"It's a kiss goodbye, fool!"

Ma Jun's words lingered in Shutao's mind and could not be erased. These words seemed to be joking, but they made her feel so warm. For a long time, Shumo had forgotten the feeling of liking someone, and that feeling almost melted away in the pride in her heart. And just now, a flame seemed to be polished by a horse.

She plucked up her courage, let go of her pride, and dialed Ma Jun's phone, Ma Jun picked up the phone and asked cynically: "What's the matter?"

Shu Tao pretended to be calm, but in fact, his heart was already overturned: "Ma Jun, I like you." ”

Ma Jun paused for a moment and said, "Me too." ”

Shu Tao confirmed Ma Jun's feelings for him before he had the courage to speak: "Be my boyfriend." ”

Ma Jun on the other end waited for a long time before saying, "Shutao, I'm sorry, we can't be together." ”

When Shu Tao heard this, the pride in her heart seemed to be shattered by a huge hammer, and she asked, "Since you like it, why can't you be together, do you still like other people?"

"I promise you no. It's just that I'm afraid of hurting you, if I really want to be together, I'm not thinking about falling in love, I want to be with you all the time, but marriage is very impractical for me, you don't know some of my situations, and I don't want to say. Wouldn't it be nice for us to be like this now? I'm always available to do anything with you, but ...... I just can't promise you, and I don't have the power to make you happy. ”

"However, we are like this, we don't make it clear, we don't get tired of being together every day, so how can I tell my friends about my relationship with you, and what they think of the two of us. ”

"Shu Tao, happiness is sensed by two people, and it has nothing to do with other people. Nowadays, many people just can't see the present, but only look forward to the future...... There's nothing wrong with that, but the point is that they don't want to start from now and take a step at a time. Feel free to change couples, jobs, and apartments. Why bother wandering in a familiar place for the rest of your life? And you and I shouldn't be like this, we have a great time, and I'm afraid that if we become boyfriend and girlfriend, we will make each other's pure emotions complicated and embarrassed because of the word 'responsibility'. You see, your sister and her fiancé are like this, when they are in love, they have few problems, when they talk about getting married, their demands on each other begin to magnify, what loyalty, what responsibilities, their minds are full of these things, and finally the love that has been accumulated for a long time? You may think that I am a person who is afraid of taking responsibility, so I say this to you, but I have more to carry than you think. ”

Shu Tao listened to him, like a flower that stumbled into a flower that was trying to bloom by mistake in winter, but when it came out of the soil, it felt that it was a harsh winter outside, and it slowly wilted. Shu Tao asked: "But why, you know that we can't be together, but you still treat me like this, drag me into your gentle township, and now you want to kick it away!"

"I didn't mean to kick you away. Ma Jun was a little anxious.

"That means you want to have an affair with me?"

"Shutao, the reason why this thing is so fascinating is because it is part of freedom. The love of two people cannot be measured by labels, but a visible image of the soul and spirit of two people, which is beautiful, free, and lovely. Do you see what I mean?"

What if you don't understand? It's not the same that you can't be Ma Jun's girlfriend, Shu Tao said while thinking about it: "Understood." ”

"It's good to understand. Shutao, do you really like me? Don't you bother me?"

Ma Jun couldn't answer Shutao's question at this time, and the words just now were like some cold ice thorns, which made her feel distressed. She said, "What if you like it?"

"Shutao, I said we can't be together, we can't be boyfriend and girlfriend, but I didn't say I can't give you the best love in the world!"

This sentence was said by Ma Jun, and with his character, it was reasonable and unexpected. It slammed into Shumo's heart. Shutao feels that people's first love is not the first person to fall in love with you, but the first person who makes you really sting your heart because of such love. If you don't care, you don't feel sad, Shu Tao knows the truth in it, but in fact, she is unwilling, and this kind of fall makes her powerless to refute and fight.

"Alright then, whatever you want. After Shutao finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Ma Jun, who was driving the car, held the steering wheel in his hand and looked at the road ahead, his tears were already like a splash on the windshield on a rainy day, blurring his vision. He wiped his eyes with his hands, drying them before the tears could fall. Ma Jun wiped away his tears, thinking about why he didn't want to be with Shu Tao, but he was in a precarious situation now, because of his father, he needed to think more about everything he did. Moreover, he may have dragged his father and himself into the abyss from which he will never recover.

He is already in danger of sending his loved ones to prison for what he has done. He sped up and drove to his dad, knowing that the time he might spend with his dad was getting shorter and shorter, and that his long-term plans might have been aware of it.

This is a father-son showdown, and it is also a choice between father and son. It is precisely because he knows that he is his father's palm treasure that he can pinch his father's death hole and let him be caught. He tossed and turned for an unknown number of nights in order to make this decision, but he did it anyway, maybe he couldn't get anyone's sympathy, he wouldn't be forgiven by his father, and in the end he might be hated by his father, but he knew he had to do it, and he didn't have any ambiguity or scruples!