When I was younger, I had fights with my brother. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Although Jin Zhixiong has always grown taller than himself, except for the part he deliberately wants to make, the only reason why he can keep him under him is his temper of the "Jeonju crazy girl", right?

Dad dotes on me very much, and it's strange to say, it's not the eldest man, and it's not the busy--of course, Xia Yan's dead girl will be born for many years, but as an ordinary second daughter, even if it's a mother, I can't match the level that my father dotes on me.

If you want to sing, send me to Seoul to sing, if you want to buy a guitar, the 180,000 guitar he said he would pay for it, he wanted to be a trainee, make his debut as an artist, and become the most glamorous superstar on the stage.

I am naïve, I am still an ugly girl, I speak a statewide dialect, I am a scumbag, I don't know the depth of the world and nod my head, my eyes are full of beautiful yearning for the future life.

At that time, I remember that my father once sighed.

This crown, more than I thought, was much heavier.

It's not just the six-hour round-trip drive from Jeonju to Seoul every week, it's not just that there is no time to relax except for schoolwork, it's not just that the body is getting tired and tired.

It's the panic that is difficult to integrate into Seoul, the gradual distance from my hometown friends, the sourness in my heart when I watch my father work hard for me, and the dazedness that gradually grows in my heart as my singing strength increases.

Fortunately, among the children of Starlight Academy, my strength is the best, and even theone Zheng Chunyuan is impressed with me, and he is always intoxicated by my singing.

If I hadn't known that he had a girlfriend, I would have really worried about whether this old man had taken a fancy to me.

Later, on the recommendation of my teacher, I participated in a singing competition held by the company, and as expected, a big prize was easily accepted.

At that time, I was very conceited, and I also had ambitions in my heart: I wanted to be the next treasure of the company.

officially entered the company as a trainee, so naturally it is impossible to run home. Without a hint of concern, I said goodbye to my family and moved from Jeonju to my dormitory in Seoul. I thought that I could be a good man too.

The dormitory is a quadruple room, two or two bedrooms, Zhang Liyin is a Chinese, the language barrier, Cui Xueli is from Busan, the same is from the place, but Xiao Gongju has a background......!

Thank God, although my roommate is an overseas faction and has the same language barrier, at least she is a second-class and will not trouble me.

It's more about causing me trouble.

Tossing and turning in bed all night, not recognizing the bed, except for the need to complain about Huang Meiying-okay tiffany, she insisted that I call her that, and her English slipped so that her head exploded--this god-like second thing actually snoring when she slept, and the only thing was, I miss my father.

The north wind blows, and the snowflakes drift...... I'm sorry that the BGM is mismatched.

Facts have once again proved that the miracle of Kwon Baoer is difficult to replicate.

At that time, the number of trainees in the company had exceeded 200. Although I was promoted to the A level as soon as I came in, there are still more than a dozen outstanding seniors at the same level as me.

The discrimination of Seoul people against local children is really from the bones, and the casual gestures imperceptibly excluded me from the circle. Xing Chongchong took the initiative to step forward, and after eating several times without smiling, or even simply a big loss from the seniors to educate the juniors, I finally recognized the reality.

Kim Taeyeon, you weren't born with them.

The vocal teacher who taught me is still theone, did the old man chase me from Starlight Academy for me at this time?

However, it is naturally impossible to imagine one-on-one teaching as before.

The girl I studied with was called Jung so-yeon, but she preferred to be called Jessica.

This is what I heard and saw secretly when I went to the cafeteria to eat, and Park Youtian always liked to tease her like this when she greeted her, and then you could spend the whole afternoon in a cold environment.

As well as at night.

That's right, Princess Iceberg also has to be like everyone else, secretly practicing at night. I need to explain here to my second roommate, after less than two days of practice, I also began to sleep and snore like her.

It's really embarrassing to say, people's original goal was to be a little lady, hehe......

Jessica never spoke to me a few times, never smiled, always used to keep her mouth shut and keep a straight face, and I don't know which mother-in-law heard me call her Iceberg Princess behind her, and within half a day, it spread in the trainee group.

