Hong Ningxiang's heart was shocked.

She knew that there was a hurdle in his heart, but she didn't expect him to remember it so deeply because of his loyalty, because of the so-called blood connection, and because of the imprint that his body had.

is obviously a negative man, why did he keep festivals for her after her death, and he didn't even get close to any woman, and even this Tian Xiang'er's body, he never really possessed it? He really loved her to the point of being cocooned and self-bound?!

She said calmly, "Since you love me so much and can't bear me, why do you want to make me go crazy and make me become a female demon?

Shi Dingfeng's resolute lips trembled, looking at her sharp and sharp gaze, he couldn't say a word.

She was right, he was indeed the one who caused her to go mad.

When the demon world was out of balance, he was supposed to save her, but he was dragged by Xie Lijun with an extremely powerful flattery. Xie Lijun also designed to let Liu Qingming know about it, because Liu Qingming found out that Xiang'er was a spy sent by him, thought that Xiang'er had betrayed him, and sympathized with Xiang'er's plight, and hated him, so he cast a spell to let Xiang'er see the scene where he and Xie Lijun were together. Xiang'er thought that the reason why he didn't save her was because he fell in love with Xie Lijun. At that time, Xiang'er found out that she was pregnant with his child, and Xiang'er also knew that there was a marriage contract between him and Xie Lijun when he was a child.

In order to take revenge on him and get Xiang'er, Liu Qingming put him together with Xie Lijun in this matter. Although Liu Qingming also calculated him because of Xiang'er's betrayal, that bastard was also a major reason for Xiang'er's demonization. He knew that if he told the truth of all this, and didn't say whether Xiang'er believed it or not, even if he did, there would still be an insurmountable gap between her and him.

It is because she can't get his love that she will become a murderous female devil, and she swears after she enters the demon to kill all the negative men in the world, wherever she passes. Thousands of miles of red land, the sky is blooming, making countless people frightened. She was originally such a simple, clumsy and silly little woman because she fell in love with him. Because of his injuries, he will become a bloody, ruthless and cruel female demon. He was the one who made her like that, even though he had a thousand reasons, all kinds of excuses. None of them can erase the fact that he had hurt her.

If he told her the truth, he might be able to ask for her forgiveness, but she would instantly discover that Liu Qingming was an extremely insidious person who would do anything to possess her. In order to resurrect Xiang'er, Liu Qingming did not hesitate to destroy his cultivation, and then blew up his true body, and even became Ye Qin without fear of death. With such a low cultivation, he dared to argue with him, and he knew how much that bastard loved Xiang'er.

He was not afraid of destroying her trust in Liu Qingming, he was only afraid that she would learn about Liu Qingming's past and be greatly hurt again. After all, her life in this life was indeed bought by that bastard with his life. He now clearly knows how important this girl regards Liu Qingming.

He was also afraid that after she knew the truth. Go to Xie Lijun to seek revenge. Xie Lijun's status in the Heavenly Extreme Cultivation Realm is extremely high, and his cultivation is in the late Yuan Infant period. When he was twenty years old, he should have fulfilled his childhood marriage contract, but because he had already fallen in love with Xiang'er. rejected Xie Lijun. Xie Lijun held a grudge because of this, thinking that he had abandoned her and hated Xiang'er to the core, and that woman was scheming and vicious in order to get him. Even he has to be afraid of three points. If Xie Lijun finds out that Xiang'er is still alive, I don't know what crazy thing that woman will do.

Yixiang'er's current cultivation strength, no matter which one she is, can't fight against that woman, she is too weak. Moreover, Liu Qingming's bastard also sealed Xiang'er's memory, according to the personality of that bastard, he would never restore Xiang'er's memory. If Xiang'er looks for it hotly, it will be Xiang'er who suffers in the end. What's more, he has already done these revenge things quietly. Whether it is Shi Dingjiang or Xie Lijun, they have all tasted the bitterness, and they don't need Xiang'er to intervene in revenge.

Now that Xiang'er has decided to give up her true body and want to live a new self, why should he force her to restore her true body? He is reluctant to let Xiang'er live so hard in this life, he wants to take care of her and cherish every moment with her. He wanted to watch her grow little by little, grow strong enough, and if she still hadn't recovered her memory at that time, he would show her those flesh and blood truths one by one. Let her accept his love little by little and save her heart.

But now, he can't say.

The memories of a short moment seem to be as long as a lifetime.

Shi Dingfeng seemed to be dozens of years old, and hugged Hong Ningxiang's trembling body into his arms, his voice slow and low.

"You're right. I hurt you. Back then, you offered to go to the Demon Realm as a spy to help me find an important clue. I should have stopped you, but in order to complete the family's mission, I agreed to your participation in that plan. Later, you tried your best to get close to Liu Qingming, and you became his most powerful subordinate.

