Liu Ningbo went to the disabled store alone and found a fashionable walking stick, which is like an automatic folding umbrella, shrinks freely, and has bright colors and beautiful appearance. If she could see these bright colors, she would not know how happy she would be! But if she hadn't lost her sight, she wouldn't have needed the cane. Liu Ningbo paid the money and walked out of the store with a cane in his hand.

It rained in the dark sky. There was a gust of autumn rain and a burst of cold, and the night wind was blowing on the body, and there was already a feeling of pain. Liu Ningbo still had a thin skirt on his body, and he forgot to put on a coat before going out.

The city's street scene no longer has the pomp and circumstance of a summer night, the crowd is gradually thinning, the shops are closed one after another, and the French plane trees that have almost lost their leaves, Liu Ningbo has the feeling of wanting to cry. Liu Ningbo didn't bring an umbrella, and she refused to stop a manpower three-wheeler, so she walked in the night rain so dejectedly. The rain wasn't very heavy, it was slanting and fluttering, enough for her hair and skirt. She thought that Fang Yiwei must be happily suppering with the old female classmate at this moment, and suddenly, she had the urge to get drunk. She walked like a rain-soaked bereaved dog on a deserted street.

Walking and walking, he walked to the river. Both sides of the river are planted with French plane trees, where the neon flashes, the fallen leaves fly, and there is a literary style.

Liu Ningbo sat on a stone chair, leaning back against the trunk of a plane tree, and looked at the river in distraction. Many neon lights cast brilliant shadows on the surface of the river, and those colorful shadows swayed with the gurgling water. The fallen leaves of the sycamore trees on both sides of the strait floated to those shadows, throwing themselves into the bright light with a destructive attitude, but they didn't know that it was just a dispensable burial.

Liu Ningbo began to cry, and many tears fell from his eyes with grievances and grievances, and they swept over his cheeks that were cooled by the autumn wind, and then he felt that his skin was tight.

How can she be happy? Can she really put her happiness in the hands of a young boy like Fang Yiwei? What an unreliable feeling. Vaguely, it was Kang Hao who took her hand and said, "Ning Bo, marrying you is the ideal of my life." ”

Now, the ideals seem to have been shattered.

Sitting by the river, Liu Ningbo cried uncontrollably. The past is like the wind, and the memories are like needles. The mobile phone rang, it was Fang Yiwei. Liu Ningbo stared at the flashing number, and was stunned for a long time, and finally pinched it off and didn't answer it. Let her be quiet by the Tongjiang River for a while!

Fang Yiwei muttered to himself on the phone screen: "You don't answer my phone, this guy." ”

"Who to call?" asked Bing'er.

"My girlfriend. Fang Yiwei looked at Lai Bing'er, with an uninhibited look between his eyebrows and eyes.

Lai Bing'er was stunned, and then smiled: "Okay, you finally came out of my shadow, drink coffee, or drink?" The waiter had already ordered the order, and Lai Bing'er opened the list while asking Fang Yiwei.

"If you don't drink, I'll have to go back to work overtime later!"

"Okay then, two cups of coffee, no milk and no sugar. Lai Bing'er handed the order back to the waiter, and then turned her gaze to Fang Yiwei opposite. still has a tall nose bridge, good-looking eyebrows and eyes, everything seems to be the same as in high school, but the eyes that look at her are no longer the green and deep of high school. This made her feel a moment of loss.

"I thought you wouldn't come out with me!" Bing'er said with a smile, her words full of caution and flattery.

"Why not? The first love who broke up is not a person with a deep hatred, why don't you meet?" Fang Yiwei shrugged and smiled calmly. The waiter has served two cups of coffee.

Fang Yiwei stirred it with a small spoon and said, "No milk or sugar, are you used to drinking? ”

"People change, just like you loved me so much back then, can't you have a girlfriend again now?" Lai Bing'er lowered her head and took a sip of coffee.

Fang Yiwei paused and said, "You were responsible for me back then, not me." ”

"What if I say I never loved you?" Lai Bing'er raised her head, there was a hint of determination in her eyes, and her gorgeous face looked unfathomable in the half-light of the coffee house.

Fang Yiwei's cheeks twitched, and he said in a dumb voice: "Is it, if you don't love me, you can give me the most important chastity in a girl's life?"

Lai Bing'er's face immediately twisted, and she said for a long time: "Today, I am looking for you today for this matter." She raised her face, her eyes shining, Fang Yiwei suddenly felt that this was a witch's face, although young and delicate, but with unfathomable ambitions and desires, even in the political circles for many years, he had never seen such a determination, he couldn't help but gasp.

"I'm getting married, can you do me a favor?" Xiang Bing'er reached out to hold Fang Yiwei's hand, Fang Yiwei withdrew his hand and leaned his back against the sofa cushion.

"Married?with whom?"

"Ruozhao. ”

Fang Yiwei frowned, his gaze locked on Bing'er's longing and sad face for a moment.

"You love him?"

"At that time, I had a relationship with you, and I still chose to break up, because I knew that there would be no future with you, and your family background would not be approved by my father. Xiang Bing'er didn't face Fang Yiwei's question directly.

