Chapter 3: Feelings Play with Me
Since he was sensible, Song Baojun has been a poor worm with no sense of existence. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info friend forgot to call him on his birthday, and he apologized afterwards and he just laughed in frustration: "It's nothing, I was going to go, but then something didn't happen." When his classmates saw him at a party, they exclaimed, "Why are you here?" and even the most unpopular boy can humiliate him.
Endless fragments of dreams make up the whole of a failed life, and this failure makes people full of frustration, hesitation, loss, sadness, sadness, and other negative emotions, which then condense into pain. He could only struggle in pain and could not escape.
Time passed in the dream, and I don't know how long it took, Song Baojun suddenly heard a bunch of voices talking in his head.
The pile of sounds did not pass through the eardrums, but directly rushed to the area of brain cells that process the sound, which is very real.
"Hey, do you think this kid will hurt like a waste?" it was a cold and emotionless male voice.
"No, what are we going to do? If he turns into a vegetative state, we'll all be gone. "The other is a slightly obscene and magnetic low voice, which sounds pleasant, but it feels strange and contradictory.
"Hmph, if you are being played with in front of everyone, how long can you last?" said an indifferent voice.
"Lao Tzu will be as useless as him? Lao Tzu will kill those dogs and men! First arrange for someone to beat the man's stuffy stick, and then spread rumors to ruin the woman's reputation, as long as I participate in this matter, I will not let go of any of them, discipline them to live rather than die, and cry and beg me for mercy one by one. The lewd male voice smirked.
"You can do it, it's not your time now. Someone scoffed.
A calm voice said, "Don't gloat, who still has the energy to control his body and see how it goes." ”
"I don't go, I haven't controlled it, in case of side effects, it will not affect everyone. Another voice answered.
It was enough to count five different voices talking in his head, as if this place was a conference room for free talk.
Hearing this, Song Baojun couldn't help but be shocked and angry, and shouted: "Who are you? Why are you talking in my head?"
This sentence came suddenly, so that no one could think of it, and all the voices fell silent for a while.
"Hey, where are the people?" Song Baojun continued to shout in fright.
After a long time, the cold voice from before coughed and said, "Are you awake?"
"I haven't woken up, this is another nightmare of mine, isn't it? How are you going to torture me? Lao Tzu frowned, not a good man!" Song Baojun shouted hoarsely. -- This hoarseness is not a physical effect, but a mental exhaustion.
The obscene voice suddenly came out and sneered: "Yo, what kind of hero are you? A good man who is played with his feelings and dies, and only knows how to run home to find his mother? A stinky **** will make you like this, it's better to die." It's me, hehe, hey!"
"Shut up, no one will be dumb if you don't speak!" The indifferent voice snorted, "Fortunately, this incident woke us up." ”
Song Baojun became more and more anxious, and asked tremblingly: "To tell you the truth, who are you? What kind of conspiracy did you get into my head?"
The indifferent voice paused and said, "We are not human, you are us, we are you." ”
"Huh, are you kidding? How can you argue that there are so many mes, different and unrecognizable selves?"
The cold voice said: "Everyone has their own personality. What is personality? It is the character, temperament, morality, quality, faith, conscience, and dignity and charm formed by the interaction between the innate hereditary qualities and the acquired internal and external messengers that can represent the essence and personality characteristics of human beings, and the dignity and charm formed thereby, that is, the soul! Every person's personality is unique, and some people have a stable life and have never changed, while others have a split personality and all kinds of strange behaviors because of the tremendous stimulus. ”
Song Baojun seemed to understand a little, but he was even more helpless: "That, then I am ......"
"Yes, you have multiple personalities, we are all one of the personalities that you hide within you! You have always been the subject of thought, you control this body, you are the master of the body. The cold voice said: "This lovelorn incident has caused you great and irrepressible pain, which has caused us to wake up. ”
Song Baojun was stunned, and it took a long time before he said, "Many, multiple personalities, how much weight?"
"You have thirty-two personalities, and each personality is different. I'm the cold personality among them. The voice replied.
Another voice said: "Hehe, I'm a lewd personality, don't be afraid, boy, obscenity is not a compliment, but it can help you live a good life." ”
"I'm a rational personality, you need to calm down, take a deep breath, and stop imagining bad images. ”
"I am a bloody personality! Who is so bold and dares to humiliate Lao Tzu's body, Lao Tzu will cut his whole family, even his sister-in-law!"
"I am an artistic personality, and although you are studying Chinese, you are relatively lacking in artistic cells. Why don't we talk?"
Song Baojun waited for a long time, but he didn't hear any other voices, and then asked, "Didn't you say that there are thirty-two personalities? Why are there only five?"
The rational personality says: "The other personalities are too deeply hidden and require very, very intense pain or stimulation to awaken. ”
Song Baojun listened to the eloquent talk of a cadre, slowly stopped being afraid, and asked: "Then who am I? Can I still be the owner of this body in the future? What are you going to do with me? Anyway, I'm so useless, I'm still dead." ”
The rational personality says: "You are the subject, the mere personality, and mediocrity is the original attribute of every human being, and the other thirty-one personalities must depend on you in order to exist." In the future, we will merge with you one by one, and you will gradually become stronger. If the thirty-two personalities eventually become one, you will grow into a giant of the world, and there will be no rival in the world. All enemies will crawl at our feet. ”
Song Baojun was slightly disappointed when he heard that his attribute was "mediocre", but he turned happy again, and said with a smile: "Really take me as the main body? What are you waiting for, then quickly merge! It's best to wake up the other personalities and see how many secrets are hidden in my body." ”
In the dark and lightless mind, the rational personality seemed to shake his head and said: "Thought is the container of personality, your soul is not strong enough, if you forcibly fuse all personality, you will tear your mind to pieces and completely turn into a vegetative person, and you and I will both die in nothingness." ”
Song Baojun was taken aback: "What the hell are you going to do?