When he heard Zheng Xijing ask, a smile appeared on Zheng Xiyan's face. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Well, it's a new song. As for the author...... It's your brother-in-law...... No, it's the ex-brother-in-law. ”

When she said the words of her ex-brother-in-law, Zheng Xiyan's face did not show any abnormality, but what she thought in her heart, perhaps only she knows.

At the beginning, it is naturally difficult to control your heart, and many things will be unconsciously reflected in your expression.

However, now that so much time has passed, she can already close her heart, at least they, Lin Mingyue, Zheng Xijing, they can't see it.

She suddenly felt a little funny, it turns out that this kind of thing can also be practiced to make perfect.

Zheng Xijing's answer completely shattered the only illusion left in Zheng Xijing's heart. The answer in her sister's mouth was like a sharp sword, piercing her heart.

It hurts.

It hurts.

She couldn't even hold back her already reluctant smile.

She is known as the princess of the iceberg, and when she is not smiling, she looks very cold, just like her sister.

It's just that her slightly pale face doesn't have a hint of ruddy, which makes her look extremely vulnerable. It's like a beautiful ice sculpture that shatters at the slightest touch.

"Ermao, what's wrong with you?" Zheng Xiyan also noticed his sister's abnormality at this time, and asked suspiciously, "Wasn't it okay just now?

"Nope. Zheng Xijing cheered up and barely sketched a smile, "I just suddenly thought of something." ”

"What's the matter? Tell my sister about it. Zheng Xiyan asked with a concerned look on his face, and naturally there was no need to think too much about each other.

"That's it...... It's just thinking about you and your brother-in-law. Zheng Xijing's head hung down, her long hair covered her expression, and when she asked this sentence, her complicated feelings were probably only she could understand.

Sadness.

Ridiculous.

Treachery.

Wrath.

But more often than not, it's the feeling that someone's heart is clenched, and there seems to be something blocked in the chest, so that all the sadness converges in the left atrium, but there is no way to vent it.

Zheng Xiyan also fell silent when he heard this.

Zheng Xijing raised her head again and asked softly, "Sister, what do you think?"

As an artist, he faces more cameras, and his ability to control his feelings is stronger.

She is not a professional actor, so it is naturally difficult to completely hide her traces, but the complex feelings she revealed were understood by Zheng Xiyan as she was worried about her, so she ignored the past.

Zheng Xiyan sighed and sat on the bed, only in front of Zheng Xijing could she remove all her disguises.

"I don't know. She said with some confusion.

Yes, she doesn't know either.

Deep down, she wants to get back together.

She tried, but it didn't work out.

Therefore, in yesterday's candlelit night talk, she said something like that to Lin Mingyue.

That's what she really said.

She really wanted to give up.

However, when Zheng Xijing asked the same question today.

She was a little unwilling.

Only when you lose it do you know how to cherish it.

I lost it and wanted to get it back.

Contradictory?

Of course, it's a contradiction.

But the human heart is so complex in the first place, and not everything can be as simple as one plus one equals two, there is a standard answer.

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"Crystal, are you leaving? just sleep here, it's so late, don't go back. We had a bed, the same as before. Lin Mingyue and the others were watching TV outside, and after seeing her come out, Lin Mingyue said with a smile.

When they were still trainees, they often went crazy together until midnight, and sometimes they were too lazy to go back, and it was common for them to sleep in the same bed.

"No, sisters, I'll go back first. If you go back too late, Sister Qian will be worried. Zheng Xijing politely said goodbye to the Rainbow Angel and left.

Lin Mingyue watched Zheng Xijing walk into the elevator, then turned around and closed the door, and then said a little strangely, "Huh, why do you feel that she is a little weird today?"

"Yes, do you think too much?" Song Lan's eyes stared at the TV screen, and she didn't turn her head back and said directly.

"Oh, probably. Lin Mingyue thought for a moment, then nodded.

"Eh, stop talking, keep watching, keep watching, what's the finale. Li Jiayin waved her hand and said, she hurried back for this.

It was the finale of "Chasing the Dragon" that was playing on TV.

"Alas, Li Xun is really pitiful, I feel like I'm a fan of him. Li Jiayin looked at the picture on TV and suddenly sighed.

"That's not easy, you beg Mingyue, that's her husband. Song Lan joked on the side.

"Ah, what nonsense are you talking about. Lin Mingyue shouted dissatisfiedly.

"You see, she's shy, shy. ”

Since yesterday, when Zheng Xiyan told them what he thought at night, they were no longer so deliberate.

For example, "Chasing the Dragon" is playing on TV today.

Another example is the joke I just made.

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Zheng Xijing walked out of the building door.

A cold wind blew.

Snowflakes from the branches hit her in the face.

Then it turns into snow.

Then it converged with a stream of heat and flowed down her cheeks.

She raised her hand and wiped it away vigorously.

There is no moonlight.

Only the street lamps emitted a faint light.

Obviously, when she came, it was still a wonderful snow scene, but at this time, she felt particularly desolate.

With the sound of "crunching", she left a series of lonely footprints on the road.

She shouldn't have reacted this way.

Even if she knew, Y was actually her ex-brother-in-law Han Shenyan.

Originally, for her, Y was just a netizen who could talk, even if it went further, a good friend who had never met.

If it weren't for that impulsive and unexpected confession, it would have been like this. But even if it is a confession, it is actually impulsive emotions that occupy the majority. After saying that, she already regretted it.

It's not a particularly strange thing for a girl in her early twenties to do something impulsive in a mood.

If Y at that time, that is, Han Shenyan agreed to her confession.

Then the only possibility is that she blocks him and never communicates again.

But on the contrary, Han Shenyan rejected him, tactfully, but left no room for anything.

This shifted her attention from confession to rejection.

I'm so good, or do I take the initiative to confess to you, and you will reject me?

As an idol, a goddess sought after by fans, it is undoubtedly an embarrassing thing to be rejected.

After that, most of the abnormalities were to try to get back to this field.

Naturally, this emotion would not last long, and she would forget about it herself in a few days. At that time, they will really continue to be a simple friend as Han Shenyan hopes.