077: Death
Hearing the moment Ma Jun died, Shu Tao couldn't believe that the arrogance he had just held up in front of Zhao Youyou fell apart in an instant. She took Zhao Youyou's hand and trembled: "Is this true?" You tell me you're lying to me! ”
"Let go of me!" Zhao Youyou scolded, "Since my problem has been solved, we will not interfere with the river water in the future!" ”
Shu Tao refused to let go, and continued to pull her and asked, "Who told you that Ma Jun is dead?" Who is it? ”
Zhao Youyou shook his arm and threw the weak book peach to the ground, and just as Li Wen went to help the book peach, Zhao Youyou had already walked away.
Shu Tao was slowly helped up by Li Wen and sat down on the seat, she swallowed her tears in her heart, after all, in this kind of high-end café, her makeup can't be spent.
"Shutao, you're okay." Li Wen looked at Shutao with a blank face, and she was so worried that she was going to die, she immediately called Lixuan and asked Lixuan to come over and come up with ideas, after all, Shutao usually listens to Lixuan's words the most.
Shu Tao sat there dumbfounded, she thought that people's lives are constantly escalating, and people's misfortunes, disasters, and disaster strategies will continue to escalate with age, and the load will increase.
Sometimes it goes from being overwhelmed by a difficult problem to being skillful in coping with it.
But at this moment, when such a disaster came, she was destroyed before she had time to deal with it. And the only thing she can do is admit defeat and accept destruction.
Zhao Youyou's sentence "Ma Jun is dead" shattered her soul that had not recovered last night.
Zhao Youyou, who had just walked out of the café, smiled proudly, just now Liang Peng called her and said that Director Ma had already let go and gave them a sum of money to take the children to live in the United States, thinking of this, Zhao Youyou was ecstatic.
She no longer has to care about Ma Jun's life or death.
Before, because she wanted to save the child's life, she had asked the court to award the child to Chen Hao, and now the most important thing is to appeal again, and chase after Chen Hao when he was ill, so that the court can quickly return the child to her.
But she can't be too desperate, she is favored by God today, perhaps because of her motherly heart.
Saying that one night husband and wife Bairien, the matter has come to an end and ended successfully, the good deeds she should do still have to be done, she took a taxi to Qianwei Mental Hospital, wanting to see Chen Hao for the last time.
Chen Hao stayed on the hospital bed, holding the photo given to him by Wang Yueyin in his hand, "This woman wants to harm me", he tried his best to recall who the woman in the photo was.
He thought about it, maybe it was a friend of his wife Zhao Youyou, or maybe it was a girlfriend he had before he met Li Wen? But why did this woman harm her?
He kept thinking about who the woman was through the face of the woman in the photo.
It seemed that in a certain moment, she was so familiar, but so strange, that he seemed to have known her a long time ago.
At this time, the nurse entered the door and said, "Chen Hao, your ex-wife has come to see you." ”
He looked up at the woman who had been so attractive, but now so ugly.
Ugly.
This word came out of his heart, although Zhao Youyou is now in his prime, but the ruthlessness and hurt she brought to Chen Hao is not too much to describe with the word "ugly".
Zhao Youyou sat on the side of his bed and said, "I'm going to take my brother out of the country, and now you have this disease and can't take care of your brother, so I can only take him away." But you are still his biological father, and I will bring him to see you in the future. ”
Chen Hao raised his head and said, "I'm not sick, I'm not sick." ”
"You're in an extremely unstable state of mind right now."
"Someone wants to harm me, someone must be harming me, and this person sent me here."
"No one wants to harm you, it's all your own imagination."
Chen Hao picked up the photo in his hand and said, "It's this woman, she wants to harm me." ”
Zhao Youyou took the photo and looked at it, where did she seem to have seen this woman, she asked, "Where did you get the photo?" ”
"A woman gave it to me, and she said she was my high school classmate." Chen Hao said uncertainly.
Zhao Youyou returned the photo to him, seeing him like this, she instantly felt that her choice was right, and she said: "I will apply for the court to award my brother to me, seeing you like this, there is no need to get your consent, but you have the right to know about it." ”
"What? You're going to take my brother away from me? You bad woman! After speaking, Chen Hao got up from the bed and grabbed Zhao Youyou's neck.
"You can't do that!" Chen Hao screamed loudly while pinching her hard.
When the medical staff heard the sound, they immediately came in and pulled Chen Hao away, and held Chen Hao, who struggled desperately on the bed, as if he was going to fight Zhao Youyou to the death at this moment.
Zhao Youyou gasped breathlessly, her neck was pinched red by Chen Hao, she coughed twice and said to Chen Hao: "You are like this, how can I rest assured that my brother will stay by your side, do you know?" You're not normal now, you're a lunatic! ”
Another nurse said, "Ms. Zhao, now the patient's mood swings are very big and he can't be stimulated anymore, please go back." ”
Zhao Youyou glanced at the nurse and turned his head to leave the ward.
