Chapter 25: Suicide Attempt

Early the next morning, Pet Tiange went to the company as usual, and when he left, he asked Ye Ying Ning if he wanted to join him. After all, she hadn't been out for several days because of a wound on her face.

"No, I plan to sign up for a business speaking class, plan to surf the Internet at home, and choose a suitable training institution. ”

While eating breakfast, Ye Ying Ning looked at the newspaper in his hand and raised his head and replied.

He nodded, and could see that she had been in a low mood since last night, so he didn't force her too much.

After Pet Tiange left, the house fell silent again, leaving only Ye Ying Ning herself.

She had already read the four newspapers in her hand twice, until there was no more information on them that could allow her to pass the time, and Ye Yingning finally gave up completely and went upstairs to change her clothes.

Half an hour later, Sister Nan arrived as promised and came to pick her up on time.

"Sister Nan, please send me to the People's Hospital. As soon as he sat down firmly after getting into the car, Ye Ying Ning spoke softly and reported his destination.

"It's not uncomfortable, is it?"

Sister Nan glanced at her with concern, except that her face was a little pale, she felt fine.

"I'm fine, I'm just going to visit someone. ”

Ye Ying Ning explained lightly, didn't say anything, and when the car started, she turned her head and looked out the window in silence.

The scenery outside the car regressed rapidly, and the sight was a little unable to keep up with the speed of the car, and it made people feel a little headache after watching it for a long time, Ye Ying Ning reached out and rubbed her sore temples, she slept very unsteadily last night, and the whole person was inevitably a little dizzy at the moment.

Roll down the windows by a third and the wind is already clearly springy, March in the city is still not very warm, but in any case, the hardest winter is over.

Closing her eyes, Ye Ying Ning felt a lot more awake.

Bought a bouquet of flowers in the flower shop near Zhonghai People's Hospital, Ye Ying Ning walked straight into the inpatient department, she simply identified the direction, and then took the elevator directly to a slightly lower building in the inpatient department, which is commonly known as the "** ward", and the sick ** people who live are mostly state cadres, soldiers and their immediate family members, etc.

She walked to the nurse's station in the internal medicine ward and checked the ward where Fu Jinliang was, and sure enough, she was indeed here, and she was sent from the emergency room last night.

According to the ward number given by the nurse, Ye Ying Ning did not have much trouble finding the ward where Fu Jinliang lived at the other end of the corridor, which was a single ward with its own shower room, and the conditions were quite good.

Knocking on the door, she pushed the door with a bouquet of flowers and walked in.

Half of the windows in the ward were open, which seemed to dispel the unpleasant smell of the peculiar lysa water in the hospital, and the light blue curtains, light blue sheets, and light blue hospital gowns were all palpable colors that could calm people.

In addition to the hospital bed, there are sofas, coffee tables, reclining chairs, TVs, microwaves, air conditioners and other furniture and appliances, and even a small bookshelf with some of the latest newspapers and magazines neatly placed on it.

Fu Jinliang was half-lying on the bed, looking out the window with his face, hearing the voice, he slowly turned his head.

Compared with those who have just escaped from the Ghost Gate, her face is relatively good, but she is white and blue, and the dark circles in her eyes are also obvious, and she knows that she has not had a good rest for a long time.

Fortunately, her usual physical fitness is good, Fu Jinliang was sent to the hospital in time last night, and after rescue and gastric lavage, she is much better now.

"I'll come and see you. ”

Ye Ying Ning turned around and gently closed the door, took two steps forward, put the flower in her hand on the cabinet next to the hospital bed, and stood not far from Fu Jinliang, not too close to her.

"I'm alive and disappointed you. ”

Fu Jinliang glanced at her, took his eyes off the bouquet of flowers, turned his head again, and quietly looked out the window.

What kind of scenery is there outside the window that can make her so focused?!

Ye Ying Ning couldn't help but look in the direction of the window curiously, but she soon felt a sense of disappointment: because the window was facing another hospital building, all she could see was one ward window after another, and there was nothing unusual at all.

She retracted her gaze, thought for a moment, and said softly, "I don't think this is what you can do, it's like a top student suddenly fails an exam." The only plausible reason is that she had to do it on purpose. ”

The room was quiet and deserted, and it almost seemed as if she could hear her own echo. The sensation, and the smell in the nose, is not very pleasant, no, even disgusting.

Silent, Fu Jinliang didn't give her any response.

After a long time, she sneered, as if she showed great disdain for what Ye Ying Ning had just said.

"Please, please don't act as if you and I know each other very well, and you know me very well. It was so numb that the goosebumps all over my body were about to dance in unison. ”

With two shakes on his shoulders, Fu Jinliang finally turned around and looked directly into Ye Ying Ning's eyes.

Although her face was not good, her eyes were brighter than usual, such eyes should not have appeared in the eyes of a young woman who attempted suicide, but at this moment they were real in her pupils.

This is the first time that the two of them have met after Pet Tiange escaped from marriage, but the person sitting on the hospital bed is no longer Ye Yingning, but Fu Jinliang, and it just so happened that the positions of the two of them were reversed with each other.

"Yes, I don't know about you, but I've never taken you lightly, both in the workplace and in other fields. So I can be sure that committing suicide doesn't meet your usual standards of behavior. Unless, you're on the spur of the moment, goinsane too. ”

Since receiving a call from the hospital last night, Ye Ying Ning has been thinking, how could Fu Jinliang do such an unreasonable thing. She grew up alone in a foreign country since she was a child, and if she really wanted to die, there would have been hundreds of opportunities in the past 20 years, and she would definitely not wait until now.

So, the only possibility is that she wants to create an accident to spy on the reaction of the people around her.

Ye Ying Ning now feels fortunate that she left Pet Tiange last night and was with him, which prevented him from rushing to the hospital to visit Fu Jinliang in time. If he really went to the hospital at that time, maybe this behavior would bring Fu Jinliang a great illusion, making her feel that he actually had love for her, but it was hidden deep in his heart, and he refused to admit it.

"Yes, I'm crazy! I must be crazy to swallow a whole bottle of sleeping pills! It's okay to make a show, but I'm pretending to be a real person, and I'm almost really dead!"

Ye Ying Ning's words deeply stung Fu Jinliang.

She raised her hand and slammed it on the bed beside her, her face wrinkled together with pain and jealousy. Turning his head suddenly, Fu Jinliang stared at the woman opposite, her eyes made Night Infant Ning shudder.

"You've seen enough of my jokes. Now, please get out of the country. ”

Fu Jinliang personally issued an eviction order, saying that he didn't want to see her again. Ye Ying Ning stood in place, hesitated for a moment, and before leaving, she couldn't help but recite softly to her: "Death, it's easy for you, it's a little harder, it's a dream, it's a little harder, it's rebellion, it's even more difficult, it's love." [1]”

Listening to her words, the woman sitting on the bed had a slightly moved expression, but after all, she didn't say anything.

Night Baby Ning turned around and walked out of the ward, as soon as she went out, she found that at the door, I don't know when there was an extra figure in the road.

[1]: From the book "The Five Suns of Mexico", by Carlos Fuentes, the original text is: In your loneliness, your poverty, your silence, the only alliance, the only wealth, the only voice comes from death and dreams, from ** and love, dreams, love, ** and death, are the same thing for you, you rebel, in order to love, you love, in order to dream, you dream, in order to die. Death is easy for you, a little harder is a dream, a little harder is rebellion, and even harder is love.