"When you were still a high school student, why did you think so long-term, and why did you have a relationship with me when you knew that there was no future?" Fang Yiwei's expression was faint, looking at Bing'er like looking at a distant and strange person, this person had a particularly good memory with him, they memorized English words together under the big tree on the high school campus, went to the movie theater store together in the winter to buy the leftover popsicles from the summer, and exhaled heavily at each other while eating, the white mist separated the faces of two young boys and girls who were immature but already full of longing for love, and then the four lips were green and astringent, and then went to the small hotel near the school to open a room.

"Curious, I think out of curiosity, I want to know what's going on between men and women. Xiang Bing'er lowered her head, she didn't want to see a trace of disdain flashing in Fang Yiwei's eyes.

"And then, now what do you want me to help you?" Fang Yiwei's voice was cold.

"Help me prove to Ruozhao that there is no such time between you and me. He, he's always minded our past. ”

Fang Yiwei stood up, and Xiang Bing'er also stood up in fear, she looked at him, her eyes were full of begging. Fang Yiwei's teeth clenched tightly, the joints of the bones on the jaw protruded heavily, he was patient, and then asked word by word: "Did you really not love me?" Even if it was the ignorance of youth, not curiosity. ”

Xiang Bing'er took a deep breath and replied: "I haven't loved, it's the same for you and Ruozhao, but he is suitable for marriage." ”

"I'd rather I never loved. Fang Yiwei's chest felt like something had hit him hard, and he stepped out heavily.

"But, for the sake of the past, you helped me this time. Xiang Bing'er stepped forward and grabbed his hand, and the coldness of Fang Yiwei's hand made her stunned.

"Why do you have to ask for help from others when you dig the pit yourself? Fang Yiwei broke free of Xiang Bing'er's hand and walked away without looking back. The café stereo played sad pop music, and the low female voice sang: You finally said to me to break up, we came to the fork in the road, I hope this second will stay forever, when you turn around and leave, I stand in place and don't go, the tears in my eyes can't stop flowing, I say break up with tears, I don't want to let you go, there is still a residual love on the lips without greetings, but you say go, ruthlessly let love come to an end, don't want to let you go, I haven't stopped, I tremble sadly, these weak hands, I can only recall, I once had you at the beginning……

Xiang Bing'er's eyes heated, watching Fang Yiwei's slightly staggering back walk away lonely in the dim light of the café, she felt a damp liquid rising from her chest to her eyes, but she tilted her head and let the dampness dry up in the corners of her eyes. What doesn't come out is not tears. Just like she did to him, what she didn't say was not love. She didn't love him, she must not have loved him. It was just the ignorance of the green years, and he satisfied her curiosity about men, and he made her experiment. So much for.

Fang Yiwei returned to the unit and dealt with the few matters at hand as soon as possible. Tomorrow there will be three meetings presided over by the boss, and they will be held in a row. He had a lot of material to prepare. Xiang Bing'er disturbed his interest tonight somewhat, how could he say that he had not loved him? Even if the love of youth was immature, unreliable, and unstable for a long time, it must have been loved, how could it be said that he had not loved him? How could it be said that it was out of curiosity? Fang Yiwei took a few deep breaths irritably and continued to work. He was a workaholic, and when he got into it, he almost forgot about Liu Ningbo's existence, and even forgot about himself. Until midnight when I received a call from Situ Yue.

Yue cried on the phone, and the cry made his originally sleepy consciousness wake up.

"Tsuki, what's wrong with you?" his question to Tsuki was full of the care of the big brother, and Tsuki was a pitiful little girl.

"It rained and she came back and fell asleep, and I just found out that she had a fever, and it was very bad. ”

Putting down the phone, Fang Yiwei ran to No. 18 Bachimen. The night rain had stopped, the ground was wet, and the air was mixed with the cold of winter. It was Bai Ruozhao who came to open the door. Fang Yiwei was a little surprised.

"You're here so late?"

"Tomorrow, I will take Ah Yan to check his condition for Ning Bo's confinement escort. If Condensation is sick, I'll leave it to you. Bai Ruozhao said, with a look of embarrassment on his face. They are classmates and rivals, and a trace of hostility always lingers between them, intentionally or unintentionally.

The dim light of the street lamp cast a narrow shadow on the ground. Fang Yiwei pulled the collar of the black windbreaker, walked into the iron gate, suddenly turned around, and said, "It looks like you really love the moon." ”

Bai Ruozhao was puzzled and raised his eyebrows.

Fang Yiwei continued: "Then don't hurt her, loving someone is to protect forever, maybe this kind of protection will encounter obstacles, please, even if you encounter other temptations, don't waver." ”

Fang Yiwei said and strode into the lighted living room.

Bai Ruozhao looked at his tall and thin back and was a little stunned. The night breeze was very cold, and there was already a terrible pain in his face with a slight rain, and his thoughts seemed to be broken in this pain.

