.

But Yuan Shan thought that Shulei was just playing a little temper at this time, which was a small setting in tonight's foreplay, and he leaned his face closer even more aggressively.

Shulei kept pushing him, but he moved forward. There was an auditory hallucination in her ears, a kind of inner thought that she sensed his movements, and she seemed to hear Shutao say: Enough! Don't do this! He's just a negative guy who plays with your feelings!

Shulei didn't expect her to give Yuanshan a slap in the face.

Yuanshan was stunned, looked at Shulei, remained silent, and did not reprimand or cry. This is his usual temper, he never shouts in front of anyone, and sometimes he never even takes a stand. He gradually sat down, his hands on the steering wheel.

Shulei got out of the car, turned to Yuanshan and said, "I don't like the smell of your body today, I know it's her perfume smell, but it's a pity that ......it's not as expensive as mine! I still love you. I hope you love me too. ”

After Shulei said these words, she didn't want to listen to Yuanshan's explanation or reassurance, so she turned around and left. She was exhausted today, she couldn't let go of the distant mountains, and even if he committed a heinous crime and told her a big lie, she was willing to forgive him.

Maybe it's because Shulei is too persistent, because her identity is a woman, and women should have been born to seek death and life for men. Just like Haruki Murakami said that people are born with something similar to "comprehensive tendencies", whether they like it or not, they can't escape and get rid of it. This tendency can be adjusted, but it cannot be fundamentally changed, and it is called "nature".

Single-mindedness is also a woman's nature, Shulei can't change it, she can only adjust a little, look down, and avoid living in the abyss of pain and despair.

Ma Jun sent Shutao home, and Shutao said, "Ma Jun, can you stay with me for one night?"

"Why? It feels like I've been missing for one night, and I feel guilty and want to make a promise?"

Ma Jun can always turn a serious and romantic thing into a less serious and more romantic thing. Shu Tao smiled: "If I promise to live with my life, will you agree?"

"Okay, don't talk about these things that you don't have!I'll accompany you!" Ma Jun didn't want to drag Shu Tao's emotions into this kind of dead cycle of thinking about the future and ignoring the present, he just wanted to make Shu Tao feel more relaxed now.

When the two entered the house, Ma Jun asked, "Then do I sleep with you or sleep on the sofa?"

Shu Tao was a little lost, and felt that Ma Jun at this time shouldn't have chosen by himself? Why did he throw the question to her. Shu Tao said duciously: "Then you go to the guest room to sleep by yourself, my house is so big, why do you need to sleep on the sofa." ”

"Alright, Miss, I'll go to sleep in the guest room. After speaking, Ma Jun finished washing up and entered the guest room.

Shu Tao tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't sleep, thinking about why this Ma Jun didn't accompany her to sleep, she got up and went to Ma Jun's room, but when she twisted the bolt, she found that the door was locked, so she knocked on the door: "Hey, what the hell are you doing, are you afraid that I will do something to you?"

Ma Jun opened the door and said, "What's the matter?"

Shu Tao was a little embarrassed, and pretended to be fine, "Go in, I'm going to sleep with you today." ”

Ma Jun stopped Shutao and said, "It's okay to sleep together!" This is your choice, I don't have to be a strong man, don't ask me to be responsible for you at that time, I can't bear it." ”

Shu Tao said: "Don't talk nonsense, I'm just sleeping next to you, if you really want to touch me, then you have to be responsible, see if you can endure the first year of the first year and can't bear to get fifteen!"

After speaking, Shu Tao pushed away the hand blocking the door and got into the quilt by himself. Ma Jun shook his head, and helplessly got into the quilt with his back to Shutao.

Shu Tao naturally put his hand around Ma Jun's waist and felt his warm body temperature. She hugged Ma Jun tightly, but Ma Jun fell asleep motionless.

In the middle of the night, Shutao woke up half-asleep, and Ma Jun had already changed his sleeping position. One hand wrapped around Shu Tao, one leg was on Shu Tao's body, his head was buried in Shu Tao's scattered hair, and his nose and mouth were attached to Shu Tao's face.

At this moment, Shu Tao felt extremely warm and happy. Maybe at some point, she had fallen in love with this man who was like a mystery and could make her half angry, but she had been waiting for him to confirm their relationship.