Of course, a candlelit dinner is not a single dinner, and the secrets contained in it are unknown to others, but Taeyeon and Yoona must know. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Although Jing Shan is not a particularly anxious person, it is also the time when the blood is strong, it is normal to have such thoughts, and Jing Shan feels that this kind of thing is to be said by men first, and whether women are willing or not is another matter.

In case Yun'er actually wants to do it, but she is as passive as a piece of wood, she has to let Yun'er bring it up first, it seems that Yun'er is so unattractive, so Jingshan decided that his wife must ask this question when she is free, what is the shame of a big man.

Yun'er is a particularly shy character, when she heard Jingshan's words, she immediately blushed, her fierce aura disappeared, and she became a little woman who twisted and pinched.

Jingshan looked at Yun'er's expression carefully, not like a reluctant look, so he smiled and said, "Then I'll go to record first, and then prepare dinner, and call me when you're almost over." ”

Yun'er nodded in agreement, and Jingshan happily drove the rented dining car and left.

Jingshan walked happily and relaxedly, but Yun'er was so flirtatious that she blushed and blushed, and she kept thinking about the AV version of "Candlelight Dinner" in her head...

――――Yun'er is cranky about the dividing line――――

As a beautiful girl from childhood to adulthood, Shirley grew up in praise, and there is never a shortage of suitors, even in a silly hat company like a flower field, Shirley's beauty is also ranked first.

Almost all men praise her as a princess, even if some people pretend to be cold, most of them are to attract her attention, even if some people really have no feelings for her, when they look at her face, they definitely can't say anything bad.

However, Jingshan's strange appearance not only had no feeling for her, but he could also unscrupulously spew out irritating words such as "disgusting" and "so ugly" in front of her, and no matter who listens to it, he is full of sincerity and absolute sincerity.

Shirley was so sad to die of hearing someone say such things to her for the first time when she was so old, but as soon as the sad momentum passed, an indescribable feeling arose, like... It's like being spoiled.

It may sound difficult to understand, but with an example, it is clear.

Parents will never speak harshly to other people's children, only their own children make mistakes, will be fiercely educated, this is a manifestation of parental love, scolding you, because you care about you, because you are afraid that you will go astray, so those rebellious children are never afraid of their parents' scolding, they are afraid of their parents' ignorance.

Although Jingshan's words were ugly, there was no doubt that they were kind, and the indisputable emotion of anger, accompanied by a strong spiritual power, penetrated directly into her heart, making her uncomfortable, and she also had a sense of happiness that was cared for.

This sense of happiness is like honey tasted in despair of a person who is about to fall into a cliff, sweet to the heart.

So it is conceivable how lethal Jingshan's sentence "I never cared about you" came out and turned around to leave.

The feeling of being abandoned is never pleasant.

So Shirley worked hard to exercise, recover her body, work hard to maintain her skin, make herself beautiful, and work hard to read books and literary movies to clear her heart and make herself clean, all in order to make Jingshan obsessed with herself, even if she can't be his girlfriend, she has to be the person who makes him care.

She made a full set of plans, how to make Jingshan obsessed with herself, and even the content of the conversation was planned in her mind, just waiting for Jingshan to come, she could get everything done in three times and two by five.

However, when Shirley really saw Jingshan, she forgot everything, and there was only one thought in her mind, hugging him and throwing herself into his arms...

Just to restrain her impulses, she has already used all her strength, and the plans she made before are naturally all in vain, and even if she restrains herself with all her might, she still can't let go of the hands holding Jingshan.

After Jingshan ran away and left, Shirley fell into a state of self-pity, "why do you want to do this when you know you will be hated by him" lingered, and she could hide it with a fake smile in front of the members, but as soon as she returned home, she couldn't squeeze out a smile anymore, tears swirled in her eyes, as if they would fall down at any time, her chest was blocked, and it was so uncomfortable that people couldn't breathe.

"Can't cry... If your eyes are swollen from crying, they won't be beautiful..."

Shirley muttered to herself, picked up her bag, made some disguises, and went out, she decided to walk around and divert her attention.

However, while walking in a trance, she made a fool of herself and walked back to the company - her house was in Cheongdam-dong, not far from the company.

The dutiful Minion, observing Shirley who had come back again, quickly sent a message to Jingshan, but Jingshan's mobile phone was kept in the frog's stomach, and the frog struggled to remind the owner, but it couldn't move, because it was basically a waste frog for a long time...

"I'm in... Dreaming?"