Fang Yiwei had already entered Liu Ningbo's room. Liu Ningbo lay on the bed and fell asleep, with the wet towel that Yue had put on her forehead. His cheeks were red and dripping with blood. Yue knelt in front of the bed and rubbed her hands. The light in the room suddenly flickered and dimmed, and Yue turned around and saw that it was Fang Yiwei, so she said, "Are you here?" Although I don't know much about the relationship between you and Ning Bo, but tomorrow I will take Ah Yan to the hospital for treatment, I don't know who else to give Ning Bo to, she is alone." ”

Fang Yiwei took Liu Ningbo's hand from Situ Yue's hand, held it tightly in his hand, and said, "Leave it to me! From now on, give her to me with confidence!"

Fang Yiwei's words sounded somewhat comforting, Yue touched Liu Ningbo's cheek, and said, "I've already fed her antipyretics, and her body is not so hot, but her hands are still cold, maybe she caught a cold on the street tonight!"

"I'm here to guard her tonight, you go and rest! Tomorrow, is Ruozhao accompanying you to the hospital?"

Yue nodded, "Ning Bo is sick, so he can only accompany us." ”

"Ruozhao loves you very much, Yue, grab happiness and don't let go. Fang Yiwei gave her a firm smile.

Yue looked at Fang Yiwei's eyebrows and eyes stretched out because of his smile and had a particularly dignified temperament, he was different from Bai Ruozhao, Bai Ruozhao was gentle, but Fang Yiwei had an untamed unruly horse, but it was equally pleasing to the eye.

"What about you, will you also hold on to Ning Bo and not let go?" asked Yue Man hopefully.

Fang Yiwei looked at Liu Ningbo's beautiful eyebrows and eyes that were asleep, all kinds of pleasing to the eye, he clenched her hand, smiled at Yuewan'er, and said, "Definitely." ”

"Well, I'm relieved. Yue seemed to walk out of Liu Ningbo's room very briskly. She sent Bai Ruozhao to the iron gate and hugged and kissed goodbye. Such a night, although the wind and rain are cold, but if there is no disease, it is also very beautiful for her.

Liu Ningbo had a dream in which a girl in her twenties squatted in the corridor of the hospital and cried. I cried very sadly, and I couldn't stop crying. Liu Ningbo stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder, she wanted to comfort her, but the girl raised her head, it was herself. Liu Ningbo woke up, sweating all over. A thin layer of morning light poured in through the cracks in the curtains, and the whole room seemed to be wrapped in a pink veil. Liu Ning fluctuated, and found that her head was resting on a strong arm, she looked up and saw Fang Yiwei's body half leaning on the head of the bed, and the other hand was holding her hand, sleeping like a child.

Liu Ningbo didn't dare to wake him up, so he got up gently, but as soon as her hand was withdrawn from his hand, Fang Yiwei woke up.

"Hmm, are you awake, are you better?" Fang Yiwei had already stood up to look at her, before she could speak, his hand had already covered her forehead, "It's okay, it's only a little hot." I'll go and make porridge for you. ”

Fang Yiwei had already gotten up and got out of bed, took the black trench coat hanging on the back of the chair and put it on and walked out of the room. Liu Ningbo also struggled to get up, and when she got out of bed, she closed her eyes hard, struggled to walk to the closet, slid open the cabinet door, and took a coat to put on. Liu Ningbo remembered that today she was going to accompany the moon and take Ah Yan to Beijing. Dizzy for a while, Liu Ningbo shook her head, leaned against the wall and walked out of the room, she came to the door of the moon room, and saw that the door was empty, so she pushed in, the bedding on the bed was neat, and the moon was nowhere to be seen. Liu Ningbo cheered up again, leaned against the wall and slowly walked to the guest room, and similarly, Ah Yan and Lan Qing were not there. Liu Ningbo had to walk like a kitchen.

The kitchen lights were on, and the snow-white light illuminated every corner of the kitchen, and the windows were open, and the sky was shining brightly, and many cold winds seeped in through the windows. Fang Yiwei was washing rice, he skillfully poured out the rice washing water, put the rice into the rice cooker, and then put the appropriate water in the pot, plugged in the power supply, and pressed the button to boil the porridge, he turned around and saw Liu Ningbo leaning on the kitchen door with a haggard face, he immediately closed the window, picked up Liu Ningbo and went back to the room to lie down, and said, "Sick people, why don't you lie down well?"

Liu Ningbo suddenly felt heartwarming, she looked at his handsome face, and showed a sad smile, "How can I bother Secretary Fang to cook for me?"

"People who are burning and swallowing their breath quickly, once they get better, this mouth will hide needles like this. Fang Yiwei covered the quilt for Liu Ningbo, pinched her nose with a smile and said, "I not only have to cook for you, but also do whatever I can for you." ”

"Then feed me porridge later. Liu Ningbo pouted and looked at him childishly.

"Do you still use Miss Liu's orders? You lie down obediently, I'll go see what's in the refrigerator and fry some side dishes for you." ”

"Aunt Lan Qing brought some pickles from the countryside, I want to serve them with pickles, help me get more peppers, my mouth is flustered. ”

When Fang Yiwei walked to the door, Liu Ningbo remembered the moon and asked, "Where is the moon?"