The people from overseas threatened to teach me a lesson, and the original words were "let the local village girl know what etiquette is", and thanked my second roommate Mei Yinghuang, who secretly told me about it at the risk of being ostracized after knowing the truth. Don't worry, I'll never steal your donuts again. But I'm also here for you to lose weight!

All in all, we're here.

After that, the only thought in my mind was, I have to flash people!

My first reaction was to go back to Quanzhou and find my parents, I won't do this unlucky trainee! What a thing, I'm so tired every day that I have to risk my life!

I took the subway from Cheongdam-dong to the bus stop, and I regretted it.

My father sent me to Seoul so that I could be a deserter? The daughter of the Kim family, that is also the Kim family! I have inherited the glorious tradition of the great leader -- I'm sorry, but my family's ancestral home is not in the north.

What should I do? At that time, my heart was really discouraged.,It's the same as the author who is still working hard to code words and lost his full attendance because of being blocked.。

What do you say I'm going to die? What kind of iceberg princess do you call? What kind of welfare do you write? What kind of bicycle do you want!

Walking alone in the streets, the cold rain slapped my face, I stretched out my hand and followed the dripping rain, and my heart was full of grief - Asi, I didn't bring an umbrella!

The only one nearby that opens the door is a beauty salon, so let's go inside.

Now think about it, how did I have the courage to walk into the premier beauty salon in Jiangnan District with a dignity that is more like a fugitive than a fugitive!

I'm sorry, that person must not be me, and even I must have been infected by my second roommate. I don't carry this pot Kim Taeyeon!

The waiter was so nice, even though it was clear at a glance that I wasn't here to sell - no, not here to consume, but politely poured me a glass of water, took a dry towel, and handed over the menu - sister, said okay, I'm not here to consume!

"Old girl, the cheapest thing we have here is ear piercing, you can do it yourself!" The young lady smiled kindly and patted my head gently.

(I'm sorry for the funny style of the previous article, but I'm going to be a little more lyrical.) ）

The rain was pouring down on the floor-to-ceiling windows, and it seemed like the whole city of Seoul was crying for me.

The eyes are a little red, and this atmosphere is the most oppressive. I was crazy trying to find a way out of my heart.

Piercing his ears, he raised his head, pretended to be a big card, raised his chin and asked the waiter, "Does it hurt?"

"Guests, please rest assured, our technology is absolutely top-notch, you won't feel a little pain-" Before the waiter could finish his explanation, he was forcibly interrupted by me: "Can you do it, does it hurt a little?"

"I want to remember this pain," I smiled and said to her, holding back the sourness that kept churning in my heart, "This ear piercing, for me, is not ordinary!"

I took a deep breath and felt the tip of the gun against the delicate skin of my earlobe, I told myself.

Forget it, Kim Taeyeon, this pain has dispelled all your hesitation and retreat.

Remember, Kim Taeyeon, from today onwards, through this pain, be a truly strong person!

30,000 won for an ear piercing, it's really expensive! But I think it's worth it.

Back at the company, the wind was light, and the good lessons seemed to be at all.

Later, I learned from the mouth of the second goods that it was Jessica who spoke for me, saying that she liked the title of Iceberg Princess very much, and asked her friends not to embarrass me.

I was very happy and scared, and when I went to class again, I took the initiative to talk to her.

"Jessica senior, you sing, it's so good!"

She just looked at me quietly, her eyes were gloomy, but she still kept her mouth shut and didn't speak.

Isn't it just braces? I look good...... Laugh!

Maybe the corners of my twitching mouth were revealing something, and a hint of shame flashed in her eyes, and she turned and stomped away.

For a week, she didn't come to the company to practice. Hmph, dead tsundere.

Later, there is no concept of time when life passes. The only measure that can be used is a fixed month-end check-up once a month.

Lose weight, lose weight again, sing, sing again, dance, dance again!

Hurt, hurt again, sweat again, sweat again, be lonely, be lonely again!

I was selected for the debut project of the second major girl group, and I gave three years of good time, and I made my debut!

And Jessica secretly eyebrows for a long time, although they don't look very close on the face, but both sides have a tacit understanding, competitive, competitors, also, snuggling up to comfort each other, comforting each other.

