Chapter 41 is always different

Since the last time he attended the wedding of the third sister and the big K, he has been different, what is the difference?

The same basic twenty hours of work, four hours in a daze, the rest of the arrangements are handled by themselves, the same blind to themselves. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

But he is indeed different, his expression and gaze are much softer than before, like some heart knots have been opened, and then the time of staring at the phone has become longer, and he doesn't press any software or anything, just staring at the black screen, waiting...... Her phone now!

But what's the use of these differences?

Lu Ming always felt that the less favored he was, the more he would have to show him for a long time to those who didn't bless them, but ...... It's really hard to insist on love by yourself.

A smart woman should have forgotten about this kind of thing as soon as possible, and lived happily like a nobody, so that the man in front of her could clearly tell that it was in the past tense, and that she was in progress, but ...... She is afraid of losing, so she can't be open, and she can't be a smart woman.

"Ahh......h Is today's food still to your liking?"

"Well, that's good. ”

"Hmm. "There's nothing more to say, what topic does his reaction remind her of?

Lu Ming didn't know what to eat, he never went to the place where he lived again, and he never let himself spend the night on his side, and the room in Sanhe Hotel was rented again, and she arranged it that day, and deliberately staggered the room on the floor that used to be.

He only let her spend the night in a hotel room, but it was obvious that ...... There is no sense of warmth, he is sober or drunk himself, but he never touches himself, except for the accident on the first day, now he feels more and more empty and lost...... Just like today's lunch meal, occasionally she cooks it, and when it doesn't come in time, she will go to the five-star hotel to order takeout, but it seems to make no difference when it comes to eating it in his mouth.

Yes, she didn't know that Xi Ya had made a salty half-dead, sweet and half-cooked breakfast for him, and Jin Chan ate happily that day......

However, Lu Mingming still went to find the ointment to put on, and when he returned to his seat, Jin Can wandered away again...... Every time it's like this, if she doesn't care about her in his eyes and worries about her, she knows that Jin Can is thinking about Xi Ya, thinking of her, he always has this indescribable discomfort and falls into endless memories...... In the eyes of the people around her, she is obviously a little better than Xi Ya.

No...... Remembering what Xiao Xiao said to herself unceremoniously that day, after Jin Can left first, the people at the same table looked at her, she was very embarrassed, so she got up and wanted to leave, but Xiao sent out.

When waiting for the bus, I was also unhappy and aggrieved, so I only told in front of her irrelevance: "Am I funny?"

"Too anxious, right?" Xiao said, a pun, she didn't understand, the third sister can't drink when she is pregnant, and she does it for her today to toast or something, so she also used the strength of wine to speak for her own Xi Ya: "Jin Can and Xi Ya just broke up, you are too anxious...... If it weren't for Jin Can's pursuit of you, you would only be able to say two words by your side now...... Laborious. ”

"It's Jin Can's chase. All the women seemed to be concerned about this: "Otherwise he wouldn't have spent the night in my house, and I wouldn't have seen his parents." ”

This has two meanings, one is to tell those who don't understand the reason that the incident is not as simple as they imagined, and it can't be blamed entirely on her, after all, she is not a junior;

"Oh...... Is it?" she wasn't in a hurry today, she naturally had a sense of superiority when talking to her, after all, everyone could see that Jin Can had no more affection for Xi Ya, and she wasn't even "playing", so she said slowly when she was about to get angry: "But the truth I heard doesn't seem to be like this?"

"Xi Ya and I have always been different. ”

"Oh, yes, it's always different. Less than smiled softly.

The taxi finally arrived, and when Xi Ya walked to the side of the car, she turned around and smiled, making herself a broad-minded person, as if nothing had happened just now, she said: "Sister Xiao, thank you very much, specially sent me out, there are still many places to meet in the future, we can be regarded as acquaintances?"

"No, no, you can become a very famous designer, but there are so many famous designers in the world, we don't have to have the opportunity to cooperate, although that day will come, but we will refuse, Xi Ya doesn't wear anyone's clothes casually. ”

"Sister Xiao, do you have to talk so much?"

"I know that you are talking to me now as Jin Can's girlfriend, but can that compare with Xi Ya?...... Although I heard that you take good care of Jin Can or something, but you are not at the same level after all, I think Jin Can can't even think that you can be a substitute for Xi Ya!" After speaking, she took out a cigarette: "I can sober up a little more and drink it after smoking a cigarette." ”

After taking two puffs, she threw it back into the trash can and went back in - she had to admit that it hurt her if she was too young that night............

"I'm going to go to the store to see later, which area do you want to choose?" After lunch, Lu Mingming asked Jin Can, who was wandering in front of the bookcase to pick up a book, while cutting fruit.

"Go the same way. He was still concerned about things at work, and Jin Can finally set his eyes on the book "Youth, Walking on Thin Ice", which was Xi Ya's third book.

When she was looking for a theme for the novel, she asked herself: How to express love and love?

He didn't answer, and pulled her into bed, and that solved the problem...... After the end, Xi Ya beat him and said: I am serious, if you do this every time, it will affect my progress.

At that time, he only thought that this was the love of the two people, but he didn't want her to dislike him for a long time.

When I think about it, I feel very sad, and the road around me clearly packed up the things that went out, and when she left the hotel, she drove to the store to investigate and other matters, and he was silent in the empty place just now.

"Wait a minute, the laces are off. Ming Ming put down the document in his hand and immediately squatted down to tie his shoes.

And the two of them invariably associate this picture with a long time ago, in another shopping mall, it was Xi Ya's shoelaces that fell off, she almost tripped over, and was held by Jin Can, who blamed himself and squatted down to tie her shoelaces tightly.

He said, "Is there anything wrong?" It's me who is not good, and I must take a good look at my feet in the future.

It's okay not to wear shoelaces-Xi Ya said okay.

Of course, Lu Ming thought that if he had thought of this scene and compared it with himself, he would know who was better, right?

But what Jin Can can think of is only her now, the third sister next to her is married, less than the careless, there is no careful person to take care of her, I don't know if I remember or don't wear shoes with laces.

What if you wear it?...... The next thing that comes to mind is the image of her falling in front of her, hoping that there is something like cotton in front of her, if there is a chair, a table corner, a nail or something...... No, no, no, he can't think about it anymore, he'll be crazy if he thinks about it anymore.