Shirley, who pushed open the door, saw Jingshan in the glass cubicle with his eyes closed and ready to sing, and after being stunned for a while, he was sure that he was not mistaken, and immediately turned on a spirit, closed the door, and hid under the mixer where Jingshan could not see.

The remaining half of "Lucky" passed, and "I Want to Fall in Love" began.

The faint melancholy prelude echoed, and Shirley slowly calmed down, quietly waiting for Jingshan's song to sound.

Exercise was also done

The work was also done with care

I went to see the movie on the weekend, too

When I walked into the bookstore, I fell into a sea of books

A strange world that makes my heart flutter...

The flat voice, talking about some ordinary things, seems to be indifferent, but there is a thick sadness, which comes out of this seemingly dull singing.

In the past month, the marquee flashed in front of Shirley's eyes, whether it was doing things, or the inner thoughts, suffering, and loneliness when doing these things, they were all the same as the scenes described in this song.

So the tears that I had endured for a long time were unstoppable and flowed down...

Such a life

Looks really good

I'm really alive and well

But... Why?

So lonely

Always tears

My life is so gorgeous

But the pain kept coming

You asked me like this

Now this moment

You really... Happiness?

Shirley tried hard to hold back her tears, she didn't want to cry and put on makeup, but the sentence "why", that sentence "Are you really happy", but she couldn't stop her tears at all, she bit her wrist to prevent herself from crying, but she couldn't deny it at all, without Jingshan, she was very lonely and not happy at all.

After the excitement has passed, the music falls back to the trough, as if someone has exposed a lie, and can no longer argue, only admit.

I replied like this

I'm really lonely

It's like being stabbed in the heart, and you can only wail in pain and ask others why you cruelly peeled off the mask to protect yourself...

What is my raison d'être?

What is love?

I'm really curious

If there was love, would I still be lonely?

Alive, why are you so lonely?

Even if it's the pain of love

I want to feel it too...

Good music is like that, it's always easy to touch the softest part of your heart.

At the moment of the headphones, Jing Shan exhaled a deep breath of turbidity, and for a while, he couldn't get out of the melancholy mood.

The song was written by him, but the words were filled in by Taeyeon, and the loneliness contained in the words made Jingshan feel distressed.

"Before I met you, that's it, it's actually not particularly sad, it's all your song that's too sad..."

Taeyeon's smiling face is still vivid, so that Jingshan can't help but rejoice in his heart, glad that he caught her, and glad that he walked into her heart.

After adjusting for a while, Jingshan calmed down, pushed open the door and walked out.

"Wow! Who's that?"

There was no one in the recording studio, but suddenly there was a big living person, which scared Jingshan a lot, but what was even more terrifying was that this person was Shirley who he couldn't avoid...

"You... You... How did you... Will it be here?"

Shirley wiped her tears and stood up, looking at Jingshan's fear of her, and couldn't help asking, "Am I really ugly?"

Shirley's voice choked, a grievance that couldn't be hidden, Jing Shan touched his nose in embarrassment and said, "No... How can you be ugly..."

"Then look at me..."

Jing Shan glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, and then found that her eyes were red and swollen, and she was still crying.

Shirley asked while sobbing, "You... Right? If I'm pretty, you'll hug me, right?

Jing Shan cautiously reminded, "Didn't we say that in the café before..."

"Can't you hug me?"

Shirley's mournful eyes pinched Jingshan's weakness, Jingshan has never been able to turn a blind eye to this kind of look, hesitated, Jingshan still stepped forward and hugged it gently, the kind that touched his shoulder.

Shirley didn't dare to cross the line again, put her hand on Jingshan's shoulder, even if she tried to pretend to be calm, her voice asked with a crying voice: "Can you promise me one thing?"

Jing Shan looked at her on the verge of collapse, and asked a little painfully, "What's the matter? If I can do it..."

"I'm going to be your sister. ”

Jing Shan looked confused and said, "But I'm younger than you..."

"I don't care! I just just... Woo~Woo... I'm going to call you Oba!"

Seeing that Shirley had an uncontrollable tendency, Jing Shan reluctantly agreed: "Okay, okay, I promise you, isn't it just to be a brother? ”

Shirley slowly calmed down, burst into laughter, and then asked, "Then can we see each other often? Can we hang out together?"

"I'm sorry. ”

Hearing these three words, Shirley suddenly fell silent.

Just as Jing Shan was about to push Shirley away, a petite figure walked in, looked at the two people who were "affectionately hugging", and asked in astonishment: "You... What is this doing?"

With long rainbow-colored hair and a delicate little face the size of a palm, who is it if it's not Taeyeon?