"You have followed Liu Qingming for ten years, conquered the southern part of the Demon Realm, helped him fight the country together, and found that clue from Liu Qingming. Relying on that clue, I was able to capture the Demon Sect, defeat Liu Qingming, and become the leader of the new generation. At that time, the Demon Realm was out of balance, and you were taken to the South Heavenly Palace of the Demon Realm by Liu Qingming to avoid danger, I should have gone to save you, but in order to capture the Demon Sect, I didn't take care of you, and you were almost buried in the South Heaven Palace. At that time, you knew that you were pregnant with my child, but you were abandoned by me, and in an instant, you fell into the demon in your heart, and became a female demon who killed people without blinking. ”

He whispered self-deprecatingly, "Xiang'er, there are thousands of mistakes, and they are all my fault. It's me who has failed you, it's me who hasn't cherished you. It wasn't until you left that I realized that you were so important to me, so important that I couldn't live without you. Every day I live, not seeing you is a great torment for me. I have worked so hard to find you, but I hope that you will return to me and be reunited with my son as soon as possible. ”

Hong Ningxiang listened blankly.

No wonder Liu Qingming wanted to seal her memory, it turned out that she was really hurt so deeply by Shi Dingfeng.

No wonder Liu Qingming was so good to her, it turned out that she betrayed Liu Qingming in her previous life and failed Liu Qingming, does Liu Qingming want her to repay what she owes him in this life?

She covered her eyes, tears flowed from her fingers, and she couldn't stop it, I don't know if she felt sorry for herself in her previous life, or she was feeling sorry for Liu Qingming.

Shi Dingfeng looked at her quietly.

Hong Ningxiang picked up his sleeve and wiped his eyes vigorously, and scolded angrily: "Bastard! bastard! Why do you tell me?"

Shi Dingfeng stroked the corners of her eyes with his big hand, and let him bear all the faults, as long as she felt comfortable.

He pressed against her forehead. "Xiang'er, from now on, if you don't want to think about the past, I won't mention it again. But I have to warn you. The son is growing up day by day, you can't keep it a secret from him all the time, and if you don't want to restore your true body, then sooner or later you will have to use Tian Xiang'er's identity. Confess to him. I don't know, my son can't stand it when he finds out that you lied to him. ”

"Let me think about it, let me think about it, how can I not hurt Ming'er......" The more Hong Ningxiang thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and he hugged his head with both hands.

"Xiang'er, Xiang'er!" Shi Dingfeng kissed the corner of her eyes distressedly, "I won't force you, I won't force you! I'll wait for you, my son and I will wait for you." ”

"It's all your fault. If it weren't for you, would I have become such a terrible person? In this life, if you hadn't come to me and provoked me, would I have lived so hard?" Hong Ningxiang unceremoniously slapped him on the back.

Shi Dingfeng grabbed her hand, "Hit with your fists, harder, it's better to bring spells, it's too light like tickling." ”

Hong Ningxiang saw him tear open his shirt, revealing his strong chest.

Such a cold and arrogant man actually coaxed her in a low voice.

She laughed angrily. Pound him unceremoniously, "Bastard! bastard!"

Shi Dingfeng looked at her with deep eyes.

This is the little woman who loved to cry and laugh in the past, obviously gentle and clumsy, but always reckless. In order to be worthy of him, in order to catch up with him, in order to be qualified to be loved by him, in order to become his virtuous helper, in order to be comparable to him, dare to go to the demon world to be a stupid girl.

All her defenses. All stubbornness, in his opinion, is all disguise.

I only regret why I didn't confess my feelings to her when I was in Shifu.

Why are so many good times wasted?

Hong Ningxiang noticed that his eyes had become strange, and quickly wiped away his tears, "Originally, I didn't think so far. Now that you've helped me find the Vajra Pure Magic Chain, you can still wear it for Liuli for ten years. Well, let's take a ten-year period. Ten years later, Liuli grew up, I returned Liuli to Brother Ming, and gave Ming'er a complete home! At that time, Ming'er also grew up, find a suitable time, I will recognize Ming'er again, and try to reduce the damage to him. What do you think?"

Shi Dingfeng hugged her and said: "Regarding the arrangement of Liuli, you can tell Liu Qingming like this, see if he agrees, according to my understanding of him, it is estimated that it is a bit suspenseful, but I can't help him." As for Shi Ming, when he is twenty years old, his heart is mature, and he can accept such a thing as resurrection, let's tell my son again, my son may blame you, but I will talk to my son and let him understand your situation. After all, you can't remember a lot of things. ”

Hong Ningxiang buried his face in his chest, and for a long time, he whispered, "Ninth Master, I caused you to be so seriously injured, and you had to go back to the Demon Realm because of the matter of the Demon Prison. Not only did you not care about my faults, but you also helped me fight against the alliance's crusade, and also helped me establish a sect and help Ruri find the Vajra Pure Demon Chain. Brother Chen is right, I am very willful, I am very selfish, I treat you so much, why do you still treat me so well?"

Where is this girl confused, where is cold-blooded and ruthless, she actually remembers everything in her heart.

