Chapter 1089 Still Sitting on the Diaoyutai Terrace
Joy and pain are shared by everyone. Feel it calmly when you're happy, and feel it calmly when you're in pain. Man, because of the lack of enlightenment, a lot of suffering arises from this, and once the meaning of life is understood, things do not make much difference. Because happiness and pain are part of life. The width and narrowness are all roads, the front and back are empty, and only a part and a part add up to be called a complete life, which is the real life. (Master Hongyi) played small ginseng Zen, not the enlightenment, and this decisiveness, not the epiphany, but the state of mind. A qualified person needs to be a bystander at all times to coordinate the overall situation. No matter how big the game is, it's just a game of chess, no matter how big the game, it's just a part of life, being outside the game, pointing out the country, the son who should be abandoned, not only to be decisively abandoned, but also to reflect his value, between the joy and the pain, to learn to accept and forget. This is the fundamental reason why the old man Nalan insisted on letting Xiao Sheng practice meditation and learn chess.
The fundamental reason why men struggle for power and profit is why women cannot intervene is that women are good-hearted. Even if she is a strong woman like Zhang Yi who has gone through hardships, she still can't let go of her emotions in terms of emotion, in her cognition, since Uncle Wang is desperate to follow the Nalan family, why should she cut her head off with a knife? It's not that she can't see through it, but she doesn't want to accept it. All the time, Xiao Sheng will not explain too much to her in this regard, but this time when it comes to the interests of Zhonglei Group, he has to knock it out in advance!
"Do you know why Old Man Qiao rushed to Yun Province so long in advance? Is it really that the scouts can't stop those cats and dogs on the border? Don't forget, Old Man Cheng used to be a 'scout' who coordinated the overall situation, and his overall view was also more acute than that of Old Man Qiao who fought in battle. He was giving way to the position of commander-in-chief.
It is impossible for the people of the Long Group to come forward to command the local team, and it is even more impossible for the dog head Liu to break away from the special combat team at this time. I am the only one who is the best, and it must be me. Do you understand what this means?" Zhang Yi, who heard this, looked at Xiao Sheng as if he didn't understand.
"There are many places involved in this operation, even all over the country, what does it mean to be the commander-in-chief, coordinate the members of the team who participated in this operation, including the special combat team, the fourth, fifth, sixth group and the fourth bureau. What kind of concept is this? In China, the most elite troops on the table are in my hands, and because of the special nature of this mission, I have the right to cut first and then play. Do you understand?"
"The general will not be subject to foreign military orders......" When Zhang Yi said this sentence tremblingly, Xiao Sheng nodded with satisfaction.
"This is my capital, the capital that competes with those so-called families, the all-pervasive intelligence network, the frightening communication monitoring, as long as it is on my one-third of an acre, I will let them come and go. ”
"But you're going to be a big taboo like that. Hearing this, the corners of Xiao Sheng's eyes twitched, and his palms couldn't help but ooze sweat, and his voice trembled and said:
"Nouveau riche, have washed their necks. You know? This is the last piece of heaven and the last piece of pure land that he carried down for me. While cultivating one's self-cultivation, wait for the opportunity to move. And he stood high before me, sheltered from the wind and rain, until the day he fell. Therefore, at this time, I can't have feelings, Uncle Wang is kind to my Nalan family, and I am still righteous, he is righteous to my Nalan family, and I am still ...... Not only him, but also those old people who have been waiting in Kyoto for half their lives, only begging me for a knife, I will repay all the kindness.
The nouveau riche gave me a piece of heaven, the old man gave me a game, and I, just need to sit in front of the chessboard under this blue sky, and command this game of chess without distractions, and it is my duty to do so, but you know, these are not what I want. Really ......"
"Zhong Lei, there is a sentence, I have to remind you. You can't be willful, you can't be extreme or radical, one wrong step, one wrong step, it's not just you who is wrong, but the Nalan family behind you. Hearing this, Xiao Sheng smiled, smiled brightly, lowered his head, and asked rhetorically.
"The first day you knew me?" Suddenly, Zhang Yi's face was bloodless.
"You always remember that the man who stepped on the shoulders of a giant will always have his mistakes, once this giant collapses, your position will be very powerful, if I don't stay in the army, but in the place, it doesn't matter what, after all, mine is time to operate, to plan. But does my identity allow it? What is the foundation on which the glory of the Nalan family is based? Loyalty, obedience! This is our belief and our philosophy. It can't change, it never will.
I'm here, they're all gone, I'm not there, slowly devouring the giant, until the day it collapses, and I fall with it, caught off guard. The nouveau riche has proved this to me with practical actions over the years, and if I can't see through it anymore, I won't be called Nalan Zhonglei. Stroking Zhang Yi's pale cheeks, Xiao Shengfeng continued in a roundabout way:
"Don't worry, the old men have already seen this. Do you really think that I went to the southwest and Fu Province to carry out a mission, just a trial? Do you really think that Bai Jing was inserted in Lingnan just to block Parkson? Is it a big deal to go to the inner province to settle down, AK He dares to talk nonsense? Henan and Yunnan Province are all places to go. No matter how bad it is, Miao Jiang will be assembled. In this game, the old man is very big, but the more this is the case, the more I have a feeling of trepidation, the back road is so flat for me, what does the old man want to do? Or rather, what is his outlier? I can't see through, I can't see through it, but there is always a kind of desolation in the twilight of the hero. This desolation is not given from above, but from the most real feelings brought to me by a few old men. ”
didn't see the whole game so thoroughly, in Zhang Yi's eyes, the man in front of her is all she has, no matter how turbulent the outside world is, as long as he is in his arms, he is stable. Let him not have the slightest fetters in his private life, and clear all the roads outside his haven, only that he can return home unhindered when he is tired.
The reason why I don't dare to have children now is not only because I want to preside over the overall situation for Parkson, but more importantly, I am afraid that one day I will need her Zhang Yi to stand in everyone's field of vision like Xiao's mother back then, so that he will have a chance to breathe. Aunt Xiao was the same back then, she won enough time and space for the second master of Nalan, and finally completely hid Putuo Mountain and gave the most dazzling aura to the king of Nalan Yama. Zhang Yi doesn't want to be as extreme as hers, but she also hopes that she can be perfect. That's all.
Helan Town, Mei Garden, the old man Nalan who smoked dry cigarettes, listened to the Peking Opera on the radio, and hummed a few paragraphs from time to time, Old Man Zhang, Old Man Liao were not with him, the calm before the war, the old man of Rong Ma's life chose to enjoy it exclusively. And this calmness was broken from far to near with the heavy footsteps of Second Master Nalan.
"Dad, the people of the Huang family began to contact Wang Liguo's son with the help of him. Hearing this, the old man stopped humming, opened his eyes slightly, and said indifferently:
"Zhong Lei is measured, he can see it through. Otherwise, my old face will be slapped and swollen by my own grandson......" After speaking, he closed his eyes tightly, without the slightest fluctuation in his feelings, and still sat firmly on the Diaoyutai ......