As an airborne soldier, Lee Soon-gyu's position in the team is very embarrassing, like a panacea, his strength in all aspects is very balanced, but he is not outstanding, but he can create a sense of threat to everyone.

Rightfully so, she was ostracized and isolated, consciously or unconsciously.

Lee Soon-gyu's emotional intelligence should be the highest I've ever seen! She always walks on the edge of the circle with a smile, trying to build a good relationship with everyone, although she always gets twice the result with half the effort.

I held out my hand to her. There is no reason.

Maybe it's because of the same short body, and you see the right eye? Or maybe it's because I was also ostracized, and I sympathize with each other? Or maybe I expected in advance that Sister Park So-yeon would quit the team and leave, and the company didn't choose the most experienced Jessica, but chose me as the captain?

Later, when I lived in the same bedroom with Lee Soon-gyu, I secretly told her that she was very grateful to me, and the real reason was that.

I just want to ask what the hell is eating for the girl, the breasts are so big, why don't I want to give the motherland the cloth!

Eight years after his debut, he has been mediocre, failed, and stood at the top. I was excited, I was desperate, and after seeing through it, the clouds were light and the wind was light.

To this point, less time will always be less time, what about me?

This is my hesitation eight years after my debut.

The company is going to play the old routine again, just like us when we first debuted, asking for a young time to cooperate with the EXO members who have not improved to hype up the scandal. It's just in time to renew the contract, which is also a kind of knock on us.

Bian Boxian and I, a junior who respects me very much, look quite cute. It doesn't matter, anyway, the old lady hasn't found a boyfriend yet, so it's good to rehearse it in advance.

The opposition of the fans and the anti-corruption of the black fans were all expected, everything was going according to the company's plan, and I was successfully portrayed as a green tea.

It's quite fresh, and I won't have to live anymore. I'm also relieved, Yoroben! laughs.

It's just that what I didn't expect was the man.

The man who looked like a black hole.

That man has only appeared for one night in my life, and not even for more than five minutes.

The man, who died in front of me.

Song He, what a fresh name, if I hadn't learned from the news that he was Chinese, I really wanted to spit out the tricks of Korean names.

My fans, mine, flew from all over the country just to watch my birthday party, and they were a year old with me, but fate played tricks on the fans who missed it.

That rainy night, confession in the moonlight, God knows how fast my heart beats!

After the scandal, some people left in discouragement. Some people are not strong-willed and are still wandering. There are also people who are superstitious to me and are still holding on.

And he's the one who really stands in front of me, shouting and trusting me, my fan!

Then, the fire flew, and the yin and yang were separated, and nothing else.

After a hard stab in my heart, this bad guy suddenly disappeared into the fire.

I was left alone, mired in endless self-doubt and guilt.

I felt guilty, not because I could have saved him, or because I chose to run away in the first place.

Rather, I didn't reply to this ordinary and humble but touching love in front of him?

Ironically, I can't talk to anyone yet. So I had nightmares for three months in a row, and I didn't dare to tell Lee Soon-gyu, who was worried about me.

If possible, if Song Hyuk is still alive, I will definitely tell him, although I may not really fall in love with you, but, at least, I am willing to try, for the man who died for me.

It's a pity that there is no if, the only thing I can do is to keep this feeling in my heart and let Song He accompany me through the remaining long years. ――――――

"Taeyeon Xi, have you figured out what pattern you want?" While motioning for Kim Taeyeon to sit in front of him, the tattoo artist asked with a smile, "Don't worry, the tattoo really doesn't hurt." ”

"I wish it hurt a little," Taeyeon whispered to herself, "It hurts to remember it for a long time." ”

"Huh?" the tattoo artist asked in confusion, "What did you say?"

"I said, I want an H, and I'm going to get it here. As she described, Taeyeon pulled her ears apart, revealing a small patch of skin behind her earlobe.

"How about I make Taeyeon Xi a Pisces sign?" the tattoo artist asked, preparing the sketch pattern.

"Whatever you want, I'm just going to ask for H. Taeyeon laughed, "It's an abbreviation for some unlucky guy." ”