Chapter 57: Convincing Sima Nan (Asking for Subscription)
Sima Nan and Jiang Shang jumped out of the carriage and walked into the pavilion one after another, and sat in front of Lin Ruochen, who was concentrating on making tea. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Lin Ruochen never raised his eyes, as if he was immersed in the fun of making tea. It wasn't until the tea was brewed that Lin Ruochen looked at the two people in front of him and poured a cup for each of them.
"Taste, this is the send-off tea I made for you. ”
Sima Nan got up and drank it all, and then told Lin Ruochen: "It's really thirst-quenching!"
Lin Ruochen laughed, he had worked hard to prepare for a long time, but it turned out that it was not as good as Baishui. However, Lin Ruochen likes Sima Nan like this, he should be such a free and easy person, what to say, don't hide it!
Jiang Shang put the tea under his nose and sniffed it, then slowly took a small sip. To be honest, Jiang Shang didn't taste the quality of the tea, because he was worried about it now.
"It's a pity! None of you know how to taste tea, and one of you is absent-minded! I knew that I wouldn't be here to show off, and I was no different from a fool who played the harp to a cow. After Lin Ruochen finished speaking, he directly put away the tea, lifted the wine jar under his feet and put it on the table. At this time, Lin Ruochen was actually happy in his heart, because Jiang Shang's silence proved one thing, that is, he was not moved by Sima Nan to lose his mind, he was struggling in his heart!
Lin Ruochen deliberately prepared tea, and the psychology of the two could be seen through their actions of drinking tea.
"Take out the wine early, what's so good about the tea?" Sima Nan picked up the wine jar, poured himself a full glass, and drank it all.
"It's a good wine! Sima Nan spoke excitedly, but he didn't notice that Jiang Shang's face was getting more and more ugly.
Lin Ruochen deliberately ignored Jiang Shang's face and continued to drink with Sima Nan.
"I don't know when we will meet again today, and I hope that when we meet again, we can still sit together like this and talk and laugh. ”
Sima Nan nodded again and again, if it weren't for Lin Ruochen being too young, he would have hoped that he could become good brothers with Lin Ruochen. However, Lin Ruochen would not agree to his idea even if he knew, because Sima Nan's two sworn brothers are no longer alive. It seems that many people around Sima Nan have not been happy.
"As long as there is a chance in the future, we will definitely come back to see you!" When Sima Nan said this to Lin Ruochen, he didn't know if they would meet again. No one can say what will happen to them in the future, in this era of unrest, life is like a game, it is over when it is over, and you are not given time to think at all.
Jiang Shang also said: "Don't worry, I will definitely go to the capital to find you in the future, and I hope you don't turn me away when the time comes." ”
Sima Nan didn't pay attention, but Lin Ruochen heard the difference. Sima Nan is talking about us, but Jiang Shang is talking about me. The difference between one word tells two completely different endings.
"Could it be that Jiang Gongzi has other arrangements?" Lin Ruochen said in doubt, not really wanting to know Jiang Shang's arrangement, but just wanting to remind Sima Nan that Jiang Shang had other plans.
Sima Nan looked at Jiang Shang suspiciously: "What's wrong with you?"
Jiang Shang poured all the wine in his hand into his mouth at once, and then drank two glasses in succession.
Sima Nan pressed the wine jar with his hand, "Don't drink, what's the matter?"
Jiang Shang turned his head to hide it from Sima Nan, with inexplicable sadness written on his face.
"Lin Gongzi is a smart person, and your cooperation will be very pleasant. As for me, I really need to find a place to be quiet, at least I should think about how my life should be extended?"
Sima Nan looked at Jiang Shang with disbelieving eyes, suspecting that something was wrong with his ears. The person who had tried his best to accompany him for a lifetime let go like this? Sima Nan suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart, as if something belonging to him was slowly passing by. It's not that he hasn't been tired of Jiang Shang's entanglement before, but he never thought of seeing each other again, he just felt that Jiang Shang hadn't grown up and was still in the wayward stage.
"If you have any questions, we can discuss them slowly, don't be willful anymore, okay?" Sima Nan's soft tone surprised Lin Ruochen, he had never seen Sima Nan like this, and he felt like a different person. It's a pity that he didn't use such patience to say a word of concern to the Ten Princes. If the Ten Princes grew up by Sima Nan's side since he was a child, I don't know if there will be any changes. Unfortunately, if it's just if, it will never become a reality.
Jiang Shang smiled bitterly, if there was no Lin Ruochen before, he might still have hope, fantasizing that the two of them would live in harmony and rely on each other. But Lin Ruochen explained the ending to him, it is difficult for two unblessed people to be happy under the discrimination of others. This is the reality, the reality that has to be faced, although it is cruel.
"I know what I'm doing, and instead of being talked about all day long, I should try to accept other friends. If I can really change, it's a good thing for all of us. ”
Sima Nan didn't know why Jiang Shang immediately changed his mind after seeing Lin Ruochen, but he knew that when he recalled the past in the future, he would not necessarily thank Lin Ruochen. It's like you may feel bored when someone else is dependent, but once no one needs you, you will feel worthless. This is true of any relationship, including affection and love.
Jiang Shang stood up and glanced at Sima Nan deeply, he didn't want to leave very much, and he felt a deep horror for the future. I lived before to wait for Sima Nan to turn back, but what about the future? What should he use as the motivation for life?
"Don't be stupid!" Sima Nan grabbed Jiang Shang, "You don't know what you're talking about, let's go together." You care what other people think, but I don't care! You should control your own destiny, what do you care about other people?"
Jiang Shang shook his head and took Sima Nan's hand away from his arm.
"Shall we make a pact? If I have a new friend, take him to meet you. If you have a woman you like, find a grandmother for the Ten Princes, and I can bless you generously. However, if we are still bachelors in a year's time, then we are together in the open. Okay, okay?"
Is it okay? Sima Nan wants to say that it is not good, what kind of bad idea is this? What kind of one-year appointment? Sima Nan has always believed that if he cares about a person, he will not forget him for a long time. But Jiang Shang's tone was firm, and he didn't mean to discuss at all.
In this way, Sima Nan watched Jiang Shang jump into the carriage and leave his sight without looking back.
Sima Nan sat in the gazebo, and he could no longer see the spirit just now from his face. Lin Ruochen poured him another glass of wine, and Sima Nan took it up and drank it all. It seemed that he couldn't get enough of it, so he snatched the wine jar from Lin Ruochen's hand and poured it directly into his mouth. Lin Ruochen watched Sima Nan drink all the time but didn't stop it, because the person who really deserved sympathy was not him, but the person who turned around and left.