After being appeased by the medical staff, Chen Hao gradually calmed down the anger just now. He sat back on the hospital bed, took the photo in his hand, looked at it with a dull expression, and muttered in his mouth: "The woman who killed me, it must be this woman who asked Zhao Youyou to take his brother away from her, this woman is a bad woman......"
The other side.
Li Xuan rushed to Shu Tao's house, and the book Tao he saw when he entered the door was already depressed and listless, and he was no longer the Qu Shu Tao with exquisite scenery on all sides before. Li Xuan had never seen Shu Tao so embarrassed as he was now.
Shu Tao leaned on Li Wen's shoulder, tears had washed her entire makeup beyond recognition, and Li Xuan said: "I don't think Zhao Youyou's words can be fully believed, after all, we don't have any evidence that Ma Jun is dead." And, as far as I know about him, he wouldn't do such a stupid thing, maybe he just hid with his anger for a while, and didn't want to see anyone, after all, last night was indeed a big blow to him. ”
Shu Tao said reluctantly: "Lixuan, I confessed to Ma Jun before, he refused, he said he couldn't be with me, but why did Yue Ran be so violent when he proposed to me?" If he doesn't want to see Yue Ran marry me, then why doesn't he be my boyfriend, according to his family conditions and his social status, my mother will agree to this marriage, but why did he reject me? ”
"Maybe he has his own troubles." Lixuan didn't know how to comfort Shutao anymore.
"Nonsense! What's wrong with him? Maybe he doesn't love me as much as I imagined, men are animals who like to dominate but are unwilling to take responsibility! You guys are so ruthless! Including Chen Hao, including Ma Jun, and you! ”
Li Xuan didn't dare to speak at this time, just listened to Shu Tao's speech, and took a look at Li Wen, he hoped that Shu Tao would feel better after scolding.
Lixuan knows that there are five stages of grief: denial, anger, frustration, numbness, and even negotiation with grief. Now that Shutao is in the first and second stages, he knows that Shutao will eventually negotiate with Sorrow, so he listens to her without persuasion.
"You men are this kind of animals, only when you are too old to harden can the stubborn hearts soften, but ...... Isn't Ma Jun unclear in his heart? In a good relationship, there must always be such a person who softens down, which is a disguised pampering. Why doesn't he understand? It doesn't mean bowing down to the other side, not because he's done something wrong, it's not because he's incompetent, it's proving that I'm important to him, right? However, I don't matter to him, I'm just a fool to be played with by him! ”
After Shu Tao finished speaking, tears began to flow again.
Li Wen handed her a tissue, she took the tissue, blew her nose and said: "I lost, lost to my pride, lost to my conceit!" I thought I had time to influence him, let him let go of all his restlessness and insecurity, and grow old with me. But just when I was righteous, just when I thought I had plenty of time, he left me, whether he was dead or hiding. He said the words 'goodbye' in his letter to me! ”
Now the book peach is in the third stage: frustration.
"Lixuan, do you think I will die alone and die without one?" Shutao asked.
"Growing up, we are all looking for something: dreams, talents, treasures, desires, the opposite sex, or memories of the past, which are waiting for you in the distance, or you are around you but you turn a deaf ear and turn a blind eye. Sometimes they disappear suddenly, sometimes they appear at a time you didn't expect, and whatever you're looking for, it's something that drives you to get it, or when you find it, you're destroying it, you're wasting it. ”
Shu Tao sniffed, and the tense nerves slowly relaxed.
Li Xuan took a sip of water and continued: "No matter what you are looking for, one day, you will find it, but you can't predict the result after finding it, whether it is good or bad, no one can determine. A lot of things are not forced, and it is the best way to deal with them. ”
"Don't force ......" Shutao repeated Lixuan's words, as if he had realized something.
"Something is coming, wait at least three days, maybe what you have to do now is to take a shower and sleep, even if you rack your brains, there is no way to do other things, even if you cry, no one can help you." Lixuan seemed to be a little cold, but every word was true.
Now, Shumo is in the fourth stage: numbness.
Shu Tao thought that she was ignorant and pampered before, and Wang Xu's little opinion on her was regarded as humiliation by her, but now, Wang Xu's frustration of her self-esteem is insignificant compared to Ma Jun's departure, and even lighter than a feather.
She stood up and said, "You are not allowed to go, eat here with me at night, and I will go take a shower now." ”
Shu Tao walked to the bathroom, and Li Wen hurriedly asked Li Xuan: "Will Shu Tao be okay?" ”
Rest assured, there are five stages of sorrow: denial, anger, frustration, numbness, and even negotiation with sorrow. She has now reached the fifth stage, and it is not a good thing to reach a negotiation with grief. ”