"Yanyan, forget it, don't tell Sù Lei Zijia about this matter, he never said he liked me, and we never really fell in love......"

"But, didn't you say that he has been very good to you since that night?" Xia Yanxin said seriously.

"Right...... That's because, after we got drunk, we were ignorant, and we did such stupid things, and he was good to me just to comfort me and not want me to be sad. Since he didn't really like me, there was no need for him to know about this child's existence. Think about it, he has waited for Xiaokui for more than ten years, and now, Xiaokui has also grown into a beautiful girl, and this feeling will soon be sublimated into love. And if he knew about this child's survival, he might have failed Xiaokui again in order to be responsible...... If he is irresponsible, he will feel ashamed of me, and it is better for him not to know than to be in such a dilemma. On top of that, he was also a student at school and was not ready to be a father at all. ”

Shen Xiaoman's calm and rational analysis made Xia Yanxin stunned, and unconsciously, Shen Xiaoman seemed to have grown up.

After a long time, Xia Yanxin nodded seriously, "Okay! I respect your choice, but if you decide to do it, do it as soon as possible! The sooner it is, the less damage it will do to your body......

"Well, got it, tomorrow! Do you have time?"

Xia Yanxin turned around and hugged Shen Xiaoman, "Yes...... As long as I am with you, I have time!"

This night, for Shen Xiaoman and Xia Yanxin, it was a very difficult night...... Shen Xiaoman's heart is sad, and what is difficult to give up is his love for Lei Zijia. And Xia Yanxin was even more troubled, Tang Feifei said that it was not her who wanted her to die, so who was that woman? Is it Jin Meiqi or Gu Jia? Or is it Tang Feifei who is lying at all? Now that Long Yutian has sent someone to keep an eye on his mother, he will definitely start searching for her, no matter how big S City is, he will be caught sooner or later. But if you want to leave S City, where are you going? The world is big, where is there a place for her......

In the early morning, it is the twenty-sixth day of the lunar calendar, and according to the custom, it should be a small year, and most people are busy reuniting with their loved ones on this day. And Shen Xiaoman is facing eternal life and death, although Xia Yanxin has been comforting her while sitting next to her, she is still pale and her body is like sifting chaff......

"Next ......," the nurse read expressionlessly.

"It's your turn, Xiaoman, have you thought about it?" Xia Yanxin asked again. Shen Xiaoman lowered his head, put his hands in his bag, and touched it for a long time before he touched the cold puppet, which was tightly wrapped in the palm of his hand, and tears fell in an instant.

"Xiaoman, if we don't do it, let's go home!" Xia Yanxin also softened when she looked at it, and persuaded softly.

Shen Xiaoman raised a hand, wiped his tears indiscriminately, and laughed more ugly than crying, "Don't go back! This should be the end of my greed, and in the future, I will never drink again." ”

Xia Yanxin also felt sour and uncomfortable in her heart, and helped Shen Xiaoman to walk in front of the doctor, the middle-aged female doctor didn't raise her head, glanced at the medical records, and asked routinely, "Three weeks of early pregnancy...... How old are you?"

The female doctor glanced up at Shen Xiaoman, Shen Xiaoman's baby-like little round face looked very immature, so the female doctor had doubts about the age above.

"Twenty!" Shen Xiaoman replied truthfully.

"20? I think you're sixteen years old at most! Our hospital doesn't allow abortions for minors, so take out your ID card and go to the service desk to register your reads;!" the female doctor said in a somewhat arrogant tone, as if she was used to these occasions.

"ID card! I lost my ID card! I am still in the process of renewing it!"

I don't know what kind of illness Daddy Shen has committed recently, since the last time Mai Youran came, he was nervous to hide her ID card and household registration book, she searched several times but didn't find it, of course, before this, she didn't know that she needed an ID card for abortion, and she was embarrassed to explain the reason at this time, so she casually told a lie.

"Yo, that's really a coincidence, so let's let your boyfriend get his ID card to register!"

Shen Xiao looked up in a panic, "No, I don't have a boyfriend." ”

"How can you get pregnant without a boyfriend?" the female doctor scoffed.

"Doctor, that's the case, his boyfriend is going abroad, please make it easier! It's just an accident!" Xia Yanxin saw that Shen Xiaoman was about to cry, and hurriedly stood up and said a few good words, Shen Xiaoman stayed in school for too long, and his brain couldn't bend, and he usually went straight.

"Hmph...... What are you talking about going abroad! This kind of excuse is simply overused, don't you dare to take responsibility! Today's girls are fooling around at a young age, using pregnancy as contraception, what did they do when they were cool? Let me tell you, don't look at painless medication flow as a small thing, but it is very harmful to a woman's body. Especially for underage girls like you, who have been traumatized before their bodies have developed, and when they are older, they will either not be able to conceive, or they will have uterine cancer. When the time comes, you will regret it!" the female doctor kept nagging despite Shen Xiaoman's pale face and overly frightened eyes.

