Obviously not very old, but I don't know if it's true that the older people are, the easier it is to be more super sentimental, and the impulsive age has not yet passed, so I think about it all day long, and I am always reminiscing about the past.

But now that I think about it, my previous self was indeed quite stupid, more direct and reckless, and more ...... Opinionated.

I used to think that the world would revolve around me.

Now that I think about it, I'm just one of them.

Maybe it's because I'm still young and uncertain, but it's always three minutes hot to do things, and it can be said that doing novels is a rare thing in my previous life that I can stick to.

Because everything else is often put into plan, but it is only a beginning, and it is abandoned before it can be done.

To be honest, it was just an impulse to start writing novels at that time, but now that I have calmed down and thought about it, do I regret it? Not necessarily.

Some were sacrificed, and some were gained.

At the beginning, I always thought that I thought very well, and if I really wrote it, I would be liked by many people, and then I would be able to make a lot of money, so I would be able to buy a lot of things I liked!

Yes, I liked a lot at that time, I liked this and that, but I was always reluctant to really spend money to buy it, or I would regret it after I bought it.

Speaking of which, I think about it two or three years ago, because of a friend's recommendation, I fell in love with a game, a very naïve game.

Later, I really kept spending money, and now I think about how many things I can buy if I save that money!

It seems like I'm thinking a little too much.

Three minutes of heat, it's all the time.

In fact, I have read the novels I have written, and it is called a miserable one! I myself feel unbearable to witness.

Obviously, when I read other people's writing, I feel okay, but when I really do it, I will find the difficulties, especially for an impatient person like me.

I wanted to give up many times, and I really gave up.

Seriously, I abandoned two parts, although I have been thinking about waiting for time to finish writing the current one and then change the theme to fill in the hole, but even the current one is not finished yet, and I really think about it a little more.

Now this one is the first one to stick to it! It's also something I've rarely persevered in my life so far.

Because at that time, I felt full of motivation when I saw someone supporting me, even if no one said anything, and I didn't give any support, but just watching, just thinking that someone would read my book, and sighing because I was like myself because of the author's abandonment, I felt that I couldn't think of such an unscrupulous author.

Well, now that I think about it, I really have a conscience in the industry.

I feel that I am really a person who is always very serious when I am interested in and likes things, at least in those three minutes of heat, I will be very interested, and I am willing to give my greatest seriousness.

So, it's really nice to be able to stick with this one thing.

I signed a contract, and I also entered V, from the original idea of just wanting to make money to buy what I want to change to wanting to really insist on myself, who let myself think all day long and have too big a brain?╮(╯▽╰)╭

If reading books is because of interest, then writing books is because you want to please yourself, please others, and make others feel happy because of you, and every time I think of this idea, I feel very satisfied, as if I have seen such a vision.

I'm still young, so I'm always thinking about it, and when I look at it later, maybe it's complicated because of the ups and downs in society.

I hope that I can always maintain my original intention and stick to it, perhaps because such cleanliness is too rare......

Well, sure enough, I still feel good about myself.

Oh, in fact, there is still the idea of working hard for yourself, after all, people always have to grow up, and people will always change as they grow.

The original self is always worth remembering.,Reckless self-righteous but true.,On the one hand, I feel like the heroine in Xiaobai's novel is very funny.,It feels too much.,But sometimes look at yourself.,In fact, the novel is really from reality.。

It's just that we are stupid at the right age, and others are stupid at the later age.

But helplessly, people are the protagonists!

I don't know if there will be such a person, one thing, or one thing in the future that can make me have that mood and want to work hard for it.

Hopefully, after all, there are always infinite possibilities in the future, and you can't make your life boring.

Life is too long, so surround yourself with interesting people. - Qiao Yi "I don't like this world, I only like you"

I want to make my youth a little crazier, more exciting, more vivid and passionate! )

PS: Since I read novels before, I have seen what other authors write, and I used to feel very sneering when I looked at it, and I felt very fake and fake, but now I know that feng shui takes turns.

No way, humans are such emotional animals!

In fact, the author Jun is not a person who is particularly good at expression, and at this age he does things more by mood, and there are many things that he prefers to hold back to his heart, and he doesn't like to say it to let others know, because it is not necessary.

But I hope that someone can understand themselves and know their joys, sorrows, and sorrows, which is very contradictory.

It's different on the Internet, after all, everyone doesn't know each other, so there's no need to be afraid.

In addition, I feel very satisfied when I think that I can share what I have written, and I feel happy to know that some of my feelings can also be known by others.

If you want others to know more about yourself and care more about yourself, everyone is a child who lacks love.