Shi Dingfeng buried his face in her hair, and his voice was low and hoarse: "Silly girl, I hurt you, of course I have to compensate you." It's nothing, it's all I owe you. I don't ask for anything but that you don't leave me again, don't run away again. Why, do you feel guilty?"

Hong Ningxiang pouted: "I don't have it! Since you owe me, then I will accept it unceremoniously! Also, in the past ten years, I will take care of Liuli, and you will not be allowed to dislike Liuli again! I know that Liuli has a demonic nature and is very powerful, but his nature is not bad, such a lovely child, you are not allowed to bully him! Don't lock him up again, don't hurt him! Otherwise, I won't spare you. ”

Shi Dingfeng felt a pain in his heart, "Liuli was created by Liu Qingming, to put it mildly, it's because you care about Liu Qingming, that's why you care so much about Liuli." ”

Hong Ningxiang said: "Of course, if there was no Brother Ming, there would be no me today." ”

Shi Dingfeng stared at her closely, "What about me? Xiang'er, have you ever thought about me? Can you use half my life and my fifty years of cultivation in exchange for a chance to start over with you?"

Hong Ningxiang snorted lightly: "Didn't I say that I was with you?!" This man began to inch in again!

Is this girl sluggish or pretending to be confused?!Shi Dingfeng put his hand on her heart: "I want your heart!"

In her previous life, he never said "I love you".

In her life, he wanted to tell her plainly that he didn't want to miss her again.

Hong Ningxiang still didn't look at him.

Shi Dingfeng twisted her face, "Xiang'er!"

against her forehead, "I love you." ”

Hong Ningxiang was shocked.

Shi Dingfeng's eyes were as hot as fire, waiting for her reaction.

Hong Ningxiang was like an ostrich, burying his face in his chest, cold and losing his strength.

Shi Dingfeng lifted her chin, "Don't hide, don't hide." I want you to believe in me, I want you to love me again, can you?"

Hong Ningxiang lowered his eyes, "Ninth Master, don't be like this." I'm no longer who I used to be, we ...... I've missed it, and I can't go back. ”

Shi Dingfeng pressed her hand to his heart, "It's okay, let's start again." Xiang'er, do you feel it?

Hong Ningxiang felt his heart under the palm of his hand, pounding, fast and violent.

Shi Dingfeng stared into her eyes, "Love me again, is it okay?"

Hong Ningxiang shook his head soberly, "Ninth Master, don't force me." ”

Shi Dingfeng slowly let go of her.

He was silent for a long time, and suddenly grabbed her shoulder, his eyes were full of anger, "Then you say, you come back to me now, you refuse to accept my love, and you don't want to love me, what do you think of me?"

Hong Ningxiang thought for a moment and raised his eyes calmly.

"Loved ones. ”

She put her arms around his neck, her eyes were clear and bright, as if the innocent Tian Xiang'er had returned.

She said softly, "Let's put aside the past life and just talk about this life. You are the father of the child, and you are my relative. Like Liu Qingming, they are all my relatives. He is my brother, and Ruri is the child I raised. The four of you are my relatives and my most important people. ”

"Just a relative?"

"What if it weren't?"

Shi Dingfeng felt that the internal organs were spreading with intense pain, as if they had been cut by a sharp knife, piece by piece, the flesh and blood were blurred, and the heart was torn.

He reached out and fumbled for his cigarette, only to find that the cigarette case was empty.

"Ninth Master, what's wrong with you?"

Shi Dingfeng put Hong Ningxiang down and walked back to the desk with messy steps, almost falling because of the strong angina. He braced his body and waved weakly, "I'm fine." Xiang'er, you go out, I still have some paperwork to deal with. ”

"Okay!" Hong Ningxiang glanced at him, "If you feel uncomfortable, you can call me." I'm going to the practice room. ”

Shi Dingfeng turned around, "Let's go out." ”

Hong Ningxiang looked at his lonely back, slowly closed the door, and walked out of the study.

She walked towards the woods outside the Water Pavilion, her pace slow at first.

As she walked, tears welled up in her eyes, and her steps were a little messy, and she ran all the way into the woods.

She folded her arms, squatted on the ground, and wept bitterly.

"I'm sorry, Ninth Master, I'm sorry! I can't forget that dream, I can't forget those bitter hatreds, I don't want to become such a terrible person again! If I miss it, I miss it., how can I turn back? I don't dare to love you, I can't love you, I'm afraid of losing myself again. In this life, I don't want to be hurt by anyone again! Whether it's you or Liu Qingming, I can't afford to love it, and I can't afford to lose it. If you could, I wish you had never known me......"

As night falls, the sea rises at high tide.

The endless Dongyao Sea was turbulent, as if roaring something to the sky.

Hong Ningxiang looked at the vast dark blue night sky, and his mood was never calmer.

For the sake of her son, she will go on strongly.

(End of Volume II) (To be continued.) )