"Auntie, I know, I'm also studying medicine......" Shen Xiaoman suddenly said at the end.

"Yo, you don't know how to protect yourself if you're studying medicine?

Seeing that the doctor was endlessly entangled, Shen Xiaoman was afraid that he would collapse if he didn't take the medicine, Xia Yanxin hurriedly stepped forward again, "I seem to have found my ID card." ”

"If you find it, go to the registration quickly, and after registration, go directly to the window to get the medicine and take it yourself. The female doctor ignored the medical record, threw it to Shen Xiaoman, and continued to shout, "Next ......"

Xia Yanxin glanced back, and the queue was long, all of them were very young girls...... However, they are all accompanied and cared for by their boyfriends, while Shen Xiaoman is alone......

Xia Yanxin pulled Shen Xiaoman to a secluded place, "In this way, I brought my ID card, and I will let the service desk register with my ID card in a while!"

"This ...... Wouldn't it be bad?"

"It's okay, Xiaoman, you sit here first, and I'll help you register and get the medicine." ”

"Words ......"

Seeing that Xia Yanxin was leaving, Shen Xiaoman grabbed Xia Yanxin and suddenly burst into tears......

"Xiaoman, don't be afraid, it's okay, it won't hurt......"

"I'm not afraid of pain! I just feel very sad...... Yanyan, this is my baby with Lei Zijia...... You know, I really like him. Shen Xiaoman choked in pain, and his whole body kept trembling.

Xia Yanxin gently patted Shen Xiaoman's shoulder: "It's too late for you to regret it now, why don't we go home first and then think about it?"

Shen Xiaoman vented, hugged Xia Yanxin and cried enough, and in the end, he gritted his teeth and shook his head, "No! I've already thought about it, go get the medicine!"

Nine hundred yuan medicine flow package, in addition to medicine, the hospital also provides a shared lounge for four people and a nutritious meal, Shen Xiaoman was lying on the hospital bed that belonged to her, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, her glasses were taken off and placed on the head of the bed, her eyes stared in a certain direction hollowly...... Although it is said to be a painless flow, the lower abdomen is as uncomfortable as a knife.

The separation of flesh and blood is painful...... Shen Xiaoman's hand didn't dare to touch her lower abdomen, at this time, she was a vicious mommy, tearing the unformed fetus from her body, and the process was unbearable to imagine. She was afraid to touch her and didn't want to leave any feelings associated with her...... But TA deliberately created the heart-rending pain to prove that she had been here, and it also made her deeply remember how TA had felt.

Xia Yanxin kept wiping her cold sweat with a towel, "Xiaoman, if you feel pain, shout out, it will be better." ”

Shen Xiaoman suddenly burst into tears, "I'm sorry, Lei Zijia, I killed our baby...... I'm really sorry!"

The voice was extremely miserable, Xia Yanxin was stunned for a long time, and her eyes were sour......

The mass of flesh and blood finally left her body, and looking at the crimson blood in the toilet, Shen Xiaoman closed his eyes in pain.

After the pain, Yiqiē finally returned to calm.

In the ward, the boyfriends of several other girls thoughtfully sent various supplements, and these girls were either coquettish or snuggled in their boyfriends' arms......

Shen Xiaoman, on the other hand, sat quietly, his clothes were soaked with sweat, his little face was as pale as snow, and his eyes were red from crying.

This abortion was the most unforgettable experience of her life, and she never wanted to come again.

"Xiaoman, this is nutritious porridge, you can drink a little!"

"Don't drink, Yanyan, I want to go home!"

"Xiaoman, you are in poor health now, stay here for one night! If there is any accident, you can also call a doctor." ”

"No, don't...... Anyway, I always hear the baby's crying, he keeps crying in my ear, I'm very uncomfortable, I'm scared, I can't stay here anymore. ”

"Alright! Let's go!"

Xia Yanxin listened carefully for a long time, but she didn't hear the baby's crying, thinking about it, it must be Shen Xiaoman's auditory hallucinations caused by too much psychological pressure and being shrouded in deep guilt.

Xia Yanxin helped Shen Xiaoman staggered out of the hospital......

At this time, Jin Meiqi came out of a certain department after seeing a doctor, and happened to see Xia Yanxin's back into the taxi.

What kind of illness did Xia Yanxin come to the hospital to see?

Jin Meiqi thought for a while, then turned around and walked to the service desk and asked the nurse on duty, "Miss, may I ask what department that girl came to see just now?"

The female nurse shook her head, "I'm sorry, miss, it's inconvenient for us to disclose the patient's information here." ”

Jin Meiqi took out a few large red bills from her pocket and quietly stuffed them on the service desk, "Please help me check it out and see what kind of illness Xia Yanxin, the patient, came to see just now." Don't worry, I'm not a bad person, I'm just a good friend of hers, care about her body. ”